I blocked you out from my mind, not that I didn't love you anymore, but to tell you that you don't need to protect me any longer. To tell you that I have grown up. To make sure you didn't worry. No matter how much I tried, I always felt your aura. But here you are now, laying on my lap, motionless. I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I love you hyung." Tears rolled down his cheeks.