i hope people change

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Was it wrong for him to hope that Namjoon would change? Again? He had been the one who cause the younger to turn cold. Well, not entirely cold. Namjoon was still that nice, caring and kind guy Hoseok had learned to love more than anything in the world. However, ever since that one night in that damn club Namjoon seemed to have changed, turned cold in a certain way Hoseok couldn’t completely decipher. Before Namjoon had left he had said that he wouldn’t keep love anymore and it honestly worried Hoseok. What did the younger mean?

If Hoseok was the reason Namjoon wouldn’t love anyone anymore then he didn’t know what or how to think about it. On one hand he would be happy since it was kinda like yet another declaration of his love for Hoseok, however, on the other hand Hoseok just felt bad and guilty. Namjoon was such a perfect man. In Hoseok eyes the younger deserved everything and more. He wanted the younger to be happy and to find his luck and love in whoever it might be. Hoseok might sound egoistic to think that way, but he wanted the younger back. He needed him back.

However, Hoseok often thought about the fact if he was even in the position to wish for that to come true. In the end, he had been the one pushing the younger away, causing him to feel so much pain and tears. Why Hoseok knew about it? Well, he was