Another three month has pass by.....................

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Park shin hye house

Shin hye ah, I’ll go home first. Don’t stay up late.

Ne, Arasso unnie, Komawayo..

I am so damn tired today, It’s nice to come back home, now I can lay down and rest, but why does it feel empty, without him being here, the emptiness, the loneliness, I can’t bear with it or I have started to be so clingy, without thinking, grabbing my car keys and I drove through the night to his house. “0000”, who set the password like that? Or are all men being like that? Opened the door, finally I feel I can breathe again, the smell of him, finally I can relax, decided to take a shower I walk to the bedroom,” It feel empty”, for how many time today, I keep grumble on my own.

What should I do? Should I face time him? But he must be busy shooting, beside New York is 13 hours’ time different. How funny life can be, if it is me 6 months ago, I’ll be just fine alone, maybe going out having dinner with junhyungie or jongsukie or having girl night out, but now why does it feel so lonely, am I being to clingy and possessive, Holding his pillow tight, “Bogoshipda, Hons”. Then something blinded my view, that bling bling things on my finger, staring it makes me smile on my own, it’s so beautifully crafted, “my engagement ring”. Thinking back, my Hons is a speed maniac, for the past 3 month he manages to be my family beloved “sawi”, make me his family beloved daughter in law (myeonuri), publicly admit our relationship and even propose to me on my birthday. It was a total chaos of my life at that time, my phone is buzzing nonstop, he is really weird namja, how can he just simply blurted those word and smile slyly. I almost had a panic attack while watching it alive. We keep trending #1 at naver for two days in row, Raeshin shipper also trending “Rasehinisreal” worldwide, remembering back those memory, everything is chaotic but he is the only one who can sip his favourite ice Americano and enjoying his mango mousse deluxe while I am doing a walking exercise around the house, fidgeting.

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Mc: Thank you for coming to the press conference of Kim rae won official Asia Tour Fan meeting. To all reporters, we are now beginning our Q&A session.

Reporter: Anyeonghaseyo, Kim rae won shi, I am from the Newsen news, I wanna ask did you aware that there is rumour circulated around about your relationship with Park shin hyeshi? Do you have any comment on that?

Raewon: Oh my god, you already drop the bomb at the beginning, I thought we gonna start lightly. (Everyone is laughing)

Reporter: I need to grab the opportunity first, so did you admit that you guys are in a relationship?

Raewon: Ne, she is my woman. We started dating not so long ago and still didn’t have any plan of marriage and Yes we are doing just fine and please love both of us warmly. That’s all my comments. Next question.

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I laugh again, he is weird but in a good way, make me fluster too, damn gentleman! Kring… Kring….Kring.....

Anyeonghaseyo Omma.

Oh, anyeong, what are you doing?

Nothing, just drink some coffee? Wae?

Aniya, I am worried, that is why I am calling you?

About me ?Wae?

Not you, uri sawi odesoyo? I can’t call him? Is he okay? You guys are fighting?

Omma, you are too much I am your daughter, he is in New York now shooting some advertisement. He will be back this weekend.

Oh.. that’s why…. Arasso..Bye..

Omma….. I can’t believe it..” Yaa!! yeobo, sawi is in New York , we don’t have to worry”… she hung up for real.

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I am speechless, no word can describe my feeling, should I be happy or kind of mad. Omma and Appa seriously love him too much. Whatever, I grab raewonnie (that white hippo that jihong sam win on the claw game) and decided to sleep. Petting my raewonnie, I am dream of dreaming of him. “Good night, Hons, saranghae..manhi…”

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Flashback- proposal

Shin hye ah, Palli… we gonna missed our flight like this.

Where are we going Minnie unnie, you didn’t even tell me anything about this.

Maldives….

What? For what?

Magazine shoot… It is supposed to be done next month, but the photographer in charge are only free on this week, so they decided to pursue it.

Chincha? For what magazine? Concept?

Everything is already good to go, don’t worry just enjoy your ride.

Oh..Arasso but what with that sneaky smile?

Nothing….

Eight hours and 30 minutes of flight, finally we arrived at the Ibrahim Nasir International Airport (Male), from here we need to take 30 minutes speed boat to the Velassaru Mald