Dear Jeongmin,

     It feels like I’ve been pouring my heart into what I’ve been doing these last three weeks, and today made me feel as though it had all been in vain. Disappointments and failures come to all of us, yet it’s still difficult to find the positives in this. This feels like something I would have gone to you about before, but nowadays it feels as if I’ve never known you at all. It feels like you’re of the distant past, not just a few months ago; it’s so strange and forlorn the ways in which someone can disappear from your life. My heart had already been scattered from the failures of today, but thinking of this made it so much worse. You faded from my life while I was not looking. I guess this is what I get for mindless dreaming.

Sincerely, 
Hyunseong