Miss You

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~Miss You~

Summary: Hyungwon wishes falling out of love with Minhyuk could be as easy as falling into it.

Pairing: HyungHyuk (Hyungwon X Minhyuk)

Genre: Angst, Hanahaki!AU

 

 

            Falling in love was easy.

            Hyungwon fell without even noticing when he first tripped. He didn't understand love but he understood what he felt for Minhyuk. Words like 'I love you' or 'you're my everything' just seemed too overused to have pass his lips willingly, he wasn't even sure if he could express it with enough sincerity despite it being so damn true. The feelings he harbored seemed like words just weren't enough to express it with or rather he just didn't have the right ones, after all he wasn't good at expressing himself in general.

            But his body was.

            Those insufferable petals that would seize his throat and choke the feelings within him as his chest suffocated with pain. It forces him to face what he tries to hide from not only the world but himself. It's a reminder that this love he harbored will only remain unrequited because he values the relationship he has with Minhyuk.

            And he won't lose it.

            He can't lose it.

            They were on break at the dorm for the week after long schedules of promotions for their album but the longer the seven of them stayed together the clearer everyone saw how Hyungwon's health kept taking a downturn with each day that passed. The others commented on it but Hyungwon continued to brush them all off, refusing to admit his problem. Minhyuk was the only one who constantly questioned him and did what he could to keep him comfortable, unaware that he was the source of the illness.

            Minhyuk stands in their dorm's hallway as he looks at the younger with worry obvious in his eyes and gentle concern in his voice, "Hyungwon, you look really sick. Are you okay?"

            No. But Hyungwon doesn't admit that, not to Minhyuk of all people. His voice is quiet, restrained. "It's just a passing cold. I'll be good as new soon." He feels his chest constricting again. It does this each time his heart flutters for Minhyuk's attention and care. The flowers blooming in his chest are beginning to suffocate him as he feels the

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ana5ps #1
Chapter 1: Cute
byjungs #2
Chapter 31: im dying
bfminhyung #3
Chapter 15: i love the king author au so much!!! i would love it if you made it into a series
Avocado #4
Chapter 40: This update is so sweet!!! Hyungwon trying so hard to properly confess to Minhyuk only to be thwarted in rather silly ways, like Minhyuk having a short attention span or him being super dense lmao. Them "song lyrics", I appreciate the effort, Hyungwon :') Glad that he managed to get it out at the end, though it was unexpected and he was unprepared. LMAO plans don't always go the way you want them to and things do happen when they're least expected haha. Like Minhyuk hearing the lowest mutter. Super glad that Minhyuk returns his feelings and now the two of them can kiss and love each other all they want~♡♡♡ and Hyungwon can stop being grouchy and annoyed about his secret love for Minhyuk; those feelings of distress can go towards something else now that he and Minhyuk are together hahaha good luck. Thanks for the fluffy update~
Avocado #5
Chapter 39: Awwwwww this is so cute! I loved Fantastic Beasts and I love BoXiao so those two elements make this drabble really ♡♡♡ for me (Yes I used hearts because words alone cannot describe how I feel). Cheng Xiao and Minhyuk getting super attached to the animals though THEY WOULD LMAO AND THEY EVEN NAMED THIS DRAGON CUTELY AND EVERYTHING. I love how all four of them are from different houses but their houses totally suit them haha, nice sorting~ That bet hahaaaa Bona played herself, too confident there girlie. Hyungwon is so sneaky, I bet his second most likely house was Slytherin lol. I totally agree with what Bona said at the end, that their preferences are perfectly suited for them~ BoXiao and HyungHyuk ♡♡♡ thanks for the fantastic update!
Avocado #6
Chapter 38: Haha jealous Minhyuk is intense! Kihyun making his way over and holding Hyungwon's hand for an hour though, I would be caught off guard too. Minhyuk would leave Kihyun to die so he doesn't have to deal with him getting affection from Hyungwon lmaooo cooold. So cute how Hyungwon handled the situation by pulling Minhyuk onto his lap and cuddling him ♡ he needs to recharge too~ I awww'ed at that part. Incubus Minhyuk gotta make sure Hyungwon is all his for the taking c: thanks for the cute update!
taofutiram #7
Chapter 36: I don't know but this chapt really suits them like i can imagine it perfectly it feels real wow i love it
Avocado #8
Chapter 31: Yesssss fluff! I love their relationship here, how they tease each other and have their little squabbles haha. The part where Minhyuk pinches Hyungwon and Hyungwon knees him in retaliation but they don't let go of each other lmao. So cute. I also love how these short little prompts also highlight their contrasting personalities in which Minhyuk is extroverted, touchy, and open while Hyungwon is introverted and reserved. Minhyuk's personality doesn't overpower Hyungwon's (his energy) and Hyungwon's doesn't hold Minhyuk back (ex: the quiet jealousy). They're so different but they complement each other perfectly~Like filling in the gaps for which the other is lacking or emphasizing their positive qualities. It's also cute to see them deal with the little things in their own ways, like having their own ways of being possessive haha. What a great couple :') Thank you for the cute update! <3
Avocado #9
Chapter 37: Well that was unexpectedly angsty :') So tragic how Hyungwon triggered the trap and Minhyuk was the one to ultimately take the poison. He saved him from an unimaginably bad situation but that stuff will still kill him as it was designed to... Thank goodness for that golden nine-tailed fox. I mean, Minhyuk is still alive at least (as a human now) but their forever together is no longer an option since Hyungwon has been turned into a golden nine-tailed fox instead. It's interesting to see how the tables are turned when one of them thinks they're eventually going to leave the other and the other thinks that they're going to be left behind but it switches. Wonder what that does to their dynamics. That pure agony though, of mortality and immortality. In this case, both are no good, unless Hyungwon and Minhyuk are in the same states. :( They just want to be together, something that seems simple enough but really is not. Thanks for writing this drabble!
Avocado #10
Chapter 35: Ahhh this is so fluffy and cute!!! ♡♡♡ Lmao clueless Hyungwon not playing the pepero game with Minhyuk then suddenly doing it with him as he's sulking hahaha he wouuuld. I laughed out loud when Minhyuk shoved seven sticks into Hyungwon's mouth haha. Minhyuk not being able to stay mad at Hyungwon, they're so cute. Hyungwon is a good boyfriend for going along with the game as many times as Minhyuk wants so he could feel better~ cuuute ♡♡♡ thanks for this super fluffy drabble! Definitely looking forward to the next updates (And Monsta X's comeback!!!)
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