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Images that bring back lost feelings and memories that money cannot buy. Maybe these pictures are the reason why we should not give up because we looked so happy. Could it be a reminder for us to not give up on each other...because you're all I've got

 

 

♦PHOTOGRAPHS♦

 

 

It's killing me. We were so happy and because of one fight, we crumble so easily. And that's all because I didn't give her a chance. I should have forgiven her after she apologised. We could have moved on and still be together. This is all messed up. That night when Seulgi came to find me, I decided to return to Seoul

 

Jimin: Mom, Dad, I'm really sorry. My actions must have hurt both of you. *bows* I wasn't a good son

Dad: Son, you get back to Seoul and get that girl back. She seems fine but I know she was in a lot of pain

Mom: Jimin-ah, all couples fight. Don't let this arguement destroy your love for each other

 

My parents were supportive of me to talk things out with Seulgi. When I returned to the dorm, the other members were still away. It was so quiet and I felt lonely. I would be texting with Seulgi but I was ashamed by my immature actions. I shouted at her. I made her cry. How could I forgive myself for this...I made the girl I love cry.

 

Let's meet again, One of these nights

 

The members figured that my relationship with Seulgi was over. I could see their worried look whenever we were watching the music shows. They had started their comeback. Seeing her being all emotional over a ballad song made it hard for me to look. The members tried to make it less painful by switching the channels. 

 

Jin: Yah, you still like her don't you?

Jimin: Of course hyung. I do but I think it's best for us to take a break from each other

 

At times, I would go drink with the members. We talked about our difficulties. I would avoid talking about Seulgi but they eventually directed the topic to her. 

 

Jin: Fine, do that but don't take too long to get her back. Who knows, she might decide on forgetting you

 

Will she do that? We were so much in love but will she really throw our relationship away? I was constantly thinking of this. Every night, when I was alone, I looked through our photographs together. Guys hated to cry in front of others. That was why I would only look at our photos when I was alone. I missed her and I couldn't help but cry. 

 

What have I done...

 

I tried different ways to make my mood better but it never got better. Soon, we started recording for our next album. The song we were recoding was 'Save Me'. The members were all crowded in the room as we monitored each other. 

 

Namjoon: Okay Jimin, you ready?

 

I looked at my part of the lyrics and tried to absorb my emotions to this moment. My part was the beginning of the song and it was 5 lines long. I gave them the signal that I was ready. The song played and I began singing. Half-way through my part, I started tearing up. Like I said, it was embarassing for a guy to cry in front of others. I quickly turned around and tried to compose myself but the lyrics hit me so hard. 

 

Suga: *enters the room I was in and gave me a hug* Yah, be strong man. 

Jimin: *chokes on my words* S...s...sorry hy...hyung

 

The boys gave me some time to calm down while they began their parts first. I just sat with them and composed myself. Taehyung sat beside me.

 

Taehyung: Jimin-ah, if you continue this way, you'll be stuck in this sadness. Go get her back

Jimin: *sigh* I can't

Taehyung: Irene noona told me that Seulgi is also sufferin