Soojung kiss people with different feelings everytime. She brushes her lips to Jinri's cheeks endlessly since she was eight, like butterfly's ells cutting through skins. Jinri wipes it away everytime and she doesn't stop still.

She pecks her parents in the cheeks before going to school, fast and hurried as she doesn't wake up very well in the morning and time is always catching up on her.

In middle school, Jongin pecks her on the cheek as they spend seven minutes inside of Sehun's closet. Soojung blushes so valiantly she doesn't try to hide it when they come out of the closet.

Things seems to ablaze even more when she reaches high school.

She still kisses Jinri endlessly in the cheek and she goes giggly now but Jongin no longer does as he has Kyungsoo always beside him. His eyes are always rudely round Soojung feels like sticking her fingers to jab them.

By this time, she enraptures one of the school's heartbreakers and that is Kim Mingyu, the only boy who looks good with a center parting and Soojung still questions his attraction to her.

Her first kiss is Mingyu catching her lips unguarded when they are supposed to finish a group project in the library. She was skimming through the books in the farthest corner of the library with him when he suddenly began to play with her hair. Then the back of his hand caressing her cheek.

He leaned his hand to the shelves, tall body covering the pathway, his lips finding hers. It lasted for a few seconds as Soojung didn't know what to do.

He chuckled when he leaned back, seeing her stunned and baffled expression, hand rubbing the crown of her head fondly. "Don't worry, you'll get used to it. You're so cute!" he pulled on her cheek before returning to pretend in finding the books for their research.

"He's playing with you," Jinri sips on her bubble tea, lips frowning. "Why are you letting yourself being played like this? Is this because you're still upset Jongin is not st-"

Soojung shakes her head. "Come on, that's supposed to be a secret. It's not easy for him to accept himself, you know." She easens up herself to the chair, rubbing the top of her teeth to her bottom lip. "I'm not serious with him, either."

"Then good, cause I don't want my bestfriend to get hurt," Jinri leans in for a peck in the lips, not caring the questionable stares thrown at them. Soojung feels like wiping it because it feels as if Jinri is kissing Mingyu through her lips. She may not be serious with Mingyu, but he is still hers.

Mingyu doesn't really pay attention to small things and it goes the same to whatever is happening to Soojung. All this image of a heartbreaker fits him so well as he is indeed one with no real purpose. He just enjoys the ride from one girl to another.

One thing catches him off guard is when some guy (Jongin, he guesses) lifts her up while hugging her and he sees details of her pulling on his ear and his shoulders with a light punch.

"Isn't that your new girl? Or you're already done?"

"I heard that Jongin guy is gay or something. But that doesn't look gay for me."

"Shut the up," Mingyu grunts, because he is challenged and no girl has ever had the nerve to do this to him. Mingyu has a big pride in something that is supposed to be a very shameful thing to do.

That day, Mingyu teaches her how to kiss with tongues and lips moving in synch with his hand pulling her by the waist in his room and Soojung shouldn't be doing this at all it's been so long since she has gone over to a boy's house. He thinks that by doing this, it will trap her more under his illusion even though all this time the one who is trapped is him.

"Who was that?" he rests his forehead on hers after for how many long and he surprises himself for finding them standing and not on the bed or on their way to his bed, arms clipped around her waist and he doesn't realize it's him holding her and he is doomed for humanity.

Soojung's half closed lids make his head hurt, it seems as if she is swaying between dreams and reality and he's starstruck with that sight. "Why does it matter?"

It matters because you are actually more than just cute and you're pretty addicting like and it makes me so mad because I'm losing in my own game.

Soojung is strange. She is aloof yet at the same time responds to the slightest touch and she is actually pretty bad for his heart.

There are times when Soojung puts up her hair because of hot summer heat and she would only complain for a few times when he trails butterfly kisses on her jaw or her temple and down to her neck. The slope between her neck and her shoulder is his favourite spot and he is not ashamed to admit that he wants to cover all of her with his kisses even though she wouldn't let him.

Soojung has a heart too. It grows and shrinks so helplessly whenever he does that and Soojung wants to tell him to stop but it'd often be cut by a hiss of pleasure seeping to her system.

She'd ignore him for the whole week when he bites on her neck with his canine teeth even by accident. It's fine, Soojung knows how to limit herself. Mingyu hasn't been able to unclasp the hook of her bra or her skirt. She doesn't let him her uniform too for the countless attempts he did, wanting to go lower and even more higher.

And they are barely seventeen. Teens these days go hard, Soojung knows Jinri is no longer a , if being