CHORONG POV

            Do you know the best moment when you in college? When you have done your task and you wake up in the morning without any burden. You will feel so fresh, then. Moreover, I have no class today. Should I hang out with Eunji and Chanyeol? Wait, I think I have something to do important. But, it’s not about group project. Yeah, Suho!! Should I text him and ask about his task? What should I say first?

Good morning, Suho. How are you? What can I do for you today?

“Is it too aggressive? It sounds that I am seducing him. If Krystal know about this, she will kill me for real” I said by myself. Then I delete my text.

Good morning Suho. Do you have any task today? I’ll help you.

“It’s not sweet at all” I delete it again. “Should I search in google?” then I text ‘how to send a message to your crush’ in google bar. I open every search result but nothing proper advice. “I want to send Suho a message, not flirt. May be I must change the search key” Then I change the search key with ‘how to send a message to your crush who has a girlfriend’. I open every link and no one satisfy me. “Yaaah, it’s really waste my time. I want to ask him what kind of help that I will do for him. I am not ask him to go out” I talk to myself and throw my phone slowly. If I ask Eunji, she will laugh at me. If I ask Chanyeol, he will tell this to Eunji. How the way to ask him normally? Or am I overthinking? Then I take my phone and start text to Suho again.

Good morning, Suho. As my promise yesterday, I’ll help your task. Call me if you need any help

“Is it ok?” I read again. I think it is normal. But..... I read again. “Is it ok? Send or not?” I read again. Should I change this? But it sounds so normal. “Oh my god, I am overthinking” then I send it.

“Oh my god! I didn’t give that a smile emoticon. What if he thinks that I am a flat person” I throw my phone to my bed.  “I should take a bath to fresh my brain. I have been crazy” I go to bathroom. I must wash my hair. My brain has contaminated by my dirty head. Then the bacteries has gnawed my common sense.

            I come out from the bathroom. I feel calmer then before but I am still worried to check my phone. “I should have breakfast first. I must have energy to expect Suho’s reply” I go to kitchen and take a cereal and milk. When I want to feed a spoonfull of cereal to my mouth, I think about the message again. “I must watch television to distract my attention for awhile” I move to living room and watching television.

            I come back to my room. The effectiveness of television just for a while, then I remember again about my text. It’s time to face the reality. I unlock my phone and there are 1 message and 3 misscall. All of them from Suho. My heart beats so fast. Why did he call me? Did he need my help?

“What should I do??? I must call him back. But, how if he is busy right now? Send him a message is better. But, what should I say?” I cried out by myself. Today is so terrible.

Suho, I am sorry. I took a bath then......

“It is impossible if I tell him about my activity in details. It’s not elementary schooler essay” I delete my text. I am thinking how to ask him about his misscall. I still text ‘Suho I am sorry’. I have no idea to reply him. I have tought it about 15 minutes and I have erased it for 10 times. Then my phone is ringing. It’s from Suho.

“Hello, Suho-ssi?” I answered with low voice.

“Hello, Chorong? Are you busy?” He asked with normal voice. I am relieved.

“Ah, I am not. Sorry, I didn’t know you call me. I was in downstairs. What can I do for you?” finally, I got my answer.

“Hahaha, you don’t need to do that, Chorong-ssi. I helped you sincerely. Even I was being happy there” He answered with laughing. My ears are blessed when hear his laugh.

“But, I have promised you. I have to do this to release from Krystal” I beg. He is so kind and difficult. If he doesn’t deserve my help, what should I do to Krystal? Forgive her? I can’t.

“I don’t have any difficult task, Chorong-ssi. I can do that by my self” He rejected again.

“Please, Suho-ssi. I can type for you, I can cook for you, I can clean your room, or I can drive for you. I can do everything. I am multitasking”

“Haha, you are so funny but you are not a servant, Chorong-ssi” He laughed again. He told me that I am funny. I am funny. Is it a good or bad thing? “Because you have forced me, can you help me today?” he asked. It’s so hurriedly.

“Yes, I can” I answered fast. I am afraid if that sounded too eunthusiastic.

“Okay. I’ll pick you up. Text me your address”

“Okay” He ended our call. “Oh my god. I will go out with Suho” I said happily. Today is so blessed. Then I send my address to Suho. Is it a good chance? It sounds like I will date with him. Kekeke...