Carla pov

 

It's been 3 weeks until last time I meet Mathew and everything seems better now. Yeah,  because we talk each other at phone sometimes when both of us have a time and we also exchange the text  not a relationship text just talk like a friend do  .Yeah, like what  friend do .

 

Since Mathew back to Paris, my relationship with Brian also going better well at least that's what people say to me ,

 

Both of our parents already meet and talk about our wedding day and our wedding plan, well I let they prepare everything while I just follow anything they do because deep in my heart I don't want do this wedding .

 

Babe ‘ Brian call me make me sigh

 

Back to reality Carla’ I cheer my own self

 

Why don't you answer me babe ?’ He hug me now

 

I just want to answer but you already come ‘

 

I just love you so much ‘he start kissing me but I feel nothing

 

Did you have meeting tomorrow ? ‘ he ask

 

I don’t know Shasa still not inform me anything ‘

 

That’s good, cause I miss you ‘ he said ily in my ear but I just can smile cause I never love him like Cindy said

 

Our wedding will come soon ‘

 

Yeah ‘

 

I'll waiting you walk the aisle babe ‘ he kiss my cheek make me fake the smile in my face

 

You wait that moment but i'm not ‘ I speak in my mind

 

You will become the most beautiful bride babe ‘ he keep kissing me but I don’t respond anything

 

You so perfect to me honey’ he keep talking while I keep silence

 

When he still kissing my lips while his hands already doing their jobs, suddenly my phone ringing make me look at the screen

 

*phone ringing *

 

I have get this ‘ I excuse myself and leave him

 

‘ I heard he curse but I still leave him because Mathew is the one who calls me

 

C: Halo?

M: I miss you Carl so much

C : Matt ?

M : Yeah

 

I don’t know but when heard his voice I'm so happy

 

M: Carl, I want tell you something

C: What about ?

M: Hmm, something special

 

I chuckle, this boy never failed surprise me when we still dating, he will do anything just to make me happy

 

I still giggling happily until I notice Brian already standing behind me with his sharp glare at me and I know he will hurt me again today

 

C: I'll talk to you later

M : Carl ? what happen ? Carl-

 

I hang up the call before he can find who's in taking with or he will kill me for sure

 

Who's that ?? ‘

 

No one ‘I answer and want back to the bedroom but before I can enter the room he walk behind he

 

Tell me who's that?!’ He look mad now and he grab my waist

 

God, can he not hurt me this day ?? i'm tired ‘ I pray

 

Did you cheating behind me ! ‘He slap my face twice and  I can't do anything

 

No Brian ‘I answer him honestly but still I get slap again and he grab my hair

 

You know how much I love you how dare you cheat behind me !!’ He slam my body to the wall make me really dizzy

 

No is not like that Bri that's just my partner ‘

 

Always bring your work ‘he grab my face and slap me again until I feel numb in my face

 

You'll never know and respect me !! I'm your fiancé ‘ he push my head to the wall make me crying even harder cause now I'm so dizzy

 

Please Bri , I'm sorry ‘ I just can say that to him cause I can't do anything but I look at the opened door and I think I have to run from him before I die here

 

Did you ever love me ? did you ever think about me ? !!! ‘he slap me again but my mind still think how can I escape from this hell

 

Please ‘ I sobbing

 

Now I just want him to stop cause my body can't bear that pain anymore, it's too hurt now and I think if I don't escape from this hell I'll die

 

So with all the strength on my body I run to the door and get the elevator while run to walk out from his apartment, I just run and run cause I'm to scared to stop , I run just with my tiny clothes and it’s  really cold but I don’t want to stop

 

I choose dying in the road than dying in his hands, this not the first time he want to kill me . Yeah it's not the first time but I think this is the worst

 

I'm freezing already but I keep walking passing out the people and try to searching the nearest minimart but before I can find the minimart , I already crash with little girl

 

Oh my God , I'm sorry ‘ I help her standing and clean her pretty dress

 

Sorry little girl , I'm in hurry ‘ I apologize while checking her body

 

Did you hurt ??’ I keep asking her but she just look at me blankly

 

Honey ? Can you answer me ?? ‘ I ask again

 

Did you Carla ?’ She ask while cup my face with her tiny hands shocking me

 

Did You aunt Carla ?? Did you the or who calming me when daddy make me cry ?? ‘The little girl ask make me look at her

 

She look so much like Mathew ‘ I thought while look at her pretty face

 

Carol , why you run ?? Don't Daddy told you to behave  babygirl?’ He notice me

 

Carl ? What are you doing here ??’ He ask me

 

I'm just walking and I make a little mistake ‘I answer him quickly

 

Please don’t notice my bruises face and body , Please

 

But are you crying?? Why your eyes swollen?? And did you hurt ?? Your face and head –‘

 

I'm fine thanks for your concern, and I'm sorry again babygirl ‘ I smile while want to leave them but Mathew catch my hand

 

Auch ‘ I scream while push Mathew hands from me

 

You , what happen to you Carla ?? Why your body arching ?? ‘

 

No it's just in slipped ‘

 

Don’t joking with me ‘ he snap me and I notice anger in his voice

 

You have come with us ‘ Mathew drag me to his car

 

No , Mathew I've go ‘

 

Yeah, just come with us first aunty ‘ the little girl speak make me smile

 

I can't babygirl ‘ I smile but she pout

 

Why you don't want come with us ?? My daddy will never hurt you aunty same like me ‘ she speak with her honesty

 

But-‘

 

If you don't want come for me why don't you come just because Carol ?? ‘ he said sarcastically

 

Please aunty ‘ Carol said

 

Okay ‘ I agree with them make she jumping happily

 

Our ride are so cheerful cause the little girl name Carol keep asking me so many questions that's make me and Mathew smile , she such a lovely little girl and she have a bright personality make she can get along with us