When we arrive ,Mathew help Carol down from the car while I help get their belongings

 

Are you sure bout this ??’ I ask Mathew when we stand in front of the door

 

This house is where I spend my entire younger life and this house make me feel like i'm at my own home

 

My mom will happy to see you as I promise don't do anything to you Carl ‘ he smile while open the door

 

Everything still same like in the past , the couch , the dining table, the hanging picture and my picture also still hanging there make me smile ear to ear.

 

Mom’ he shout

 

Nanna, we home ‘ Carol calling her Nanna

 

Why both of you are so..’Mathew mom stop speaking when she look at me

 

Aunty ‘I call her and bow

 

Carla ?? My precious daughter ‘she run and hug me tightly

 

Yeah ,I miss his mom reaction , his mom is really cheerful woman not like my mom that’s why both of us get along in very well

 

How are you beauty?? I miss you so so much ‘

 

I'm doing good aunty and I also miss you’

 

What with ‘Aunty’ things ? ‘ she glare at me make me chuckle

She never like if I call her ‘Aunty’ because she already treat me like her own daughter

 

Sorry , ma’ I smile while she pinch my cheek

 

How are you babygirl  ??’

 

I'm perfectly fine ma, how about you ? and Why you never come to Singapore?’

 

I'm fine honey , thanks to the little princess's or making me busy everyday ‘she smile while Carol giggle

 

By the way, what happen to your face honey??’ His mom cares my swollen face

 

Ah I just slipped aunt’

 

That's why , oh I will prepare the food just talk comfortable Carla ‘

 

Matt , help Carla clean the bruised ‘ his mom tell him while he nod

 

I'm fine ma’

 

You’re not babygirl ‘  she glare at me make me smile

 

Carol can you help Nanna ??’

 

Sure Nanna ‘Carol say while she walk to me

 

Aunty promise me you will stay ‘

 

I promise princess ‘

 

Thank you aunty ‘ she kiss me while running towards her Nanna leaving me speechless

 

I feel like you the daughter of this family ‘he said  while I smile

 

You are their precious son ‘I smile while pointed his graduate picture

 

Yeah ‘ he smile

 

She love you so much ‘’Mathew said while sit beside me

 

Who ?’

 

Carol ‘

 

Ah, I think so ‘

 

Since you call her last time she always ask me and my parents who are you and how your creature ‘

 

Really ?? ‘

 

Yes, I also don't know why she like that but she really in to you ‘

 

That's also shocking me ‘he said while clean my wound softly and put some medicine

 

Ouch ‘ I whine

 

Sorry ‘ he apologize while blowing the wound

 

Did you get surgery ? ‘ he ask while notice my scratches

 

Just a small accident ‘

 

When ?’

 

Last year ‘i told him make he nod

 

Finish ‘ he announcement while put the last medicine to my hand

 

Thank you ‘

 

That’s not a problem ‘he smile while leave me and back with a glass of hot chocolate in his hand

 

When he back he give me a paper bag

 

Open it ‘

 

What is this ?’ I ask and notice it’s was a wallet

 

That’s our new design and I make it for you ‘

 

Oh God, really ? ‘ I ask and he nod

 

Thank you ‘

 

Don’t be ‘

 

It’s  really look like me ‘

 

Of course , I made it for you ‘

 

You know me so well’

 

How i'm not ? we spending 5 years together ‘ he snap me make me awkwardly smile

 

So now tell me everything Carla spill now ‘

 

What do you mean? I don’t have a problem ‘

 

Are you crazy Carl ? or are you think i'm believe your lie ? I know this not cause you slipped ‘he grab my bruises hand

 

That's hurts ‘I just can say that cause I'm swear that's really hurt

 

Mathew ‘

 

Why you have to lie Carl  ?’

 

Did Brian do this to you ?’ He ask while lift my face

 

Did he do this Carla ?’ He keep asking while I just tearing

 

Babe , did he do this to you ?’ He ask while finally I look at him and I can see the sincerity and worry in his eyes

 

Why you don't answer me babe ? “ he cup my face while I see the tears from his beautiful eyes

 

Why he hurt you ?’he caresses my bruises

 

He doesn’t mean it ‘

 

But how can he hurt you ?? his own girlfriend ‘

 

He love me so much that’s make he blind ‘

 

So, Answer me babe ‘ he cares my wet face

 

Did he do this ? just say yes or no ’ He ask me again

 

Yes '

 

Why ?? ‘

 

Cause you call me ‘

 

But we just talk about random things ‘

 

He hate that ‘

 

Why ? ‘

 

He suspicious about me cheating behind him ‘

 

He crazy ‘

 

And you don't told anyone?? ‘

 

Just Cindy ‘

 

So –‘

 

I … Love you ‘I said while he nod and hug me

 

I know babe I know Cindy already tell me everything including about Brian ‘he said while hug me tightly

 

This is the hug that can make me feel save and lovable

 

I'm sorry for leaving you with that's bastard , I'm sorry for blaming you before heard your explanation I'm sorry ‘he said while crying

 

Sorry ‘he continue say that make me broke the hug and wiped his tears

 

No you not wrong Matt you doing your best , you become a wonderful father for Carol and you become successful guy ‘I smile while he shaking his head

 

I leave you that's the biggest mistake of me Carl' he hug me

 

Now you back math that's more than enough for me ‘

 

Please stay with me Carl , don't married that physician ‘

 

I..i’

 

I can't bear look he hurt you honey , I can't ‘

 

But we engagement already Matt’

 

I will tell this to your parents ‘

 

No , please don't, I..I.. I'lltalk to him ‘

 

Are you sure? ’he ask and I'm nodding

 

I’ll come with you ‘

 

No, Matt. I know Brian love me but maybe he can't win my heart and if he know you comeback here and you come with me to meet him it's just hurt him even more  ‘

 

But he hurt you babe ‘

 

He don’t mean it ‘I say but Mathew just sigh

 

Why you always in his side?’

 

I'm not in anyone side Matt maybe I know he trying hard to be perfect for me but end up becoming worst beast ‘

 

So you endure this for 6 years babe ? ‘

 

No, we actually dating since 3 years ago ‘

 

And since when he hurt you ?? ‘

 

Since he love me more and afraid to lose me he become obsessed towards me ‘

 

And the surgery?’

 

Yes, that's because he hit me with a chair ‘ I tell him honestly

 

What ?’ he ask shock

 

How can that bastard ?!! ‘

 

I don’t meet her that night because Gladis throw some party at the club and I attend there so when I sober, Bobby take me home and he sported us ‘

 

So he hit you ? ‘he ask and I nod

 

OMG !!’ he groan

 

I’ll kill him’

 

Don’t do something stupid ‘

 

But how can ?!!’ he keep hold his anger while I hug him

 

I'm fine now ‘

 

Did your parents know about this ?? ‘

 

I never tell anyone even Cindy ‘

 

So she know it her self ?’ He ask and I nod

 

And you always give him second chance?? ‘

 

Yes, cause I believe someday he'll changes ‘

 

I know how you are babe but I never know you have angel heart like this ‘

 

Don't judge me ‘ I glare at him make he smile

 

So now tell me bout Carol now ‘I ask while rest my head in his embrace , I notice smile in his face when we mention bout carol

 

Well she's very cheerful girl like you ‘he playing with my hair

 

She speak English well since she was 3 and she enter the playground at 2 ‘

 

Wow that's so fast ‘

 

I know but maybe cause she speak fluent already I think she can attend the school ‘

 

So?’

 

She's really smart and active ‘

 

She look like a little you ‘

 

She so strong ‘

 

In her age ?? ‘

 

Yes , cause she  almost never cry in front of me ‘

 

Really?’

 

Yes,she always want me happy’

 

She have angel heart ‘ I told him make he smile

 

But if you allow me can I ask why you divorce? I mean you have a perfect family right ?? ‘

 

Yeah, I have a wonderful daughter but that's not perfect if my daughter can't get enough love from her own mom ‘

 

How you can say that ?? ‘

 

Someday I back home early and don't inform my wife cause I want surprise them but when I open the door I find she slaps  Carol several time just because Carol ask her attention ‘

 

Why?’

 

Honestly,Diana don't like and don't agree to have kid when we married but because her sick father beg she agree to have Carol ‘

 

So what's Carol fault?? ‘

 

Diana always see Carol as the annoying baby that's why she born Diana abandoned her ‘

 

OMG’

 

That’s why since Carol born until now she never take care of Carol ‘

 

But how can she hurt her own daughter?’

 

I don't know ‘

 

Did she just hurt Carol once ??

 

No , Diana always hurt Carol every time I'm not around ‘

 

How you know ?? ‘

 

The maid told me everything’

 

That's insane ‘

 

I know , but one thing that make me really hate Diana is when she hit Carol with vodka bottle just because Carol call her when she back from club ‘

 

OMG ‘

 

I never know about that but I know when Carol enter the hospital ‘

 

Don't you ask why Carol hospitalized?? ‘

 

Diana just inform me Carol slipped from stair an nothing bad happens to her ‘

 

And no one told you the truth ?? ‘ I ask

 

No one know the truth beside the maid ‘

 

So how you can bring Carol out ??

 

I just tell my parents about my decision and they agree with me so I book a flight and  I bring Carol move to France with my parents ‘

 

So how Diana reaction?

 

She try kidnapped Carol from me ‘

 

Oh God how can ?!’

 

I know she love Carol but she still can't give up on her night life ‘

 

Night life ?? ‘

 

Yes , Diana more like her night life she's a model before married to me and she love to  hang out almost every day with her model friends leave Carol with maid ‘

 

But why Carol don't tell you when her mom hurt her ?? ’

 

She don't want me to angry with her mom and she didn't want me to sad , that's what's she tell me ‘

 

She care about your happiness math ‘

 

I know but she hurt so much in such little age ‘

 

So how her condition now?’

 

We already bring her to many physical doctor and luckily Carol personality is so bright if not she can depressed ‘

 

That's relief ‘

 

Yeah ‘he said while playing with my hair

 

Did Carol meet her mom again after you divorce?’

 

Like what I told you earlier ,She several times try to kidnapped Carol but I always find out before she can do her plan ‘

 

But if she ask you , did you let she meet Carol ?? ‘

 

No, still no cause I don't  want she hurt Carol again ‘

 

But she's Carol mom , you can't ignore that fact ‘

 

I know but I don't want my babygirl hurt anymore and that's my final decision ‘

 

Did Carol hate her mom ?? ‘

 

I don't know and I never ask her ‘He answer while I nod

 

So tell me bout you honey ‘

 

Me? Nothing changes in me honestly cause like what you see I'm working in Vouge my dream office and I also graduate with highest GPE ‘

 

I know you will get that Carl ‘

 

Of course ‘

 

How bout Brian ?’he ask while tightening his hug

 

Well actually Brian is very sweet and lovable guy ‘

 

Can you skip that part?’ He annoyed ask make me chuckle

 

You also have know that babe ‘I smile

 

Call me babe again ‘

 

Babe ‘ I smile make he hug me

 

You can’t changes that again ‘ he kiss my shoulder

 

Let me finish my story ‘ I pout make he smile

 

So ?? ‘

 

Brian never failed to  surprise me in every important day ‘

 

I also never miss your important day ‘ he pout make me smile

 

Can I continue?? ‘ I ask make he smile and nod

 

Brian also always support me in every situation I face ‘ I smile

 

But when sometimes the hard problem come into his works or outside that he will changes into… A beast ‘

 

What do you mean?? ‘

 

He will start hurt me ‘

 

So everything happen like what Cindy told me ?’ He ask make me nod

 

He sick Carl’

 

I know but I'm to scared to tell him ‘

 

So how many times he hurt you ?’

 

I don't count it math ‘

 

I just hope no one notice ‘

 

Why you stay with him ? ‘

 

Cause I've to, he help me so much when you gone ‘

 

But he hurt you ‘

 

I also hurt him for still loving you ‘I said while he put his face in my shoulder

 

Sorry babe, sorry ‘

 

Don't be , I don’t blame anything to anyone ‘

 

Ehm ‘ Mathew mom and Carol come make me push Mathew

 

The food is finish already ‘his mom said make me nod and walk towards Carol

 

I'm sorry not helping ‘

 

You are our guest Carla why you have to help us ‘ his mom said while I smile

 

Come on daddy ‘Carol call her daddy while he carry Carol

 

Our dinner going so smooth with some joke from Mathew we can swipe the awkwardness

 

Do you stay Carl ??’his mom ask

 

No , I'll back aunty ‘

 

But it's raining outside ‘his mom said

 

It's fine , I can take a cab ‘

 

Why don't you stay with us aunty ?‘Carol suddenly said while grab my hand

 

I can't babygirl I have to work tomorrow ‘I answer while bend down and reach her lovely face

 

But I still want to see you ‘Carol said make me a little bit shock

 

You can stay here Carl , I'll take care of madam Monica ‘Mathew said make me look at his mom

 

Just stay Carl , our house also yours ‘ his mom smile while I bow

 

So aunty will stay right ?’carol ask

 

Please ‘

 

But-‘

 

Don't make me sad Carl ‘ his mom told me

 

Aunty ‘

 

Just say yes ‘ his mom smile

 

Yes ‘I answer while she already jumping happily

 

Did you that happy little princess?’Mathew ask his happy daughter

 

Yes daddy ‘Carol answer while she grab my hand and lead me to her room

 

Aunty , I really like you ‘she confess make me smile

 

Why you like me that's much babygirl?’

 

Cause your words make me comfortable ‘she answer

 

Really?’I ask and she nod

 

Can I hug you aunty?’ She ask make me smile

 

Why you have to ask honey , come here ‘ I open my hands while she hug me tightly

 

I don't want back to France , I want stay here with you ‘she said

 

How bout your school honey ?’

 

I can tell daddy to move here aunty , dadda also can come here and daddy will never sad anymore ‘

 

Her words make me dumbfounded how not ?? She just 4 but she consider others feelings so well and she even can hide her own pain jut to make her daddy happy how wonderful this girl

 

But aunty can you promise me something?’

 

What is that honey ?’

 

Can you always stay with me ?’she ask me with her beautiful eyes

 

Yah!! Little lady how can you beg aunty Carla to stay but you tell daddy can go overseas ‘Mathew suddenly said

 

Cause I love aunty Carla daddy and if she here I'm feel safe ‘Carol said

 

So how about me ?’ Mathew ask cutely

 

I also love you daddy but I love aunt Carla more ‘ carol said make Mathew pout while i'm chuckle

 

This is what they say heavenly moment, I feel so warm in this family and I know my heart will always want to stay near them