F: EAR

Jiwon's POV.

Beeping sounds of the machine could be heard, clearly. Faint smell of medication filling the room.

Wires entangled around his body, packs of fluids being transferred into his body.

I glanced at the figure that had been laid on the bed.

I don't have the guts to enter the room, so I just watched him from the outside of the ward.

Unknowingly, hot tears has been running onto my cheeks.

Why he didn't even tell me that he's suffering the disease?

Only if I know...

I regretted with everything that I had done towards him.
I've been selfish.
I've been cruel to him....

Right?

I sighed. I turned to face my father.

"What have I done? Dad.. Tell me that all of this are just dreams", I said.
My dad just remained silence without replying me.
"I should have realized it when he's lately being easily got nosebled and tired", I said.

Yes

I noticed that Hanbin got nosebled frequently.
There's also quite few times I saw bruises on Hanbin's body.
I wanted to ask him why? Why? And why?
I wanted to ask him to rest...

But my ego and my pride had stopped me from doing it.
Eventhough I started to hate him ever since we became siblings, but truthfully, part of me still does care and concerned of him.

"Hanbin doesn't want you to worry about him. That is why he didn't tell you that he's suffering haemophilia", dad said.
"And ended up with me turning down our friendship and does bad things to him?", I said.

Dad was silenced again.

"Don't worry son.. Hanbin will make it", father said, patting my shoulders.

"How can I not worried for when I know that some cases of haemophilia can lead to death?", I said.
I rested my head on dad's shoulders.
"I've wronged towards Hanbin and his family....", I muttered in between my sobs.

Flashback of our memories together suddenly came across my mind.

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