'Donghae please stop' he tiredly said. Donghae was continuously poking him on arm.
He gave him a death glare. Donghae suddenly stopped. 'Ok fine'
Siwon sighed as he stood up to go for the performance. They were doing their concert.

'I don't know but I'm not in the mood to do anything but only elf's gives me strength. They are my life. I think I should take a break. After so much hassle. But I dont want to take because after few months I'm enlisting in the army. Aiissshh why it is so difficult?' he kicked on the bed, as now he was in the hotel room.
'I did a really big mistake how she is going to forgive me' he buried his face in the pillow.

'Son are you okay?' his mom asked. He was doing lunch with her mother.
'I am okay mom' he Forced a smile
'Are you going to lie to your mom now' she smiled.
'No mom I'm just tired' he tried to ignore this question.
'Look siwon, if something is bothering, you can tell me. You are looking so down' she said, concerned for his son
'What should I tell that I a girl whom she liked very much' he thought.
'Siwon are you listening?'
'Yes mom' he bitterly smiled, continued to eat
'Siwon tell me son.' she touched his hand.
Siwon weakly looked at his mom. He couldn't able to keep back his words.
'Mom there is someone, I hurt so much' he narrowed his eyes, trying to hold back his tears.
'And who is that someone?' mom asked
'Mom' he played with fork on his plate.
'What me?' mom widened her eyes
'No' he shocked too
'I was just saying dont force me to say her name' he said
'So it is her' she teased
'Mom please I'm already thinking about her, it always makes me sad and here you are teasing me' he tiredly said.
'Sorry , now tell me what happened?'

'I hurted her so badly, hurt her so many times. I want her to forgive me with everything whatever I have done to her. But I know she won't because I don't deserve that. I'm such a bad guy. How can I hurt her? I love her so much mom. I want her back. Her love ravishes me. It is a power I can not resist. She was my best friend, my shoulder to lean on, the one person I know I can count on, she's
The love of my life. She's my one and only, she's my everything' he said everything which was in his mind.

His mom smiled 'who is she? I want to know her name whom cho