The sun just shining its warm golden light over the high buildings. Its rays completely enlightened this dull, dark room. Siwon started to opened his eyes. As he shivered, he drew the blanket tighter around his body. He felt something weird, fully opened his eyes, looked at the table lamp.

He looked himself, was fully . He widened his eyes.

He looked at his other side, flashback started to wind up hid mind. Screams, begging to stop, those pleadings started to came up in his mind.

He looked at you, apologizing.
You have eyes opened, not even blinking. Tears were dried up. He could see the spots of tears.

He got scared, messed up everything. He gave you those scars which cannot be heal. Your face, neck full of marks and little spots of blood. Even your wrist had purple mark that was left from his hands.
'_______' he silently called up your name but its like no words went to your ears.
'________' again he said, this time he was breathing hardly.

He knows, now you even started hate him more.

Tears rolled down on his cheeks.

Your eye balls went in his direction.

'Why did you do this?' you tiredly asked.

'______ mianhae' he apologized, feeling guilty.

'Mianhae?' you cried

'That's the only thing you can say siwon that's the only thing' you cried even more.

By looking at your face, it was making him cry even more. He wants to slap, punch himself. He did it like an animal.

'_______ you can punish me. Please punish me' he cried