Previously

Sehun was left alone. He was hurt by Suho. Hongbin never thought Suho would come with him. Now... what will Suho do? Will he date, fall in love with Hongbin?

CHAPTER 19

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SEHUN

Fading…

Falling…

Leaving…

Fading…

Falling…

Leaving…

Sehun doesn’t know how many time he repeated that memory of Suho fading away from his arms or how much longer he sat right there. At the place where Suho choose to leave again, the place in front of that restaurant.

He doesn’t know where things go wrong.

What did he do?

What had he done so that Suho doesn’t want him anymore?

Why did you always choose to leave me?

SUHO

“I never thought you would choose me.” Hong Bin said. That makes two of us. I just smile. Is he falling for me?

I glance at him. Fair skin, big eyes, tall, nice body and sweet. Why didn’t I feel a thing? Why my heart won’t race the way it did when I merely thought about Sehun?

I don’t know how it works. I just don’t know. The car is moving on the familiar road. It’s my way home. He is taking me home, not his home, not his bar, my home. Such a gentleman.

“Why did you like me?”

Hong Bin took his eyes off the road and watch me. He didn’t answer right away. His eyes is back to the road, driving carefully. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked him? I regretted it right the second he answered.

“I love you.”

He didn’t stop. His grip on the steer-wheel got tighter. He is nervous. I watched him as I felt sorry for him. I have to make this clear. I can’t do this to him. I can’t let him live on a false hope that one day he could have me. No, he can’t. I don’t even have myself. Oh Se Hun got me. Owns me.

I didn’t say a word.

He didn’t dare make a sound.

He just silently drove and I look outside the window. I could see my home. He stopped the car right in front of my house. He got out of the car first to open the door for me. Still being a gentleman even when he knew he is about to get rejected.

I let him. But it will be the last time he open the door for me.

“I don’t love you.”

He closed his eyes, take a breath and close the door behind me.

“I know.”

“You know?”

“I didn’t think you would be so blunt like this, but I knew. You… you are in love with that guy at the restaurant.” He laughs soullessly.

“Is it really obvious?”

“I don’t know. But I am reading your expressions mo