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CHAPTER 18contd'

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SEHUN

If thinking about earlier events like replaying the scenes on screen over and over again is a torture, I must like torturing myself. I can’t help. Mind-reading doesn’t help. Knowing he was chosen by Suho’s heart but Suho doesn’t choose him. At the end of everything, Suho still not choose him.

Sehun’s mind travelled back to the moment they were parted when Suho was Angel.

“Hun-ah, just let it go. Give me up.”

His eyes filled with rage and terror. I don’t know what else to do to convince him. Or is that because I don’t want to convince him?

I defy God. I know the consequences. But I just didn’t know that as a punishment, I will be taken away from Se Hun, my love. Even with those tears his face is a perfection.

“NO! What are you talking about? I won’t. I… Hyung… please don’t say that. Beg for your life. I will also beg. I cannot… Hyung… I… I can’t give you up.” His panic voice hurts me. His expression so painful for me to look. Still, I look him in the eyes and smile.

“You know I can’t beg for my life.”

“Hyung, you can. You just won’t. Please, for me… for us. Just this once, listen to me.”

Se Hun is now holding my hands tighter, pleading me. Please don’t look at me with those eyes, Se Hun. You’re breaking my heart.

I clenched my fists. I closed my eyes. I can’t let only Yixing take the blame. He won’t be able to take the blow alone. He will need my power and human could sometimes be more evil than Devils. I make up my mind. I opened them.

Se Hun cried harder. Because he knew me, just that too well. He knows immediately I make the final decision as soon as I opened my eyes.

He let go of my hands, c