Previously

The bar Suho went turns out to be Hong Bin's. They talked. Hong Bin opened up to Suho about his past, his family.  

CHAPTER 13

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Suho

When I woke up, I notice the soft material I was sleeping on. My hands wonder off the material and it’s not a couch. The smell of coffee got my attention and I opened my eyes. I guess, in between states of waking and sleeping, people see whatever they want to see. It doesn’t make sense because I’m seeing Se Hun. That white tee he’s wearing is just like the one he used to wear at home.

I closed my eyes again. Wanting to fall asleep, wanting this to be a dream because seeing Se Hun makes my heart raced and also make me hurt. But the coffee smell is real. It’s so real.

“We need to talk.”

That is Se Hun’s voice. I opened my eyes immediately and sit up on bed. Se Hun is coming over to me from the coffee counter. I rubbed my eyes, and my eyes followed to the couch I slept last night. Hong Bin is there, sleeping on the floor.

“Care to explain why you are here? And why are you hugging him?”

“Wait… what? Am I dreaming?”

I know I’m not dreaming because I remember about last night. If I’m in a dream, there wouldn’t be last night or yesterday right?

“What are you talking about?”

“What are you doing here?”

I want to ask him a million questions but this wasn’t one of them. I missed him. I know I missed him because I’m looking at every one of his features, his eyes, the ones I missed most and his lips, the ones I can’t stop thinking about.

I noticed he is looking at me too. His eyes went to my lips, throat and back to my eyes.

“What do you mean what I am doing here? I’m here because you’re here. You promised me that you will come back for me. That you love me.” He came closer and I moved away.

I don’t want to be anywhere near him. He’s toxic. Even when I knew he was l