prologue

all of me

He didn’t have many dreams back then.

He was an introverted kid who fell easily into the background, round frames covering his big brown orbs, big ears popping out from a tuft of hair, and an oversized sweater to cover the belly fat he had.

Learning early what bullying felt like, Chanyeol preferred spending his free time in his room with his ferret and his plethora of other pets. At times, he would accompany his older sister, Yura, on bike rides with her friends and other times he'd help his mom around the house. 

As for his father, he was very much involved in music: songwriting, composing and learning various instruments. He often went on trips to learn the different music stemming from various regions of the world, but would always return with gifts for Chanyeol and Yura. Once after a trip, Mr. Park brought back a clarinet for Yura and a polished Yamaha guitar for Chanyeol. 

Little did he know that that guitar would change Chanyeol's life.

 

 

With every strum of the guitar's strings, Chanyeol became a little bit more confident.

He gained a friend or two and after school, Chanyeol would spend time with them instead of his pets back at home.

It was at a sleepover that he watched the movie ‘School of Rock' and that day Chanyeol had his first dream.

He wanted to become a star.

 

 

Days before Chanyeol turned 11, his ferret ran away. He cried for days but he found that he would find temporary solace in music.

So on his 11th birthday, his parents bought him a drum set. An overjoyed Chanyeol wrapped his arms around his dad’s waist and kissed his mother softly on the cheek. Adoringly he looked up to the two people who meant the world to him. His dad ruffled his hair and told him to focus on school too. Chanyeol promised and they both smiled at him.

For the first time however, Chanyeol noticed an odd emotion in their smiles. 

Sadness.

 

 

The summer Chanyeol started middle school, his dad moved out.

“Your father needs his own space for work and to make music.”

However, Chanyeol could see right past the thick curtain covering the scarring truth.

His parents were getting a divorce. Yura’s tears confirmed it.

His own tears fell but he didn’t know what to do.

So silently, he went up to his room, closed the door shut and wrote down the lyrics to his first song. 

 

 

A/N: Just to make things clear, I don't know whether Chanyeol's parents are separated/divorced. I've never seen them together in pictures or at each other's shops, so I tend to believe that they are but again, please do not take this assumption for granted.

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vahala #1
oi, como vc está? desculpa escrever em Portugues, ainda estou aprendendo ingles e em breve espero fazer revisões em ingles. No meu país, a situação politica está um caos, muitas pessoas brigando entre si, essa fanfic está sendo um oasis e espero que continue. Fico curiosa com a história e apesar de torcer para que Chanyeol e Nana fiquem juntos também gosto de Heize com Chanyeol. Aguardo e espero que continue escrevendo, um abraço de sua leitora brasileira.
shuhadaramli #2
Chapter 8: WHAAARGH I knew something dreadful would come in between them! At first I was like "yaaay no more Dahye" (but that breakup scene was vicious!) and then there's that call. Grrr
But anyways, this is fiction after all and it's perfectly understandable. Haha
Thank you for giving us a long chapter, authornim. Thanks thanks thanks. It's nice to see Nana all grown up and moved on like that but of course it wouldn't be a story if Chanyeol didn't come and poke his head back in her life. Looking forward to next time!
lacrxmosa
#3
Chapter 3: really liked the simplicity in your input during the paragraph detailing their most intimate moment. keeping it short and simple, nice.

but chanyeol is a real for leaving nana unattended for so long like that smh.
shuhadaramli #4
Chapter 7: Yaaaaay Dahye is awaaaaay
vahala #5
obrigada por continuar escrevendo, fiquei muito feliz que voce atualizou a fanfic!!! Estou muito curiosa, o que acontecerá com esses dois, achei lindo que a mãe de Chanyeol acolheu Nana. Por favor escreva o próximo capitulo rapido. Um abraço, de sua fã brasileira
_Taemi_
#6
Chapter 7: Thank you, thank you, thank you so much for the update. I am loving it so much! !!
vahala #7
Chapter 6: Olá sou uma leitora brasileira e apesar de ler bem inglês tenho dificuldade com a minha escrita, perdoe-me mas comentarei em português. Amo como os personagens são retratados de maneira doce, e gostaria de continuar lendo. Por favor continue essa fanfic, quero muito saber o que acontecerá com os personagens, um abraço
_Taemi_
#8
Chapter 6: Will be waiting for the next chapter.
_Taemi_
#9
Chapter 2: I am in love with your writing style.I have finished watching roommate recently that's I am enjoying this fic the most.
vahala #10
Chapter 6: wow, I like very much, your write is amazing!!! please continue this story