Hanbin's pov~

"Hanbin-ah?B.I?Yah,Kim Hanbin,wake up!"I heard Jinhwan hyung's voice.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Jinhwan hyung.

"Oh,hyung...I want to sleep more..."I whined.

"Oh.no.no.no.You have to wake the kids up or we are going to be late,"he shook me up,"Wake up already,you lazy bone leader."

"H~yyunnnggg~~Just 5 mins.Just 5 mins,"I tried my best to show him my aegyo,although I know jt won't work.

"This kid,words won't affect him,"I heard.

What is he going to do?

Suddenly,he pulled off my trousers and hit my .

Aish,this hyung is really...

He hit again.

"Aish...arraseo!Arraseo!I'm getting up!I'm getting up!"I shouted and went into the bathroom.

"Hurry up and wake the other kids,too!"he shouted.

"Yah,Kim bab!Wake up!"I heard Jinhwan waking Bobby up.

I turned the tab on,letting the water fall onto my shoulders.

I laughed.

Because of Jinhwan hyung waking us up every single morning.

I am the leader but waking up the kids isn't my job.

It's Mommy Jian's job.

I suddenly thought of how I met the members.

I met Jinhwan hyung and Bobby hyung when I first came into YG.

It was really awkward at first.But we three got really close later.

I opened my mind to those two for the first time.

Before meeting them,I couldn't believe anyone.I didn't show my feelings.I didn't open my mind.I rarely talked with the others.

I still can't believe and rarely talk with new people.

But members tried hard to open my mind so my introverted personality isn't as serious as before.

I wasn't introverted since I was born.

I was once a bubby,lively,happy boy.

But after all that happened,

Everything changed;

My personality,my thoughts,my heart,my mind,my point of view about the world and people.

They all changed.

I told you,didn't I?

I had some painful memories in my childhood.

And those memories closed my mind and heart.

*Flashback*

15 years ago,

I was on my way back to home.I was sleeping.

I knew we arrived at home when I felt my aunt budged me.

"Hanbin-ah,we're here,"I heard. 

I yawned as I stretched my arms and legs.

I got off the car,holding aunt's hand.

When I got into home,I quickly ran to my mom's room.

I wanted to fall asleep in her arms.

I opened the door.But I saw no one.

'Maybe she's in Hanbyul's room,'I thought and went into Hanbyul's room.

But,neither my mom nor Hanbyul was there.

I came downstairs quickly.

And I saw my aunt sitting on the sofa.

I went near her and said,"Emo(aunt),mommy and hanbyul aren't here.Where are they?"

Suddenly,she held my hands and patted my head.

Her eyes were slightly teary.

'Why is she like this?'I thought.

"Hanbin-ah,sit here,"she said.

I took a seat on the sofa beside her.

"Hanbin-ah,listen carefully,"she said and I nodded.

"Mom and Hanbyul aren't here,"she said.

I felt my eyes becoming teary.

"Then,where are they?"I asked.

"They went to somewhere very far away,"she said,"So,they won't be able to stay with you for now.And they won't be able to come back to you for now."

"Why?Why did they go far away??"I asked.

"Because mom and Hanbyul are very tired,"she said,"They wanted to take some rest.So,they went on a travel."

I was relieved.

"When are they coming back??Are they going to take a long travel?"I asked.

She nodded and said,"Immm....they are going to take a very long travel."

"But if our Hanbinnie stays clever and polite,then they will come back quickly,"she continues,"That's why,now,our hanbinnie have to listen to aunty's words,also uncle's words and study hard,ok?Then,mommy and Hanbyul will come back and compliment you,isn't it?"

"Nae!I will stay clever from now,so that mom and Hanbyul will come back quickly,"I said.

"But...Hanbin,"she said.

"But what?"I asked.

"We have to leave this place tomorrow,"she said.

"Why??Why are we leaving??"I said,"If we leave,how can mom find us???"

"Ohh...Hanbin-ah,we are going to somewhere closer with the place where mom is,"she answered,"So that mom will be easier to find you."

I got happy.

"Jinjayo??!Are we really going somewhere near mom??"I said,excitedly."Then,let's go quickly!"

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The next day,My aunt,uncle,cousin and I went to Los Angeles.

It was hard to adjust there at first.But I got used to it later.

Most of all,

I kept my words.

I stayed clever and studied hard.I listen to my aunt and uncle's words without talking back once...

Hoping that they would come back.

But time past.

1 year...
2 year...
3 year...

3 years past.

But that day didn't come.

The day my mom and sis come back to me.

After 3 years,I assumed I was no longer a kid who cannot distinguish between the truth and the lie.

I decided to know the truth.

It was on my 10th birthday.

As usual,I spen