CHAPTER NINE

Shin Hye went out to the drama club studio, after the conversation with director Lee Phil Mo,she was not in the mood, she feels exhausted, drained and tired. She wants to cry out of frustration she feels the whole responsibity is in her shoulder and she has nothing to do change it she can't even say " no " she wants to rest but she can't because this is her choice, this is what she wanted but not in this way. she wanted to excell in all, but not like this. 

SInce she was not in the mood to do other things so instead of going back to the school newspaper office she decided to went up to the rooftop. When she reach the rooftop she went directly to one of the railings, she never noticed the man who's standing at the corner of the rooftop because she's too busy thinking so many things. Shin Hye felt refresh for a moment when the cold wind blows in her face, she closed her eyes to have atleast a minute of peace of mind, this place is her comfort zone for a years, then all of a sudden an image came out, she weakly smile thinking that this place is also a place where her heart is broken. Tears suddenly rolled down in her eyes, there she was crying again, she quickly wipe it, but her tears continue flowing in her eyes, Shin Hye put her palm on her face and start sobbing, a lot of emotions come out, she's hurting, at the same time tired of all the responsibilities she have to fullfil a duties she have to perform. She love what she's doing but those people can't accept her limitation.

The man at the other corner who's waiting for someone was busy checking on his phone, he's starting to call someone but he stopped  when he noticed Shin Hye's presence he put down his phone, his eyes narrowed when he saw the tears on Shin Hye's cheeks that starting to flow freely, a question forms on his face he saw that Shin Hye wiped those tears quickly but her tears can't stop flowing. He moved away his eyes on that girl, He don't want to see those tears, he can't stand seeing womens tears that is his weakness. He decided to leave in silent he wants to give the girl a space, but he stopped when he heard her sobbing. He sighed deeply he went to the girl and stand beside her, he cleared his throat.

" You're crying again, are you making crying as you're hobby? " the man said

Shin Hye got shocked when she heard a familiar voice she put her hands down and lifted her face, to the man who is standing beside her, Her eyes widen when she saw Keun Suk, his hand on his pocket, his looking in somewhere, she can't talk she swallowed " Ah uhm, " the only words she said

Keun Suk softly laugh " So you forgot you're tounge? " he said but not for insulting her

Shin Hye wiped her tears using the back of her palm  " I did'nt know you're here, I'm sorry " she replied instead of answering his question

Keun Suk heart's suddenly stop when he heard her sweet voice this is the first time that she speak to him like that, it's good to hear, he saw what Shin Hye's doing " You always do that here use this " he got his hankerchief and offer to her since he's a total gentelman.

Shin Hye look at him and get the hankerchief shyly " Thank you, " she said and starting wiping her tears " doing what? crying? "

" Nope, saying another words instead of answering the question " Keun Suk said

" Really? " she amazed

He put again his hand on his pocket, though he hates her but he can't help to asked " So why are you crying" he asked hoping that she will answer him not the same way as she answer him before,

She sighed and shrugged her shoulder she looked at him, but she quickly moved away her gaze to him the time their eyes met " Honestly I really don't know what I'm crying for I feel so " she paused and sighed again then laugh weakly

Keun Suk felt something again in his heart when their eyes met, but this time there are no coldness in her eyes but he saw that her eyes is full of sadness and she looks so tired " You looks so tired "

She sighed again " Yeah drained, exhausted and tired " she can't believe that she can able said those words to him without any hesitations as if that is normal.

Keun Suk softly laugh again " Why don't you take a rest "

Shin Hye's eyes began teary hearing his words " I hope I can do that, you know what I badly needed that " her voice trembling " but they don't allow me " her tears began to fall on her eyes

Keun Suk looked again to the girl beside her he don't know that this girl is struggling in something he thought she's a tough girl inside and out but he was wrong " Hey you're crying again? "

" Oh I'm so sorry, I can't help it " she wiped her tears quickly

" No it's alright, I think you need that also " Keun Suk said

" You think so? " she said

" Yeah, so what happened? " he asked again comfortably he forgot the reason why he's at the rooftop

" I don't want to cry again" she replied but her voice trembled

" You're voice trembling " he said he heard Shin Hye sighed again " you can tell me it will help you to lesser whatt you been through once you spill it out just pretend that you always do that "

Shin Hye weakly smile " Director Lee told me to play the female lead role for our coming winter play, " she paused because her eyes began to wet

Keun Suk pitch " And what did you say "

" I said no, "

" Why?, " he started to feel irritated " because I'll play the male lead role? " he added

" Really? " her eyes widen and looked at him ,

Keun Suk smirk and looked away " Yeah, I have a question? "

" Okey what is it? " she was confused