FIRST DAY
Now That You're GonePROLOGUE
' I miss her so much, I want to see her, but I don't know how. I don't know where she is,
I want to tell her how much I love her. I want to hug and kiss her
I want to tell her how sorry I'am for causing her so much pain,
for making her cry through the night,for making her worry over me,
for giving me all the best which I never even gave her in return,
I know she got tired and I cannot blame her
Oh! God if I could only turn back the time
I won't let this happen, How stupid I am, I wish I can have my second chance,
I am very sorry honey, please I want to see you.....
It's been a months since she left and yet no traces of her. I've been searching for her and yet ,I'm still clueless,
It's been three months since that day still I can"t find her, I even asked her parents but they always told me that they
don't know where she is. I'm so ashamed in her parents because I know they know what I did to their daugther.
They always gave me a cold treatment everytime I went to their house to ask if there's any news about her.
And those treatments bother's me a lot but I can't blame them after all this is all my fault.
Sometimes I felt that they know where I can find my wife but they don't want to tell me, and I know I'm not in the position to forced them.
I keep on asking her friends, even her old classmates, but then I aways got the same answers they don't know where my wife is.
And everytime I talk to them and ask they always gives a look that makes me hate myself more, if only looks could kill I die a lot of times, but I can't blame them.
I remember what her bestfriend told me when I went to her house to ask her if there's any news about my wife.
" I don"t know where she is," Kim Ji Won said to me, " and even if I know where my bestfriend is I wont tell you, we won't tell you, Why? because I wont, Oh I'm sorry I mean we wont allow you to make her life miserable again. You jerk, and besides you don't have a right, " she added in cold tone.
" I have all the right, because she's my wife, " I told her trying to control my tears
" What, what did you say did I hear it right? you're wife when,? I don't remember that you treated her as you're wife, you never treated my bestfriend as you're wife, you treated her as you're slave you jerk. So please get out, before I loose all my control." she said trying to control her anger.
" I love her, I want to see her and tell her how much I love her and how sorry I am for everything I did to her. " my voice began to crank but I manage not to cry.
she smirk and said " Love, you love her, tell that on the woods, you don't know what's the meaning of love, so don't expect that I would belive you, no one will believe you, so please go, I don't want to see your face, and don't ever come back again. she said angrily and slammed the door in front of my face that almost hit me...
" Oh God what did I do...? " my tears starting to flow freely on my cheeks.
CHAPTER ONE
Krang! Krang! Krang! Krang!
Shin Hye looked at her alarm clock and turn it off, she smiles, she woke up early than her alarm clock. Why, it's first day in school and she's very much excited but not only because
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