♫ TRAINEE 남영애 DREAMS OF RISING HIGH. 💙 #85CEFF
truthfully, youngae's got the name of an elderly woman but the soul of a total dingbat. there is nothing smooth or remotely cool about this chick: from her mannerisms to her cooky speech impediment (she stutters if she's super, duper excited), one can only wonder, "how did you get this far in life, by yourself?"
strangers would probably label her as "neurotic" yet despite the poor misconception of hre's resident sweetie-pie, youngae isn't really aware of all the judgmental remarks from others. besides, the only time youngae actually cares about another's opinion is when she asks for it. to clarify further, youngae cares a great deal about people but only when they're nice and so forth. if they're mean-natured or cold even, she'd rather avoid them at all costs and you can witness her gracelessly ducking and weaving her way out of their path. but please make sure there is nothing in the way of her escaping because nam youngae could trip over thin-air and still land on her bottom at any given moment; it never fails.
youngae can brighten up an entire room just by being present and she can socialize with even the most awkward of souls. if youngae was to win a superlative, it would be "most likely to talk your head off". and even then, while most would be annoyed by such a trait, youngae doesn't pay any mind and chatters on and on and on.
but deep down in the crevices of the high spirited woman, lies an insecurity of never being quite good enough. she's already turning twenty-three and most others around her age have already debuted onto the k-pop scene. heck, even berri bell—the group she was sure she could have shined so brightly with—contained girls much younger than she yet she was the one still under "trainee" status. if it wasn't for the supply of tissues stashed under her bed, youngae would be soaking the sleeves of her shirts instead. tears constantly flow when she's got the chance to be alone, when she's able to reflect on the state of her life. sure, she didn't expect her dream of debuting to happen in a day but after slaving away for over a year, it's hard to not feel so dejected.
by the time that it was youngae's turn to choose between wanting to pursue a career in entertainment or to attend university, her parents were actually relieved to discover that she would choose education instead. silly, "all-over-the-place" youngae wanted to go to university and so, she passed the exam with flying (aqua) color (miraculously) and with a pat of the back from her parents, she was off to room at a somewhat pretigious university on the outskirts of seoul, south korea.
but as easy as it was to get accepted into a drilling program such as psychology, youngae would soon realize that the university life-style was never hers to obtain. with her satoori accent and need to socialize, youngae was often scolded for "disrupting" lectures with "unnecessary commentary" or "ridiculous questions"; her peers found her obnoxious and rather stupid despite maintaining great scores on her essays and reports. and then, it happened when her artsy roommate asked if youngae would participate as a model in a photography project that required her to bleach her dark locks. all the cool k-pop idols dyed their hair including her older sister, so in one time-consuming afternoon, youngae transformed into a smurfette.
which all the art majors found beautiful when her roomie's finished project was presented to the students for presentation whereas the rest of the student body, judged youngae poorly; even some of the professors did not think youngae was taking her studies seriously anymore. so, in her junior year of university, with her brightly colored hair, youngae decided a change in her lifestyle would be much more beneficial. nam youngae made to audition at maroo entertainment all at the expense of taunting "recommendation" from a (very mean) classmate. what was meant to be an insult, youngae took seriously after contemplating it over and over again. and so, she passed and became a maroo entertainment trainee all while making a phone call to her parents relieving them of the university financial burden and presenting a new burden instead; one they both would be all too familiar with.
"third time's the charm, am i right?" she exclaimed in the phone as she heard her mother groan and her dad sigh.
from the sidelines as seoyeon was rejected for berri bell, her heart aching for the younger girl as she trudged over to their corner of the studio and began to practice the new dance routine. seoyeon plastered on an outwardly smile, "i'm okay" it read to others but her eyes always told the truth.
ice-princess yue isn't always so strong or perfect when the walls come crumbling down. yue has never been one to falter or be "one-upped" but youngae quietly notices the cracks within her facade. no one will ever understand the pain that yue went through while at sm but youngae hopes one day, she'll let someone in to empathize.
namjoo - seo taeri.
hayoung - nam youngae.
bomi - ji yue.
naeun - yoon mia.
eunji - shin sarang.
clc -like it.
yujin - jung ryeyeon.
eunbin - kim seoyeon.
elkie - seo taeri.
sorn - nam youngae.
seungyeon - ji yue.
yeeun - yoon mia.
seunghee- shin sarang.
dreamcatcher - piri.
handong - kim seoyeon.
yoohyeon - seo taeri.
gahyeon - nam youngae.
jiu - ji yue.
dami - yoon mia.
siyeon - shin sarang.
TWICE'S 다현 (RAP).
정례연
jung ryeyeon,
reign. '96 line.
trainee.
collab w/ dimeb29.
jung ryeyeon may be an ice queen, comes off a bit feisty, totally blunt and perhaps even "cut-throat" but that's not all there is to the older woman. besides, isn't this how a reign-ing queen acts? all poise and confident. youngae likes to complain about how she is one of the oldest trainees but how dare she forget about ryeyeon? "yah! again with that crap!" ryeyeon would screech as youngae dramatically points out a non-existent gray strand within her aqua masses. "ah, you're right," youngae would simper before adding, "you're the ahjumma." youngae has come to develop a sisterly love for ryeyeon, often reminding her of riye even to the point of getting ryeyeon to show her softer side.
face-claim: soloist 달수빈.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's sua, clc's yujin.
possible position: leader, lead rapper, vocalist, lead dancer, face of the group.
duration @ hre: 5 years, 10 mos w/ survival show experience.
PERMANENT MEMBER.
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지유에
ji yue, '99 line.
trainee.
collab w/ raindances.
if youngae thought that mia was intimidating, then yue is the shiver that hits you when you get out of the steaming-hot shower. she isn't friendly, warm or even socialable which makes her all the more strange to youngae. despite it, she's super talented and it is all thanks to sm's rigorous training criteria which makes her a "rival" in a sense. but now that yue is hre's trainee, youngae wonders if yue will ever adjust? the latter tries to ignore the judgmental looks whenever she's called on to do a dance move and the eye-rolls if she sings in the wrong key from yue but it doesn't seem to fix whatever issue is brewing between the two. still, youngae continues to be nice and whenever yue decides she wants to open up, just like mia and ryeyeon have, she'll be waiting with open, welcoming arms.
face-claim: oh my girl's 아린.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's jiu, clc's seungyeon.
possible position: main dancer, lead vocalist.
duration @ hre: 3 years, 2 months.
PERMANENT MEMBER.
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윤미아
yoon mia, '00 line.
trainee.
collab w/ border.
just like youngae, yoon mia has had a taste of cold rejection and all for a girl group who isn't doing all that well according to hre, themselves. despite it, it still stings and mia can relate. mia was once upon a time very scary and youngae found her suuuuper intimidating but that all changes when the two of them are onstantly thrown together in practices or evaluations and she witnesses a side of mia that others have not. youngae is even more in awe when she hears mia rap or watch her dance and the older woman really wishes she could be that cool—mia cool. mia starts to confide in youngae and youngae greets her worries with open arms and a sense of comfort.
face-claim: itzy's 신류진.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's dami, clc's yeeun.
possible position: main rapper, lead dancer, vocalist.
duration @ hre: 5 years.
PERMANENT MEMBER.
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김서연
kim seoyeon, '01 line.
trainee.
collab w/ mandewit.
another trainee, turned down for a spot in berri bell and really, it's that shared feeling of failure that keeps seoyeon, driven. kim seoyeon is really a sweet gal and youngae seriously enjoys having her around. she seems to brighten the mood of those around her and easily expresses her concerns or woes since being training with hre. youngae hopes she'll see her debut.
face-claim: april's 레이첼.
possible position: vocalist, sub-rapper.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's handong, clc's eunbin.
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duration @ hre: 2.5 years.
DEBUT? NEEDS IMRPOVEMENT.
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서태리
seo taeri, '01 line.
trainee.
collab w/ akira.
seo taeri rounds out the colorful gang with her bright pink tresses and wild energy. she just wants to be famous and really, one cannot blame her when she's got a face like that. taeri is gorgeous and all of korea would totally be enamored if they knew hre possessed such a vital weapon of beauty. taeri seems to contain a lot chaotic energy and a desparation for fame that she hadn't quite acquired being a fashion instagrammer but despite it, she tries extremely hard and fairs well during training sessions.
face-claim: iz*one's 민주.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's yoohyeon, clc's elkie.
possible position: visual, lead vocalist.
duration @ hre: 1 year, 10 months.
PERMANENT MEMBER.
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신사랑
shin sarang, '01 line.
trainee.
original character.
shin sarang has the vocal range of a k-pop veteran—well, okay, she's not at that level but everyone is sure that after a year or two of debut, she'll be a "force to reckon' with". sarang could be described as an "old soul" with a lot of maturity stemming from her strict upbringing at home and uncanny ability of attracting older friends (aside from taeri, who she is glad to call 'a friend in her age bracket'). sarang also was able to convince taeri, mia and seoyeon to dye their hair awesome colors so that she and youngae wouldn't stick out like sore thumbs. ryeyeon remains unconvinced but promises she'' rock bleached locks, "one day soon" and yue is just too scary to ask.
if the others could choose a specific position to give sarang besides main vocalist, it'll be love-vitamin.
face-claim: loona's 최리.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's 시연, clc's seunghee.
possible position: main vocalist (love-vitamin), maknae.
duration @ hre: 3 years, 2 months.
PERMENANT MEMBER.
남리예
nam youngji
or nam riye,
member of ursa.
collab w/ lowcation.
youngji has always inspired youngae to do better. even with her distant approach to love, youngae can see youngji's softness even when she's trying to maintain her bad-girl image. she knows she loves her and vice versa but even youngji doesn't quite understand why youngae would choose to come to hre. perhaps, the youngest is the most idiotic of them all or perhaps it's because her two eldest siblings are seemingly doing well, youngae took a chance on obtaining her own dream.
FUN (or not so fun) FACTS
☁️ born in 1995, the eldest of the nam
trifecta.
☁️ the most outspoken sibling.
☁️ has had plastic surgery.
남영호
nam youngho,
member of the xx.
so after witnessing youngji and then, youngho's success, it made youngae all the more committed to this whole idol dream-life. both of her siblings are prominent members of their respective groups, one for her sassiness and the other for his dark, handsome looks. from day one of exiting the womb, youngae and youngho's relationship has been nothing but drama and squeals. from pig-tail pulling to wedgies and wet-willies, it's surprising to see the two of them so close now. perhaps it's because they're growing older and working on their paths to stardom or maybe it's because finally, the nam trifecta has something to show right before their stubborn parents' eyes.
FUN FACTS
☁️ born january 1, 1997, the second eldest.
☁️ is in love with berri bell's kim yuran.
☁️ always swaps out other berri bell members
photocards so he's able to obtain all of yuran's.
☁️ yuran's #1 fanboy but she doesn't know.
☁️ the song sunshine, whenever he has to
sing it, he instantly thinks of yuran.
☁️ he also loves swim good and pictures he and yuran singing it to each other. lmao, i'm done.
☁️ talent twin: 김민규 so he can be a visual, lead rapper or just sub-vocal.
☁️ was able to rid himself of satoori, almost.
MORE INFORMATION on 남영호,
youngho may look mysteriously y or aloof
(and we can credit the xx's concept for that)
but he's the furthest thing from that. he is
definitely a hopeless romantic, a sap for love
and ask him his favorite movie and music genre, he'll easily tell you romantic comedies and r&b. although he's been training at hre for so long, when he meets a young, wide-eyed yuran, it is like he's known her for an eternity. at first, it was much easier to make yuran chortle at his silly jokes and antics. her long, dark trendils wildly bounding as uncontrolling ripples of laughter would consume her but as time progressed, yuran's smile slowly deminished. she didn't shine as brightly and often looked exhausted. youngho witnesses hre passing her over for a chance at debut and when he's pushed to debut instead, yuran becomes incredibly distant to the point, she barely made eye contact with him. truthfully, he misses her pretty little smirks, freeing giggles and ability to remain stress free but most of all? he really misses yuran and it's more apparent when he's spending nights alone while listening to r&b.
aside from the few times that youngji's invited youngae to a private lunch or dinner with some of ursa, youngae doesn't know much about shion. she's a prominent member of the group but other than that, youngae doesn't have an opinion to form. she's never seen a weakness or anything outstanding when in the company of shion as the woman always seems so put together and confident. truth be told though, she feels like shion doesn't really think much of her either with their personalities being so different. and that's okay because youngae knows, she can't make friends with everyone in the universe.
유찬
maeda yu, yuchan.
member of the xx.
collab w/ wasseile.
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☁️ her satoori accent comes up when she's under pressure or feeling anxious—it just can't be helped.
☁️ pink is a close second, or fourth. whatever.
potential member for xx.
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