♫ TRAINEE 남영애 DREAMS OF RISING HIGH. 💙 #85CEFF

 
 
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basics
남영애
23, march 15, 1998.
busan, sk.
busan, sk.
KOREAN.
KOREAN.
weme's 엘리.
wjsn's 이루다.
 
appearance and style
you're familiar with the famous painting, girl with a pearl earring (1665) by johannes vermeer, right? it's a trademark for the painted girl to have a pearl adorning her earlobe and if that vital detail is changed, or missing, one instantly notices.
the same applies to nam youngae's teal ombre of thick (but severely damaged) tresses. when one has been bleaching their roots and coating it with aqua-blue-teal-dye  for as long as youngae has, you can only be concerned in regards to the health of youngae's scalp—is it sensitive, strong, suffering? probably, but with youngae's lack of health (strength) in regards to her hair, she makes up otherwise by her extensive skin-care regimen and daily dosage of semi-pilates.
always the runt of the pack, youngae tries her best to stand taller by wearing four or five inch wedges or stilettos when the occasion allows her to. she is forever trying to make up what she lacks in stature by enhacning or improvising. despite the obsession with having blue toned hair, youngae actually loves vintage styled clothing that makes her look a princess. boas, satin maxi or slip dresses, faux fur coats, you name it! perhaps it is because she has always been treated as so by her family.
she is the baby, after all.
 
 #161CM #51KG
side note: the purpose of youngae's application is to serve as a connection for the other collabs. it is really ok if she is not picked as a main character. 
personality

 

truthfully, youngae's got the name of an elderly woman but the soul of a total dingbat. there is nothing smooth or remotely cool about this chick: from her mannerisms to her cooky speech impediment (she stutters if she's super, duper excited), one can only wonder, "how did you get this far in life, by yourself?"

strangers would probably label her as "neurotic" yet despite the poor misconception of hre's resident sweetie-pie, youngae isn't really aware of all the judgmental remarks from others. besides, the only time youngae actually cares about another's opinion is when she asks for it. to clarify further, youngae cares a great deal about people but only when they're nice and so forth. if they're mean-natured or cold even, she'd rather avoid them at all costs and you can witness her gracelessly ducking and weaving her way out of their path. but please make sure there is nothing in the way of her escaping because nam youngae could trip over thin-air and still land on her bottom at any given moment; it never fails.

youngae can brighten up an entire room just by being present and she can socialize with even the most awkward of souls. if youngae was to win a superlative, it would be "most likely to talk your head off"and even then, while most would be annoyed by such a trait, youngae doesn't pay any mind and chatters on and on and on.

but deep down in the crevices of the high spirited woman, lies an insecurity of never being quite good enough. she's already turning twenty-three and most others around her age have already debuted onto the k-pop scene. heck, even berri bell—the group she was sure she could have shined so brightly with—contained girls much younger than she yet she was the one still under "trainee" status. if it wasn't for the supply of tissues stashed under her bed, youngae would be soaking the sleeves of her shirts instead. tears constantly flow when she's got the chance to be alone, when she's able to reflect on the state of her life. sure, she didn't expect her dream of debuting to happen in a day but after slaving away for over a year, it's hard to not feel so dejected.

#GULLIBLE #CLUMSY #SPUNKY #INSECURE #FRIENDLY #EMOTIONAL #OBLIVIOUS #SOCIALBLE
pre-debut history

by the time that it was youngae's turn to choose between wanting to pursue a career in entertainment or to attend university, her parents were actually relieved to discover that she would choose education instead. silly, "all-over-the-place" youngae wanted to go to university and so, she passed the exam with flying (aqua) color (miraculously) and with a pat of the back from her parents, she was off to room at a somewhat pretigious university on the outskirts of seoul, south korea.

but as easy as it was to get accepted into a drilling program such as psychology, youngae would soon realize that the university life-style was never hers to obtain. with her satoori accent and need to socialize, youngae was often scolded for "disrupting" lectures with "unnecessary commentary" or  "ridiculous questions"; her peers found her obnoxious and rather stupid despite maintaining great scores on her essays and reports. and then, it happened when her artsy roommate asked if youngae would participate as a model in a photography project that required her to bleach her dark locks. all the cool k-pop idols dyed their hair including her older sister, so in one time-consuming afternoon, youngae transformed into a smurfette.

which all the art majors found beautiful when her roomie's finished project was presented to the students for presentation whereas the rest of the student body, judged youngae poorly; even some of the professors did not think youngae was taking her studies seriously anymore. so, in her junior year of university, with her brightly colored hair, youngae decided a change in her lifestyle would be much more beneficial. nam youngae made to audition at maroo entertainment all at the expense of taunting "recommendation" from a (very mean) classmate. what was meant to be an insult, youngae took seriously after contemplating it over and over again. and so, she passed and became a maroo entertainment trainee all while making a phone call to her parents relieving them of the university financial burden and presenting a new burden instead; one they both would be all too familiar with.

"third time's the charm, am i right?" she exclaimed in the phone as she heard her mother groan and her dad sigh.

idol history
youngae could have taken the last spot for berri bell, but hre had other plans. with her brightly colored hair and peppy aura, perhaps hre was planning to produce an experimental girl group instead; much like agate but hopefully more successful. whatever the situation, youngae decided to not focus her attention on it and practiced hard instead. there was no point in slacking now when there had to be other plans in the works for her and the group of gals she's come to love over time.
but with being on the side-lines, youngae could not help but to take note of everything that's happened over the years.
she pitfully watched
from the sidelines as seoyeon was rejected for berri bell, her heart aching for the younger girl as she trudged over to their corner of the studio and began to practice the new dance routine. seoyeon plastered on an outwardly smile, "i'm okay" it read to others but her eyes always told the truth. 
she overheard ryeyeon crying in the stall of hre's second floor bathroom, hysterical and defeated. she'd always wondered if ryeyeon was actually okay with the lack of support from her family as it's always hard to tell from the exterior of the cold-faced beauty. till this day, youngae keeps it a secret that she witnessed ryeyeon's heart officially breaking
she witnessed as mia struggled to trust other people, afraid of being blind-sided or lied to again and again. but how are they supposed to be a team if not all people are willing to open up? they both share this dream for debut, youngae wants to scream, reminding mia the reason why the both decided to sign under hre in the first place.
ice-princess yue isn't always so strong or perfect when the walls come crumbling down. yue has never been one to falter or be "one-upped" but youngae quietly notices the cracks within her facade. no one will ever understand the pain that yue went through while at sm but youngae hopes one day, she'll let someone in to empathize.
she noticed how often taeri would check her social media, upset over the lack of comments or likes her picture uploads would gather. desperate for a touch of an everlasting fame. which is why she and taeri were more alike than anyone else; they both itched for a chance at debut.
she watches as sarang stands amonst the rest in the practice room, skillfully conquering a difficult ballad with ease as a tear escape. then two or three and then a river. the stress eats at her but she tramples on through. whimpers, tears, cries and all.
youngae hadn't left university behind—the last chance of saving her parents any stress—only for her to end up "training" for the rest of her young life. youngji always reminded her of the grave mistake she's made by being apart of highrise entertainment. youngho seems indifferent but the underline worriness never fails to seep into his words. she had to prove to everyone that the nam youngae knows exactly what she wants and she'll achieve it. and she'll make sure the girls she's come to love, will too.
 
debut SONG SUGGESTIONS:
if six members,
april - oh! my mistake.
iz*one subunit - ayayaya.
a-pink dumhdurum.
chorong - jung ryeyeon.
namjoo - seo taeri.
hayoung - nam youngae.
bomi - ji yue.

naeun - yoon mia.
eunji - shin sarang.
if seven members including seoyeon,
clc -like it.

yujin - jung ryeyeon.
eunbin - kim seoyeon.
elkie - seo taeri.
sorn - nam youngae.

seungyeon - ji yue.
yeeun - yoon mia.
seunghee- shin sarang.

dreamcatcher - piri.

sua - jung ryeyeon.
handong - kim seoyeon.
yoohyeon - seo taeri.
gahyeon - nam youngae.
jiu - ji yue.
dami - yoon mia.
siyeon - shin sarang.
idol/trainee life
youngji was concentrated on adjusting different frequencies and other technicalities youngae wouldn't understand, when she bursted through the door of her sister's private studio. naturally, youngji sent a scowl her way before returning her attention to the computer screen and clicking away with her fancy, wireless mouse. that was how the two always greeted one another without ever having to part lips or use words; it's just how the nam trifecta worked. and right on time, youngho bursted in with a guest trailing behind him. a trainee by the name of woong who everyone adored, even freaking youngji who was always hard to impress.
hre likes to pretend that they have such particular restrictions in regards to trainees of opposite hanging out in close quarters like youngji's private studio but they always seemed lenient when there's prominent, essential members gathering about—just like youngji, youngho or even hre's "pet" (woong) attached at youngho's hip.
"what is he doing here?" youngae grimaces as youngji sends her a warning glare. "shouldn't you be practicing to be a back-up dancer for the xx?"
"aw, youngae. you're always so endearing." woong murmurs as he stops mid-step to bob his head to youngji's track, "wah, this sounds so good, riye-noona."
"he definitely tagged along because you—" youngho stops mid-sentence when woong gracelessly shoves the taller man into the sofa.
"can you children ever behave?" youngji chuckles dimly as she amps the volume on the track she's been slaving over for weeks now. "do you guys like this new direction for ursa?"
times like this is what youngae cherishes the most. when she's able to meet with her siblings for a little pick-me-up before having to return to the gruesome training for the rest of the night hours. though both wished that youngae would have finished out her degree in psychology, deep down, youngho and youngji adore having their younger sister closeby. they're able to keep an eye on her for the sake of their parents' sanity.
youngae sits on the edge of the sofa, thinking as woong, youngji and youngho discuss the intricacies of the song. for so long, everyone expected or prejudged youngae but not even youngae herself, had any inkling of what she truly wanted to achieve for herself until becoming a trainee.
until witnessing the satisfactory smiles break out on her siblings faces after watching catching their performances or shows on television.
until she herself, was seen by other trainees as idol material.
until she saw herself in the mirror of the dance studio—sweat covering every inch of her body—that this was the life she was destined for all along.
 
idol/trainee profile
aera 애라.
VOCALIST, lead-RAPPER,
potential visual of the four.
WEME'S 엘리 (VOCAL),
TWICE'S 다현 (RAP).
1 year, 7 months, HRE.
2 years, maroo ent. ♥
POTENTIAL group members
THEY'RE EQUIVALENT TO dreamcatcher as for "experimental girl group" and youngae's equivalent: dreamcatcher's gahyeon.
 

정례연
jung ryeyeon,
reign. '96 line.

trainee.

collab w/ dimeb29.

jung ryeyeon may be an ice queen, comes off a bit feisty, totally blunt and perhaps even "cut-throat" but that's not all there is to the older woman. besides, isn't this how a reign-ing queen acts? all poise and confident. youngae likes to complain about how she is one of the oldest trainees but how dare she forget about ryeyeon? "yah! again with that crap!" ryeyeon would screech as youngae dramatically points out a non-existent gray strand within her aqua masses. "ah, you're right," youngae would simper before adding, "you're the ahjumma." youngae has come to develop a sisterly love for ryeyeon, often reminding her of riye even to the point of getting ryeyeon to show her softer side.

face-claim: soloist 달수빈.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's sua, clc's yujin.

possible position: leader, lead rapper, vocalist, lead dancer, face of the group.
duration @ hre:
5 years, 10 mos w/ survival show experience.
PERMANENT MEMBER.

CLICKABLE ICON FOR APPLICATION.

지유에
ji yue, '99 line.
trainee.

collab w/ raindances.

if youngae thought that mia was intimidating, then yue is the shiver that hits you when you get out of the steaming-hot shower. she isn't friendly, warm or even socialable which makes her all the more strange to youngae. despite it, she's super talented and it is all thanks to sm's rigorous training criteria which makes her a "rival" in a sense. but now that yue is hre's trainee, youngae wonders if yue will ever adjust? the latter tries to ignore the judgmental looks whenever she's called on to do a dance move and the eye-rolls if she sings in the wrong key from yue but it doesn't seem to fix whatever issue is brewing between the two. still, youngae continues to be nice and whenever yue decides she wants to open up, just like mia and ryeyeon have, she'll be waiting with open, welcoming arms.
 

face-claim: oh my girl's 아린.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's jiu, clc's seungyeon.

possible position: main dancer, lead vocalist.
duration @ hre: 3 years, 2 months.
PERMANENT MEMBER.
CLICKABLE ICON FOR APPLICATION.


윤미아
yoon mia, '00 line.
trainee.

collab w/ border.

just like youngae, yoon mia has had a taste of cold rejection and all for a girl group who isn't doing all that well according to hre, themselves. despite it, it still stings and mia can relate. mia was once upon a time very scary and youngae found her suuuuper intimidating but that all changes when the two of them are onstantly thrown together in practices or evaluations and she witnesses a side of mia that others have not. youngae is even more in awe when she hears mia rap or watch her dance and the older woman really wishes she could be that cool—mia cool. mia starts to confide in youngae and youngae greets her worries with open arms and a sense of comfort.

face-claim: itzy's 신류진.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's dami, clc's yeeun.
possible position: main rapper, lead dancer, vocalist.
duration @ hre: 5 years.
PERMANENT MEMBER.
CLICKABLE ICON FOR APPLICATION.

김서연
kim seoyeon, '01 line.
trainee.

collab w/ mandewit.

another trainee, turned down for a spot in berri bell and really, it's that shared feeling of failure that keeps seoyeon, driven. kim seoyeon is really a sweet gal and youngae seriously enjoys having her around. she seems to brighten the mood of those around her and easily expresses her concerns or woes since being training with hre. youngae hopes she'll see her debut. 

face-claim: april's 레이첼.
possible position: vocalist, sub-rapper.

equivalent: dreamcatcher's handong, clc's eunbin.
picture is clickable as she is featured on another applicant's page.
duration @ hre: 2.5 years.
DEBUT? NEEDS IMRPOVEMENT.

CLICKABLE ICON FOR APPLICATION.

서태리
seo taeri, '01 line.
trainee.

collab w/ akira.

seo taeri rounds out the colorful gang with her bright pink tresses and wild energy. she just wants to be famous and really, one cannot blame her when she's got a face like that. taeri is gorgeous and all of korea would totally be enamored if they knew hre possessed such a vital weapon of beauty. taeri seems to contain a lot chaotic energy and a desparation for fame that she hadn't quite acquired being a fashion instagrammer but despite it, she tries extremely hard and fairs well during training sessions.

face-claim: iz*one's 민주.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's yoohyeon, clc's elkie.
possible position: visual, lead vocalist.

duration @ hre: 1 year, 10 months.
PERMANENT MEMBER.

CLICKABLE ICON FOR APPLICATION.

신사랑
shin sarang, '01 line.
trainee
.
original character.

shin sarang has the vocal range of a k-pop veteran—well, okay, she's not at that level but everyone is sure that after a year or two of debut, she'll be a "force to reckon' with". sarang could be described as an "old soul" with a lot of maturity stemming from her strict upbringing at home and uncanny ability of attracting older friends (aside from taeri, who she is glad to call 'a friend in her age bracket'). sarang also was able to convince taeri, mia and seoyeon to dye their hair awesome colors so that she and youngae wouldn't stick out like sore thumbs. ryeyeon remains unconvinced but promises she'' rock bleached locks, "one day soon" and yue is just too scary to ask.

if the others could choose a specific position to give sarang besides main vocalist, it'll be love-vitamin

face-claim: loona's 최리.
equivalent: dreamcatcher's 시연, clc's seunghee.
possible position: main vocalist (love-vitamin), maknae.

duration @ hre: 3 years, 2 months.
PERMENANT MEMBER.

relationships, some pics are clickable for applications.

남리예
nam youngji
or nam riye,

member of ursa.
collab w/ lowcation.

youngji has always inspired youngae to do better. even with her distant approach to love, youngae can see youngji's softness even when she's trying to maintain her bad-girl image. she knows she loves her and vice versa but even youngji doesn't quite understand why youngae would choose to come to hre. perhaps, the youngest is the most idiotic of them all or perhaps it's because her two eldest siblings are seemingly doing well, youngae took a chance on obtaining her own dream.

FUN (or not so fun) FACTS
☁️ born in 1995, the eldest of the nam
trifecta
.

☁️ the most outspoken sibling.
☁️ has had plastic surgery.

남영호
nam youngho,
member of the xx.

so after witnessing youngji and then, youngho's success, it made youngae all the more committed to this whole idol dream-life. both of her siblings are prominent members of their respective groups, one for her sassiness and the other for his dark, handsome looks. from day one of exiting the womb, youngae and youngho's relationship has been nothing but drama and squeals. from pig-tail pulling to wedgies and wet-willies, it's surprising to see the two of them so close now. perhaps it's because they're growing older and working on their paths to stardom or maybe it's because finally, the nam trifecta has something to show right before their stubborn parents' eyes. 

FUN FACTS
☁️ born january 1, 1997, the second eldest.
☁️ is in love with berri bell's kim yuran.
☁️ always swaps out other berri bell members
photocards so he's able to obtain all of yuran's.

☁️ yuran's #1 fanboy but she doesn't know.
☁️ the song sunshine, whenever he has to
sing it, he instantly thinks of yuran.

☁️ he also loves swim good and pictures he and yuran singing it to each other. lmao, i'm done.
☁️ talent twin:
김민규 so he can be a visual, lead rapper or just sub-vocal.
☁️ was able to rid himself of satoori, almost.

MORE INFORMATION on 남영호,
youngho may look mysteriously y or aloof
(and we can credit the xx's concept for that)

but he's the furthest thing from that. he is
definitely a hopeless romantic, a sap for love
and ask him
his favorite movie and music genre, he'll easily tell you romantic comedies and r&b. although he's been training at hre for so long, when he meets a young, wide-eyed yuran, it is like he's known her for an eternity. at first, it was much easier to make yuran chortle at his silly jokes and antics. her long, dark trendils wildly bounding as uncontrolling ripples of laughter would consume her but as time progressed, yuran's smile slowly deminished. she didn't shine as brightly and often looked exhausted. youngho witnesses hre passing her over for a chance at debut and when he's pushed to debut instead, yuran becomes incredibly distant to the point, she barely made eye contact with him. truthfully, he misses her  pretty little smirks, freeing giggles and ability to remain stress free but most of all? he really misses yuran and it's more apparent when he's spending nights alone while listening to r&b.

임시온
im shion,
member of
ursa
. 

aside from the few times that youngji's invited youngae to a private lunch or dinner with some  of ursa, youngae doesn't know much about shion. she's a prominent member of the group but other than that, youngae doesn't have an opinion to form. she's never seen a weakness or anything outstanding when in the company of shion as the woman always seems so put together and confident. truth be told though, she feels like shion doesn't really think much of her either with their personalities being so different. and that's okay because youngae knows, she can't make friends with everyone in the universe.

유찬
maeda yu, yuchan.
member of the xx
.
collab w/ wasseile.

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trivia
☁️ ursa's number one fan girl, her bias is: whoever the face of the group is.
☁️ her satoori accent comes up when she's under pressure or feeling anxious—it just can't be helped.
☁️ attended unviersty and was one year away from graduating.
☁️ she is super intelligent in very certain subjects but comes off ditzy to a lot of people.
☁️ voted "most talkative" amongst the trainees.
☁️ aquablueteal are her favorite colors.
☁️ pink is a close second, or fourth. whatever.
☁️ intimidating people are scary.
☁️ had one serious boyfriend during college (total jerk, may i add?)
☁️ was proposed and almost engaged to by college boyfriend but family did not see her fit for their son after becoming a trainee.
☁️ never been in love-love.
☁️ has her driver's license.
☁️ hates public transportation such as subways or buses. they just scare her.
☁️ wants to be a mother by the age of thirty-three.
☁️ believes woong was robbed his spot in the xx but she'll never tell.
 
love interest, PICTURE ABOVE CLICKABLE FOR APPLICATION.
황웅
22, APRIL 7, 1999.
trainee @ hre.
potential member for xx.
svt's 호시.
 
PERSONALITY
 
"you ever met someone who thinks they're better than you and the whole world seems to be in agreement with them, no matter what they do?" youngae poses the question with hidden agitation while gracelessly slurping down some cold, bland left-over noodles. the rainbow headed trainees decide to keep silent as they all nod thier heads at youngae's venting session.
"that's what hwang woong is. he could sell drugs and all of korea and hre would bow at his feet! what a scoundrel! he'll probably tell me i'm eating my noodles the wrong way!"
in collaboration with mandewit.
#INDECISIVE #DILIGENT #CONFIDENT #RETICENT #POISED #DORK #EMPATHETIC #CRITICAL #OBSTINATE
love story
 
despite almost becoming engaged that one, trivial time in college (which she never mentions), youngae's main concern has never been romance so whenever hwang woong comes around, she's never-ever paying him any mind. besides, he always seems to say stupid things and then has the audacity to look so smug about it, after the fact. just because everyone and their mothers at hre thinks he's their reigning king (did they forget who nam youngji is?) doesn't mean youngae has to share the same sentiments. if anything, woong is too pretty and primp to even scoff up the soles of his newly purchased tennis shoes, let alone, actually break a sweat. and then hre blows so much smoke up the guy's arse, he really does act like he is related to a distant joseon dynasty royal.
from day one when youngae was put on the spot to dance in front of the other trainees, she remembers the sound of woong's cackles in particular. he tried to make an excuse but youngae knew that deep down, she was a terrible dancer to begin with; it's amazing she even passed that portion of the audition.
"you should be more careful. people could get hurt," woong had said when sweet cheolmin had tried to introduce the two of them.
how.
dare.
he.
but, the cycle continues on. 
woong seems to scold youngae instead of conversing and youngae nearly loses it but knows she can never insult hre's "crowned prince"; not when he has such a large following of people backing up his every command. hwang woong is nothing short of overbearing, a pain in her arse and ridiculously hot.
"wait, hot?" the eldest of the girls, ryeyeon repeats as she nearly drops her magazine from her grasp.
"did i say that out-loud?" youngae blabbers as she looks to seoyeon for confirmation all while sarang's eyes buldge with shock.
"uh, yeah, you really did." the beauty, taeri confirms as she flips her baby pink hair over her shoulder.
"so, even nam youngae cannot resist prince hwang woong's charms, huh?" reserved ol' mia snickers as the others fail to hold off their own chortles.
all because woong was nice enough to invite her to watch those flippin' funny cat videos, now she can't seem to get him off of her mind. destiny is a funny thing after all. perhaps, prince woong isn't so haughty as she'd previously believed. maybe he's actually okay...
"and hot too, apparently," the baby, sarang adds as youngae literally face-palms herself.
TRAINEE_NAM_YOUNGAE.txt
X
 
youngae's one of the eldest trainees within hre, which, quite frankly, makes her feel like a senior citizen. as the clock is ticking and she's getting closer to her thirties, youngae wonders just how much more polishing can she do before hre decides to take their chances on her. desperation isn't even a word in youngae's vocab.
NAM,youngae.

HRE TRAINEE.

NAPPEUNGE

 

 

Finire

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Wasseile
#1
Hello! I'm creating a member for the XX. Could I include Youngae and Youngho as well?
meowzwrites
#2
I decided to create an ursa member at the last minute, could we collab again?
nappeunge
#3
I’ll be adding collabs over the weekend for 영애!
loonathew0rld
#4
hello, would you like to collab? uwu <3
nappeunge
#5
Anyone that hasn’t been added yet will be added within the course of this week. Thank you for collaborating with me! 💜
buttfluff
#6
would you like to collab with my boy?
:)

(seungyeon is a goddess & can step on me any time)
meowzwrites
#7
Who's Hareum's fc btw?
HiRitu
#8
actually is it okay if I add her in my boy's relationships? I bet since she's Nishi's groupmate she's going to know Nishi's boys as well (one of them being my main)
HiRitu
#9
I'm planning to have a side character in agate too! c: a girl, actually
nancy3
#10
can we please collab? uwu <3
nappeunge
#11
anyone collaborating will be added soon, when it’s my day off from work.
Luigi-a
#12
Did you score collabs with all three of us???? This girl has got GAME
meowzwrites
#13
I've done a blog post with some summarised info of my girls! (but you may be familiar with some of them anw because I'm recycling old apps)
meowzwrites
#14
Could I add Youngae and your other trainees in my apps too?
meowzwrites
#15
Could I add Yuran and jungyoon in my apps? I’m applying with a berri bell member and a trainee.