♮ 二階堂 月 𝑀𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑎 𝑊𝑖𝑠ℎ!

trigger warnings: toxic relationship, mentions of internalized homophobia and malicious comments


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BIRTHNAME nikaido tsuki, 二階堂 月
OTHER NAMES
♮ moon nikaido her unofficial english name, literally her first name "tsuki" translated to english. it's mainly for s and giggles, but there are times where she has responded to the name before.
♮ 김 달, kim dal an unofficial korean name, with kim being literally the most common korean surname and dal being tsuki's name in korean with the same meaning. because she speaks korean well enough to be confused as a korean trainee, the members of sixteen gave her this name.
 
NICKNAMES
♮ tsu, ki, kiki, tsu-chan, tsu-ya, kiki-chan, nikaido-san general nicknames
♮ tsum tsum a nickname derived from the first syllable of her name "tsu" and the fact that she looks like those adorable mini figures that disney has, tsuki was given the nickname "tsum tsum" by the members.
♮ miss kim at the start of 16tv, tsuki introduced the setting and what they were about to do in perfect korean akin to that of a native, and yuheon, knowing that tsuki was actually not korean but japanese, joked around with her and the viewers by calling her "miss kim". as her name wasn't known yet, the 16tv viewers referred to her as "miss kim", similar to how they referred to some of the seventeen members with the things they had in their possession at the start of 17tv, like mingyu as "mr. wristband" and wonwoo as "mr. beanie." the shock they all had when it was revealed that "miss kim" wasn't actually korean, you just had to be there, the predebut pearls say.
♮ 달, dal a nickname derived from her japanese name, as "tsuki" means "moon" in japanese and "dal" means "moon" in korean. also the basis of her "korean" name.
♮ full moon a common nickname because of the meaning of her name, "moon".
♮ werewolf a complete nonsensical nickname, she was given this nickname by the members because another nickname she has is "full moon". she doesn't get it. aren't werewolves supposed to transform on the full moon instead of being born on one?
♮ black swan a generic nickname that everyone would think of when they learn that tsuki does ballet. "black swan", cliché enough as it is, later became her official persona.
 
BIRTHDATE february 27, 1999.
BIRTHPLACE shinjuku, tokyo, jpn
HOMETOWN shinjuku, tokyo, jpn
ETHNICITY japanese
NATIONALITY japanese
LANGUAGES
♮ native japanese yes. 100%
♮ advanced korean having lived in south korea since she was 14, it is safe to say that tsuki worked hard to become fluent in korean. while she was severely lacking in the vocabulary and grammar department at the start of her training, she's now advanced enough where she corrects the members' spelling mistakes in the groupchat and is often mistaken as a native korean speaker when people first meet her. 91%
♮ conversational english she has attended international high schools since she came to korea, where the language spoken was in english, so she constantly practiced english. as of now, she's fairly conversational but does forget certain words and phrases every once in a while, even though her comprehension is at top tier. 53%
PERSONALITY
pisces, hufflepuff, neutral good.
pos calm, kind, level-headed, loving
emotional, protective neu reactive, stern
absentminded, distant, secretive, self-sacrificial neg
istj-a, 1w2. inspired by utahime iori & sera seraphim.
 
often likened to a tranquil embrace of a moonlit night, where the world seems to hold its breath in reverence, stands nikaido tsuki. her essence is as serene as the silver glow that bathes the earth, yet within her beats a heart that pulses with the rhythms of life's myriad emotions, causing shifts in tides and everything else alike. tsuki is not merely a girl; she is a symphony of contradictions, a kaleidoscope of traits that form a captivating mosaic of personality.
 
calmness, like a gentle breeze, wafts from tsuki's presence, enveloping those around her in a sense of tranquility. it is a stillness that runs deep within her, an anchor amidst the tempests of existence. it's not just what anyone would refer to as a coping mechanism either. it's a reflection of her inner wisdom and resilience. she understands that true strength lies not in the absence of conflict, but in the ability to remain centered amidst the chaos. it's this wisdom that allows her to approach life's challenges with a sense of perspective, seeing each obstacle as an opportunity for growth and transformation. in a world that often feels chaotic and uncertain, tsuki is a beacon of light, guiding others towards a place of inner harmony and tranquility.
 
her calm exterior belies a depth of kindness that knows no bounds. tsuki's heart is a vast well of compassion, its waters flowing freely to nourish the parched landscapes of humanity. her acts of compassion are not grand gestures but rather small, everyday moments of grace that ripple outward, creating waves of positivity and goodwill. whether it's offering a comforting smile to a stranger or lending a listening ear to a friend in need, tsuki's kindness knows no bounds. she understands that even the smallest act of kindness has the power to make a difference in someone's life, and she embraces this truth with open arms.
 
protectiveness is etched into the very fabric of tsuki's being, a primal instinct that courses through her veins like wildfire, mainly stemming from the fact that she is the oldest in her family household and is exceptionally protective over her brother as well. she is fiercely loyal to those she holds dear like her family, friends and fellow members, a guardian angel with wings of steel. when faced with threats to her loved ones, tsuki becomes a force to be reckoned with, her resolve unyielding, her determination unwavering, be it calling out toxic fans and sasaengs in implicit ways or actively protecting the members when they get mobbed in public places like airports.
 
while she usually maintains her calm demeanor in front of others, if you can manage to push her buttons correctly, you will see emotional flare-ups from her. all in good fun, unless you hit her in her weak spot, which is her members. she won't hesitate to throw a large cup of scalding hot tea at you then and only you will be responsible for it. i hope someone gets to be the gojo to her utahime because this scene was so funny. often a stickler for rules and very much standing by the ideal that "if this is how it should be done, it will be done this way." but, she won't hesitate to bend the rules if her loved ones are at the receiving end of it. an example of that would be the fact that she once had an argument with the higher ups about a member being placed on an even harsher diet than she already was. tsuki argued with the higher-ups for hours, claiming that the member was already thin enough and if she were to be forced into another diet that was even harsher, she wouldn't even have the strength to stand, let on stand on stage, sing and dance. nobody messes with her girls, be it the higher ups, anti-fans or even the members' own families, and she makes that abundantly clear.
 
but beneath the surface of her gentle demeanor lies a tempest of emotions, swirling and churning like the restless sea. she feels deeply, her heartstrings easily plucked by the joys and sorrows of life. her emotions are not a weakness but rather a testament to her humanity, infusing her interactions with an authenticity that is both raw and captivating.
 
in moments of joy, tsuki's laughter is infectious, her eyes sparkling with delight like stars in the night sky. she revels in the simple pleasures of life, finding joy in the beauty of the world around her and the connections she shares with others. but alongside her capacity for joy lies an equal capacity for sorrow, her heart heavy with the weight of the world's pain.
 
tsuki doesn't really enjoy sharing her secrets unless it's with someone extremely close to her. even then, she'll leave some parts out and contort the story into what she wants the person listening to believe. she's secretive to a fault and prefers keeping her own issues to himself. compared to other people who may bottle their feelings up and choose to run away from them, however, tsuki can express herself clearly. she just needs a nudge, a comfortable space and maybe a bit of liquid courage to let everything out. she's only human after all, she bleeds when she falls down, she crashes and she breaks down. (yes that was a christina perri reference. don't @ me, i love the song.) and she has her own secrets. secrets that she tries to keep under wraps, but can be pretty visible most of the time if you look into her eyes. damn the person who came up with the saying eyes are the window to the soul because god took that literally with tsuki.
 
despite her best efforts, ever since she first joined 16tv, those who have interacted with her beforehand will note that there has been a lingering distance in her interactions with others, a subtle barrier that she struggles to break down. it's not that she wishes to keep people at arm's length; rather, it's a defense mechanism born out of years of navigating the treacherous waters of toxicity and emotional turmoil.
 
it's not that she doesn't want to let people in; she has just forgotten how. years of conditioning had taught her that vulnerability was a liability, that opening herself up to others only invited heartache and disappointment. ever since she started seeing the person she's still involved with, tsuki learned the harsh lesson that the world could be a cruel and unforgiving place. she witnessed firsthand the destructive power of toxic relationships, where love was conditional and kindness was seen as a weakness to be exploited. in the face of such adversity, tsuki learned to build walls around her heart, shielding herself from the pain of rejection and betrayal. but despite her best efforts to protect herself, she can't help but feel the weight of loneliness that settled like a heavy blanket over her soul. she longs for connection, for the warmth of companionship and the comfort of knowing that she wasn't alone in the world. but, she keeps her distance, afraid to let anyone too close for fear of getting hurt once again.
 
yet, every time she tries to reach out, her efforts seemed to fall on deaf ears, leaving her feeling more isolated and alone than ever before. and so, she retreats further into herself, her walls growing taller and thicker with each passing day. she became adept at putting on a facade of strength and self-sufficiency, masking the vulnerability that lay beneath the surface. but behind closed doors, the cracks in her armor are visible to those who care to look, tiny fissures through which her pain and loneliness seep out like a slow trickle of water. she is self-sacrificial to a fault, from giving herself up in games to willingly sacrificing her own sense of self for the better of others.
 
overall, nikaido tsuki is a mystery wrapped in an enigma, her secrets hidden behind a veil of inscrutability. in the painting that makes up nikaido tsuki, each brushstroke glides across the canvas with care and intention, creating a portrait of complexity that is as captivating as it is profound. she is a gentle soul with a fierce spirit, a paradox embodied in human form. to know tsuki is to peel back the layers of her being, each revelation a precious gift bestowed upon the worthy few, and to glimpse the mysteries of the universe, to be drawn into the orbit of a celestial being whose light shines bright even in the darkest of nights.
BACKGROUND
it has been said that being born into a loving and supportive family is a privilege rather than a right, and tsuki couldn't agree more with that sentence. born in shinjuku on february 27, 1999, tsuki grew up in a quite modest household with basically everything she could need, really. loving parents, a younger brother that came three years after her, a roof over their head, a steady income, food on the table, etcetera etcetera. as for her childhood, tsuki would also say that it was quite average, really. she was doted on as a child, had good grades in school (as good as it could be, really) and had a pretty good friend group as well.
 
as her parents often worked quite late, tsuki would be sitting idle after school most of the time and would be bored out of her skull. thinking that this would also cause her to become anti-social in the future since most of her friends were attending after school clubs, her parents decided to let her join an after school activity. but, from the list of activities that was given to her, which included sports like basketball, baseball and tennis, and other activities like visual arts, flower arrangement, tea ceremony and drama, tsuki ended up choosing none and instead, decided that she wanted to do dance. her parents were quite surprised at first, but allowed her to do so anyway, signing her up for a ballet school that was only a short distance from her house, where she would either walk or have one or both of her parents pick her up afterwards.
 
tsuki flourished in ballet. while she suffered a lot at first due to executing all the correct footwork while maintaining an upright posture, over time, she became quite advanced at it. she improved steadily and her instructors had nothing but praise for her. over time, she began participating in small-scale ballet performances. 
 
kpop had been popular in japan since the mid-2000s, with idols like tvxq (or tohoshinki as tsuki knew them) and boa paving the way for the genre's increasing popularity in the japanese music market. tsuki was no stranger to the genre, with her parents turning up songs at home for her and her brother, ryuunosuke, to enjoy whenever they did anything, and her friends at school gushing over the groups and the handsome "senpais". and in 2014, tsuki, on a whim, joined the global auditions for a korean entertainment company that she knew close to nothing about. and when she went home, she immediately told her parents about it.
 
hiroshi and nanami were… apprehensive, to say the least. all they wanted was for their children to have stable jobs and lives, and being a kpop idol, sadly, doesn't equate to that. auditioning for a company and getting accepted is hard as it is, but getting accepted, making the cut to the debut team and becoming successful? that's a feat that not many people can achieve. but, they gladly accompanied her when pledis reached out to tsuki to ask her to come down to seoul for a second audition, another audition which tsuki passed. so, tsuki set off to move into the pledis trainee dorms after auditioning and getting accepted, out to prove her parents wrong, that she can have a stable life while doing what she loves, which is becoming an idol.
GENDER cis female
PRONOUNS she, her
ORIENTATION
♮ lesbian. tsuki has identified as a lesbian since she was 15 years old, after a lifetime where she has felt attracted to girls and girls only. she subsequently got into her first relationship, who she's still in a relationship with, but as a result of the toxicity of the relationship, she's currently wondering whether she's attracted to anyone at all or not. spoiler alert, she is. she's still very much a lesbian and attracted to women.
FACECLAIM mashiro, kep1er.
BACKUP juri, rocket punch.
 
HEIGHT 160 cm
WEIGHT 44 kg
 
APPEARANCE
with her small face, pale skin and round, dark eyes which people claim is impossible not to get lost in, the best way to descibe tsuki would be to liken her to that of giselle, the main character of the ballet from jean coralli and adolphe adam of the same name, the shy, beautiful peasant girl with the weak heart who has two men pining after her. tsuki may be short in stature with small bones, but she has a body that is packed with muscle due to years of ballet and is curvy in all the right places, in good proportion with her body.
 
currently sporting dark brown, long hair with wispy bangs that fall over her forehead, she looks like she came straight out of a romance anime, ones that make you ugly cry and scream into your pillow at 3 am with popcorn and a lot of snack wrappings littering your space. switching concepts, however, isn't a hard thing for her. she can just put her hair in a half-up-half-down style and she goes from the main protagonist to the main villain in the same romance anime, the one who tries to break the main couple apart. this is how versatile she is.
 
FASHION
tsuki's cute and adorable, girl-next-door appearance is only enhanced by her fashion, since she enjoys looking cute and adorable most of the time. the signature nikaido tsuki look is a cute top, a tennis skirt or sweatpants, an outerwear like a cardigan or flannel, and sneakers of good quality, durable material, and sometimes with a bucket hat or a snapback.
 
with her interest in fashion, she's constantly looking into combination ideas that she can either recreate or thrift. cute tennis skirts, shorts, jeans with different rises, dresses, rompers, bodysuits and the like take up a good amount of space in her closet, along with other things like sweatpants or high-waisted tracksuit shorts, matching sets and oversized flannels, shirts and hoodies (in case a certain someone gets cold during dance practice and needs it). accessories-wise, she doesn't really go for too many intricate jewelry, a habit stuck with her from her ballet days. she mainly wears her earrings and maybe another simple thing, like a bracelet or necklace.
 
OTHER
both tsuki and her brother, ryuunosuke, support a couple of ear piercings, with tsuki having seven piercings in total, four on her left and three on right. she may not be the person with the most piercings in sixteen but she still has a good amount that look aesthetically pleasing with different sets in. she doesn't have any tattoos but is contemplating getting a couple minimalistic ones in the future.
LIKES
♮ animated movies she's a studio ghibli, dreamworks and pixar fanatic through and through. her favorite movie from each studio respectively is "howl's moving castle", "kung fu panda 3" and "coco".
♮ anime & manga it's a given at this point, even though she's a manga reader as well. she loves one piece and haikyuu, and as of 2023, has started watching apothecary diaries and demon slayer as well. she has also watched banana fish and cried her eyes out at the end.
♮ ballet her first love. despite having quit ballet to become a kpop idol, tsuki still enjoys practicing ballet and watching ballet performances. her favorites are giselle and swan lake.
♮ books while she reads anything, fiction and non-fiction, she always finds herself steering back to fantasy series like harry potter and percy jackson, and mystery books. her favorite author is natsuo kirino.
♮ bread her go-to snack to hide during her training time when she got hungry was convenience store bread. she especially loves melon bread, cheese bread and garlic bread.
♮ cats and dogs even though her favorite animals are butterflies, this doesn't mean she won't stop to pet and give treats to the stray cats and dogs she sees on the street.
♮ dad jokes she bursts out into quiet giggles whenever she hears one.
♮ fall easily her favorite season even though most fans compare her to spring, spring transitioning into summer if we're being specific. if she had to give out a few examples of what she loves about fall: halloween, spooky season, leaves changing color, fall-themed scented candles and incense even though she doesn't really enjoy burning them and warm drinks with fall spices.
♮ fashion tsuki is extremely interested in fashion and is always looking for ways to improve her clothing style.
♮ fruits she especially loves strawberries and grapefruits. they're healthy and taste delicious. even though she needs to balance it out with vegetables and protein sources, if it was scientifically proven that one could live off fruit forever, tsuki actually would. you are what you eat, tsuki. that's why you're fruity af
♮ horror movies she's a really big fan of the conjuringverse and once dressed up as the nun for sixteen's halloween party, complete with the creepy makeup and scared the crap out of the members.
♮ japanese music while she loves kpop just as much as everyone else, given that it's her job to be a kpop idol, she finds herself gravitating towards japanese music more often than not. asides from ini, her brother's group, she also loves ado, jo1, 7!!, and lisa.
♮ ini piggybacking off above, of course she loves ini, her brother is in the group after all. if you ask her her favorite ini song though, she'll definitely be going back and forth between bombarda and spectra. even though he wasn't her no. 1 pick, her favorite member is masaya, don't tell ryuunosuke that.
♮ minimalist jewelry if the stylists put her in statement pieces for jewelry, she will absolutely wear it, but otherwise, she always finds herself steering to dainty, minimalist and, for the lack of a better term, simple jewelry, like stud earrings, rope necklaces and bracelets and simple rings.
♮ music and it's not just because she's in the music industry, tsuki has to have some kind of music playing, even at a really low volume, when she does anything.
♮ peppermint anything peppermint-flavored is a big yes for tsuki. peppermint tea? send it here, it'll not only taste good but also help with as well. peppermint hot chocolate? perfect for winter and actually how she prefers her hot chocolate. mint chocolate ice cream? not her favorite, strawberry and matcha take the cake for that, but she will gladly get it if there's no strawberry or matcha and she will gladly accept and eat it if she's offered. she's obviously team #mincholover and is one of the biggest defenders of mint chocolate in sixteen.
♮ tea she's japanese, tea is like water to her. while she enjoys coffee as well, she'll always go for tea as her preferred choice of hot beverage. she loves, loves, loves matcha and peppermint tea.
♮ the moon yes, she's aware that her name means "moon", which only amplifies her fondness for the moon. sometimes, she ends up going outside at night to stargaze and watch the moon.
won yuheon
 
DISLIKES
♮ akgaes she doesn't get how their minds function. just– what do you get from solo stanning one member of a group? if you support a group, aren't you supposed to support all members equally?
♮ bell peppers something she has disliked since she was a child and something a lot of japanese children dislike. she can't eat them at all. the texture is weird and the smell makes her extremely nauseous. if there's bell peppers in a dish, best bet that tsuki is asking the servers if they can make her dish without bell peppers.
♮ clutter especially in her room. it just makes her anxious and makes her itch to clean, but she'll respect her roommate's (if she gets any) space as well.
♮ gender inequality you earning 1000 won less than what you've earned last month is nothing compared to the years of violence and oppression women have faced and still face, chad. get over yourself.
♮ hate comments she has a lowkey fear of reading comments because of hate comments. this especially gets worse after the whole "she can't sing" scandal blows up.
♮ homophobia pretty self-explanatory.
♮ math side-eyeing miss song minju because how the hell does anyone willingly like math? as king choi soobin (yes of txt) says, "why would you learn math when you have a calculator?"
♮ slow walkers especially if they're slow enough to be annoying but not slow enough so she can pass them quickly.
♮ too hot weather you can bundle up for the cold but you can't strip to your bare bones in hot weather, can you now?
 
HOBBIES
♮ ballet practicing and watching performances alike, tsuki really enjoys keeping herself up to date with ballet.
♮ gaming while she cannot play games as often as she'd like, she started playing genshin impact due to her brother's insistence upon its' release in 2020, and became hooked. as of 2023, her team is chevreuse, ei, kujou sara and bennett.
♮ online shopping she's big on online shopping and orders mainly books, jewelry and clothes online. the dorm receives a lot of packages because of her.
♮ reading she has a huge shelf of books back in her family home in shinjuku. reading is a part of her night routine as well.
♮ stargazing sometimes, if her night routine doesn't work and she can't fall asleep, she usually either goes outside or sits out at the balcony with a warm drink to stargaze.
♮ watching survival shows it's a guilty pleasure and she knows most of them are rigged and evil editing is rampant, but she really enjoys watching survival shows. produce 101 japan 2 is her favorite one, mainly because her brother was on it, but she always goes back to watch performances from other shows as well.
 
HABITS
♮ biting her lips tsuki has a habit of biting her lips, especially if she's angry in order to calm down.
♮ crushing boy oh boy is tsuki a mess when she crushes on a pretty girl. she gets all flustered and tongue-tied and it's a very endearing and cute sight to see. although, nowadays, it's hard to see that from her since she's stuck in a toxic relationship and is questioning whether she's attracted to anyone or not.
♮ fiddling with her earrings she mainly does it when she's uncomfortable, and in the future, it becomes a dead giveaway to the members when they meet asami.
♮ love language tsuki's love language is words of affirmation. she puts a lot of thought into her words and what she says to others, and how she constructs her thoughts and sentences when writing even small messages on communication apps like weverse or universe.
♮ morning routine no matter what time she falls asleep, tsuki's regular morning routine consists of waking up at 7 am, exercising, showering, doing skincare, getting dressed and making coffee. she finds that it helps her be more motivated and ready to take on whatever the group has to do that day.
♮ night routine and no matter what time sixteen arrives at the dorm after late night practices, tsuki's regular night routine is taking her makeup off, brushing her teeth, doing her nighttime skincare and reading in her bed. it helps her relax and she's usually falling asleep in no time.
♮ stretching she'd be talking to someone, and she puts her leg up on a chair or a higher place and stretches her hamstrings out. she does it without knowing and it always surprises people when she does it.
♮ tilting her head to the left she doesn't know how this habit came to be, but this is a habit that both her and her brother, ryuunosuke have. they might just be sitting there, doing absolutely nothing, and all of a sudden, they tilt their head to the left.
♮ zoning out a habit she developed because of asami's long tirades of berating her. fans often joke that she's "disconnected" when they notice her zoning out.
 
FEARS
this can't exactly be considered a phobia, but tsuki's biggest fear right now is that she'll never be able to get out of her toxic relationship with asami.
♮ philophobia (fear of love) not exactly the concept of love, but rather falling in love. she's afraid that the next relationship that she gets into will also be on the same wavelength as asami's.
 
TRIVIA
♮ favorite food nabe, fried chicken
♮ favorite color rose gold
♮ favorite ice cream flavor strawberry and matcha
♮ favorite drink ice water
♮ favorite animal butterflies
♮ favorite season fall
♮ favorite seventeen song oh my! (as of 2018)
♮ overall favorite song orange by 7!!
♮ representative emoji the crescent moon emoji "🌙"
♮ what's in tsuki's bag phone, wallet, chargers, airpods, snacks, mini toothbrush, toothpaste and mouthwash, oil blotting papers, sanitary products and extra, pouch that contains blush, compact powder, at least five different red lipsticks, eyelash curler
♮ common video titles sixteen tsuki ballet compilation – tsuki forgetting she's japanese – nikaido tsuki and won yuheon: sixteen's official soulmates – tsuki being an otaku for 20 minutes straight – nikaido tsuki? no, kim dal – #tsuyen being gay – nikaido tsuki once said… (updated)
♮ a telltale sign that she was gay, as said by yuheon herself, was the fact that the only men tsuki ever gushed about was zoro from one piece and howl from howl's moving castle. other than that, it's all girls, especially nami from one piece, yae miko and ei from genshin impact and kiyoko from haikyuu.
♮ if she wasn't an idol, tsuki says she would've continued with her ballet training and possibly become a professional ballerina.
♮ tsuki's answer whenever she's asked the ideal type question is "someone i can give all my love and support to." sadly, she can't say "a girl i can give all my love and support to" because south korea's outlook on the lgbtq+ is just no.
♮ she doesn't have a driver's license yet, but is thinking of getting one.
♮ tsuki owns an iphone xs in gold with a clear phone case.
♮ she doesn't own airpods, prefers using wired earphones instead.
♮ her lockscreen is a cute photo of clouds while her wallpaper is a photo of her and her brother.
♮ if she were a guy, she says, that out of the members, she'd date yuheon. she'd still date yuheon even if she wasn't a guy– i mean wut
♮ out of her family, only her brother, ryuunosuke, knows that tsuki is gay.
♮ tsuki cannot cook to save her life. you'd think that despite having moved out at a young age, she can cook at least a decent meal. no. do not ask her to cook even if she's the only person in the dorms, unless you have a death wish.
♮ all of tsuki's vlives consist of either q&a or chill chat sessions with fans, or her doing different things like mukbangs while music is playing in the background. she once accidentally went live on seventeen's channel though and everybody was dying of laughter. it took her a good while to realize that she was on the wrong channel. (reference: weki meki's suyeon accidentally going live on astro's vlive)
♮ tsuki and her brother, ryuunosuke, are both ambidextrous.
♮ as of sixteen's debut, tsuki and asami have been in a secret relationship for three years now.
 
SPECIAL TALENTS
♮ ballet having done ballet since she was a child, this is the talent she shows off the most in variety shows, either through showing moves or dancing along to music that's playing.
♮ flexibility a side talent of ballet really. she's very flexible and doesn't have trouble with stretching exercises that would make the other members cry.
♮ switching between japanese and korean on cue she does this with the japanese speakers in pledis entertainment and later on hybe, and her brother, since he has also become quite fluent in korean due to studying on his own.
 
TSUKI'S PLAYLIST
♮ orange 7!!
♮ aie aie aie ado
♮ bombarda ini
♮ spectra ini
♮ akeboshi lisa
♮ call 119 ini
♮ rocketeer ini
♮ show ado
♮ usseewa ado
♮ happily ever after txt
♮ oopsy weki meki
♮ blue flame le sserafim
♮ gurenge lisa
♮ icarus jo1
♮ shine a light jo1
♮ my last day yourness
♮ kaikai kitan eve
♮ lalalala stray kids
♮ renegades x ambassadors
♮ oh really n.flying
♮ i'm so tired… lauv
♮ chasing fire lauv
♮ understand keshi
♮ 0x1=lovesong (i know i love you) txt (ft. minju)
♮ lemon yonezu kenshi
♮ the beach the neighborhood
♮ what was i made for billie eilish
♮ say yes to heaven lana del rey
♮ chemtrails over the country club lana del rey
♮ dress taylor swift
♮ happier than ever billie eilish
♮ slowburn crywolf
♮ feel nothing the plot in you
♮ dead to me kali uchis
♮ oh my! seventeen
♮ don't wanna cry seventeen
 
INCORRECT QUOTES
tsuki, hungover please tell me i'm imagining that i claimed i was queen of the ducks.
quyen i would, but then i would be lying to the queen of all ducks.
 
minju why are your tongues purple?
tsuki we had slushies. i had a blue one.
yuheon i had a red one.
minju oh.
minju
minju oh.
narae
narae you drank each other's slushies?
 
tsuki i'm trash.
yuheon as someone who's environmentally conscious, it's my duty to pick you up. does 7 work for you?
tsuki
tsuki you smooth motherer.
tsuki and yes it does.
 
seunghwa what are you drinking?
tsuki vodka.
seunghwa what the hell? straight?
tsuki no, gay
seunghwa NOT YOU, THE VODKA--
 
narae what's up with tsuki unnie? she's been lying on the ground for like fifteen minutes.
minju she's just overwhelmed.
narae why?
seunghwa yuheon giggled
tsuki, internally SOMEBODY COME AND RESURRECT MY GAY –
 
yuheon look me straight in the eyes and tell me the truth
tsuki no woman can look at you and be straight
 
yeonjun is this the part where you tell me that if i break minju's heart, you'll kill me?
tsuki no, if you break her heart, she's perfectly capable of killing you herself. possibly with a microphone.
 
yuheon we need to distract these guys
jiheon leave it to me
jiheon centaurs have six limbs and are therefore insects. discuss
minju, seunghwa, narae *immediately begin arguing*
tsuki, watching in horror oh this. i don't like this. i don't like this at all.
 
tsuki, talking to the maknae line we call that a traumatic event.
tsuki, turning to *member* not a "bruh moment".
tsuki, turning to *member* not a "major l".
tsuki, turning to narae and definitely not an "oof lmao".
 
pledis, talking about fan gifts these men would throw themselves in front of a moving car for you!!
tsuki, eating cake out of the box i mean, i’m not stopping them.
 
tsuki i'm really good at hiding who my crush is.
yuheon *walking in* sup guys
tsuki i have to gay.
tsuki i meAN GO--
 
sixteen members wow, tsuki unnie has her serious face on. i wonder what she's thinking
tsuki's mind *wii music*
 
tsuki my mind is like an internet browser.
minju *looking up from her book* explain.
tsuki 15 tabs are open, 7 are frozen and i don't know where the music is coming from.
 
SNS
♮ tsukki_nii on instagram
the nikaido family
the nikaido family is as close-knit as they can be, sharing a majority of what's going on in their life with each other. her father (hiroshi) and mother (nanami) own a decently popular ramen store in the heart of shinjuku. her father is the epitome of dad, with his habits such as falling asleep on the couch while watching documentaries and his dad jokes, while her mother is more no-nonsense and strict, but loving all the same. despite being as close as they are and sharing a lot of things, tsuki is rather apprehensive about talking to them about her current situation with asami, since that'd mean she has to come out as lesbian to them and she doesn't know what her parents' stance on the lgbtq+ community is.
nikaido ryuunosuke
and then there's tsuki's younger brother, ryuunosuke, who she affectionately calls "ryuu-kun". born in 2002, while tsuki and ryuunosuke used to not get along as well when they were kids, as time passed and both of them got older and more mature, they're now inseparable, constantly calling, texting or video chatting with each other whenever they can and checking in on one another. if there's anyone in her family who knows, quite literally, everything about tsuki, she'd say it's her brother. ever the big fan of his older sister, ryuunosuke also decided to follow in tsuki's footsteps in becoming an idol, but in japan rather than korea. he auditioned for produce 101 japan 2 in 2021 and placed 9th in the final, thus granting him the chance to debut in the final group, ini as a lead rapper. (replacing ikezaki rihito)
sixteen
being quite the affectionate individual despite her introverted disposition, tsuki gets along with the members of sixteen just fine. sixteen is her found family, her rides or dies, her best friends and closest companions, and once the members start getting closer and sixteen starts picking up more traction as a group, she more often than not ends up referring to them as her family. sure, twelve girls in one group doesn't automatically mean they're all close to each other, but it's not impossible, right? even then, out of the group, tsuki would say she's closest to the dance line since they work together a lot, with quyen being her best friend in the entire group.
maeve hyun
here.
choi seunghwa
tsuki and seunghwa are somewhat close, even though they both have different social circles in sixteen, with seunghwa being closer to the vocal unit and tsuki being closer to the dance unit. still, they are close enough to do their own thing without the silence ever getting awkward between them, which speaks volumes about their friendship. even though they do have those moments, on stage together, they do tend to be quite awkward, especially when they're doing fanservice, so the members are usually quick to push the two together when it comes to "try not to cringe" games like the "i love you" game. despite the surface level of their friendship, tsuki wishes for a more profound closeness with seunghwa.
tachibana momoka
while tsuki's best friend in the entirety of sixteen is yuheon, momoka comes at a close second, as both her and tsuki a part of the dance line and the j-line of sixteen. even though most of their conversation topics at the start were dance, music and sometimes anime (and mind you, their tastes in anime differ ;a lot), momoka and tsuki soon come to realize that they have things and people they know in common as well, like pledis' very own shimizu eijirou aka eiji who is one of the first japanese people tsuki met in pledis and… let's say someone that holds a very important place in momoka's heart. tsuki appreciates momoka, her work ethic and her somewhat stern but still outspoken and witty personality a lot and she hopes the elder dancer appreciates her as well.
lee jiheon
here.
yoon bodam
here.
song minju
tsuki is aware of minju's respect for her, and honestly, she's flattered. a girl like minju? seeing her as a role model and aspiring to be like her? who wouldn't be flattered. in return, tsuki admires minju's boldness and openness, and wishes that she can be like her at times as well. tsuki and minju's relationship is built upon two main ideals: trust and respect. while they do have their own social groups in sixteen, with minju being closer to the vocal unit and tsuki being closer to the dance unit, whether they're viciously defending mint chocolate ice cream against the members that don't like it or helping each other out with vocals and dance, it's always a great time with the younger vocalist.
son juwon
here.
yeom narae
with her eyes alight and heart aflutter, narae basks in the warmth of tsuki's affection. tsuki's tender care and doting gestures towards narae have definitely earned her the title of "narae's favorite unnie in sixteen". the fellow sixteen members affectionately dub them "the child and the bad influence aunt," a playful moniker that captures the essence of their relationship. tsuki, the endearing "aunt," delights in spoiling narae to the fullest, while narae, the cherished "child," revels in the attention and care bestowed upon her, even though tsuki doesn't hesitate to be strict with her as well if necessary.
seventeen
it'd be safe to say that tsuki admires seventeen as a whole. she admires their work ethic, their closeness, all the members, their personalities, their individual talents, everything. some idols would sometimes mention their company seniors as their role models for the sake of formality, but seventeen are tsuki's true and genuine role models. out of all of the members, she'd say she's closest to jun and dino, the former because he's her mentor and one of the first people she met in pledis, and the latter because they're the same age.
yukimura asami
from the outside, their relationship seemed like a picture-perfect love story. they were introduced by seventeen's jun, who, bless his heart, introduced tsuki to new pledis trainee asami as soon as he learned that asami was also japanese, thinking that they'd be close friends. time passed, they grew comfortable with each other and tsuki realized she genuinely started liking asami. and she came out to asami as a lesbian, which asami responded by saying she was pan and had feelings for tsuki. and thus, their connection bloomed in secret, hidden from the prying eyes of the other trainees and the pledis entertainment higher-ups.
 
what had started as a whirlwind romance between nikaido tsuki and yukimura asami now feels like a suffocating cage from which tsuki yearns to break free. at first, asami's affection felt like a warm embrace, a beacon of light in tsuki's tumultuous world. but as time passed, that warmth turned scalding, searing tsuki's spirit with every cruel word and controlling gesture. asami's own insecurities about herself morphed into weapons, aimed directly at tsuki's vulnerable heart.
 
every disagreement escalated into a battleground, with tsuki always emerging bruised and battered, her self-esteem crumbling with each verbal assault. yet, she clung to the remnants of their love, hoping against hope that things would change, that asami would see the damage she was causing.
 
but change never came. instead, tsuki found herself drowning in a sea of doubt and fear, her every move scrutinized, her every decision questioned. especially with asami leaving pledis, joining fantagio to become an actress and tsuki's impending debut in sixteen, asami's jealousy knew no bounds, casting a shadow over every interaction tsuki had with others, suffocating any semblance of freedom she once possessed. and now, tsuki is stuck in a room with seemingly no exit door and is trying to get out.
shimizu eijirou
shimizu eijirou is tsuki's platonic soulmate and best guy friend. they first met when eiji first joined pledis in 2015, a year after tsuki joined pledis. while both of them communicated in korean for a good amount of time as tsuki showed eiji around, when the time to exchange names finally came, the names "shimizu eijirou" and "nikaido tsuki" were both met with a surprising "yOU ARE JAPANESE?!" in loud japanese, which made some trainees that were passing by them look at them in surprise. as they sat down for tea later on in one of the practice rooms, they got to know each other, talking in animated japanese and finding out that they only lived about 20 minutes away from each other in tokyo, with eiji being from shibuya and tsuki being from shinjuku, and frequenting the same places but never once running into each other. this meeting planted the seeds of a beautiful friendship that would last to this day. eiji and tsuki are each other's confidants and biggest hypemen, with tsuki being one of the people to send a video asking for the national producers to vote for eiji during produce x 101 and eiji's full support going into 16tv and sixteen wishes to debut. eiji knows how it feels to be stuck in a toxic relationship because he himself was in one until a few years ago, and he, along with jun and, later on, the other sixteen members, is actively trying to help tsuki find a way to break up with asami. eiji took place in produce x 101, representing pledis entertainment and ranked 5th in the final episode, debuting as a member of x1. however, after the rigging scandals and the subsequent disbandment of x1, pledis debuted him as a soloist under the stage name "eiji". (replacing woodz)
STAGE NAME
♮ 츠키, tsuki she chose to go by her real name for promotion purposes, nothing special.
 
PERSONA
♮ black swan given by pledis after it was revealed that she has done ballet. as cliché as it is, tsuki actually likes it a lot.
 
PLOTLINE
♮ jun lead dance (bu: the8 + lead dance)
 
VOCAL TWIN
♮ gahyeon, dreamcatcher / arin, oh my girl
DANCE TWIN
♮ yein, lovelyz / ririka, ily:1
SPEECH TWIN
♮ mashiro, kep1er / giselle, aespa
VARIETY TWIN
♮ mashiro, kep1er / giselle, aespa
TRAINEE YEARS
♮ may, 2014 – present pledis entertainment (1 year and 8 months before the airing of 16tv, 4 years and 2 months in total at sixteen's debut.)
 
TRAINEE LIFE
♮ may, 2014 – present. if you were to ask about her experience as a trainee, tsuki would say it was eye-opening for her. she wished she had been told about how it wouldn't be easy, how she'd learn to rely on caffeine and fumes to get her going, and how she'd be subjected to weight check-ins and evaluations to ensure that she was up to par with pledis' standards. that's what made it eye-opening for her really, she got to experience an entirely different culture that she previously had no idea about. it did take her a while to get used to, but once she started improving on her korean and meeting and becoming friends with other people, it suddenly didn't seem so hard.
 
another eye-opening experience for her during her training time was the fact that tsuki started questioning something about herself. just who did she like? she had a lot of guys who'd be crushing on her and leaving chocolates on her desk on valentine's day, but she just never had an interest in guys, really. sure, guys are cool but girls are so much better. girls are beautiful, they have lovely personalities and smell very nice. and tsuki could definitely see herself settling down with a girl in the future, more than with a boy, really. and after a lot of sleepless nights, a lot of self-loathing, questioning whether she was a freak of nature for thinking this way about girls when she's supposed to be thinking of boys, and doing tons and tons of research, tsuki, at the mere age of 15, finally came to a damning conclusion. she wasn't a freak of nature, she was simply a lesbian, a girl that likes exclusively girls in both a romantic and a ual way.
 
with this revelation opening her eyes, tsuki only told two people, her brother ryuunosuke (which happened very recently, mind you, she wasn't about to force this onto her brother when he was only 12) and a trainee friend in pledis named yukimura asami who jun had introduced her to. asami was very accepting and not only came out as pan, but also told tsuki she had feelings for her. shocked and flattered because asami? liking someone like her?, tsuki asked asami for some time to figure everything out. and after a while, the two started to secretly date.
 
tsuki, at first, thought that she had hit jackpot. she was not only about to fulfill her dream of being an idol, but had also scored a lovely girlfriend. nope. tsuki gave all that she could to asami, but it was never enough for her. at times, it felt like asami was bored with tsuki, not giving a damn about her true interests while tsuki showed all the kindness, compassion and genuine interest that she could. she always gave, gave, gave and asami always took, took, took. no equality whatsoever. tsuki catered to asami's every whim and every insecurity, reassuring her over and over and yet, asami did nothing when tsuki confided in her about worrying that she wouldn't be debuting anytime soon. asami was horrifyingly insecure too, even after leaving pledis and transferring to fantagio in hopes of becoming an actress, it was like she was always with tsuki, watching over her like a rabid hawk, ready to pounce on anyone who stood in a fifty mile radius of tsuki and then pounce on tsuki herself, blaming her about everything.
 
all in all, it was an incredibly toxic relationship, and you know what the worst part is? tsuki is still stuck. she hasn't broken up with asami yet because, one, she doesn't exactly know how to, and two, she worries about what will happen if she does break up with asami. but eventually, there will be a time where the straw on the camel's back will break.
 
PRE-DEBUT EXPERIENCES
♮ ballet classes starting from the age of 1, tsuki took ballet classes since up until he auditioned for and got accepted into pledis entertainment in 2014. some of her old ballet videos are still on youtube. 2000 – 2014
 
♮ 16tv while tsuki was fairly outgoing during 16tv, there were also times where she was holed up in the practice room and being distant from the girls, which was surprising for the viewers. some of them were understanding, saying that it must be uncomfortable to have a camera around you all the time while you're trying to do anything, really, but a majority of the fans argued that if she's going to be an idol, she should be ready to have cameras following her every move. her distant episodes were mainly because of asami terrorizing her, but tsuki didn't let it show, and continues not to let it show today. 2016 – 2018
 
FUTURE EXPERIENCES
♮ endorsements for multiple brands such as shiseido, shu uemura, canon, bioré and ezaki glico, the famous pocky brand. while tsuki is not one of the popular members of sixteen by any means, she has a pretty good following, so brands did seek her out to film endorsements and commercials for them. she's in no way on the road to become the next "cf queen" but she has a good amount of endorsements under her belt. tba
 
HEADLINES & SCANDALS
♮ sixteen's tsuki under fire for weak vocals during encore performance (unanswered) during the encore stage for their first win, the girls of sixteen were having fun singing along to each other's parts without any background vocals and all that, and the fans took note of tsuki's shaky voice and unstable vocals. from then onwards, an onslaught of hate overtook the comments of the encore stage, criticizing her vocals and leaving comments like "she trained for four years and this is how she sings?" "how can you be an idol and not be able to sing? that's literally part of your job" "i can sing better than her", etcetera etcetera. pledis chose not to release a statement and instead filed lawsuits against the malicious commenters, but toxic fans, being toxic fans, continued. after sixteen's first win
 
♮ younger brother of sixteen's tsuki to participate in produce 101 japan 2 (true) after the profiles of the 101 trainees that would be participating in the second season of the japanese version of the famous mnet survival show were revealed, eagle eyed japanese fans took notice of the kanji used to write one of the contestants' surnames and the information about said contestant, and came to the correct conclusion that the contestant and tsuki were most likely related, which the contestant, nikaido ryuunosuke, confirmed when he was asked in the first episode, stating that he was the younger brother of sixteen's tsuki. ryuunosuke went on to place 9th in the final rankings and debuted in ini, the debut group as one of the lead rappers. 2021.
BIRTHNAME wen junhui, 文俊辉
BIRTHDATE june 10, 1996
 
FIRST MEETING
♮ tsuki met jun for the first time when she joined pledis in 2014. they didn't exactly talk that much, since she knew close to no korean at the time and jun didn't speak any japanese, so the members who have seen them like to joke that they communicated through interpretative dances when they did. they met once again in 2018, when sixteen wishes to debut started airing and jun became tsuki's mentor. he even mistook her as a korean person before she revealed that she was japanese, which he was shocked about.
 
INTERACTIONS
♮ in a way, jun reminds tsuki of her younger brother, ryunosuke, who is also a dancer, not just with his warm and kind personality, but also his dedication to teaching. as she had also done ballet as a child, tsuki didn't have a hard time adjusting to jun's methods of teaching and over time, they became really close, close enough to even drop formalities with each other. they're not as in contact with each other as they used to be however, due to sixteen's debut and seventeen's rigorous schedules.
 
TRIVIA
♮ jun calls tsuki "yue" and tsuki calls jun "toshi". yue is the kanji of tsuki's name transliterated into pinyin and toshi is the hanja of the "jun" part of jun's name transliterated into kanji. a lot of the members look on in confusion when they refer to each other as "yue" and "toshi".
♮ jun knows about tsuki and asami's toxic relationship and feels horrible about having introduced them to each other. tsuki constantly tells him that it's okay, that he has no fault and he didn't know. he's actively trying to help tsuki find a way to break up with asami.
♮ they check up on each other a lot, especially during comeback seasons, to see if they have eaten, drank enough water, etcetera etcetera.
♮ after sixteen's debut, jun and tsuki join each other's tiktok dance challenges to promote their groups' songs a lot.
 
BACKUP xu minghao, 徐明浩
HELLO, WELCOME, TSUKI! PLEASE INTRODUCE YOURSELF.
♮ tsuki smiles brightly, reciting the group's greeting and bowing 90 degrees in her seat before introducing herself, brushing some stray strands of her hair out of her face. "hello, i'm in charge of dance, sixteen's black swan, tsuki! please take care of me!"
 
AFTER YEARS OF 16TV, YOU'RE FINALLY DEBUTING! HOW DOES IT FEEL?
♮ tsuki sighs, brushing the same stray strands of hair away from her face when they fall back over her eyes. "16tv was definitely an interesting experience to have." she trails off, the smile leaving her face as she thinks about all the fun times and all the rather… interesting times she had either by herself or with others in 16tv. but she snaps out of her daydreams quickly and another smile blooms on her face. "but, i can't wait to debut and show the fans other sides of myself."
 
SEVENTEEN WILL BE YOUR MENTORS THROUGHOUT THE PROGRAM. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT? WHO IS YOUR MENTOR, AND WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT HIM?
"seventeen sunbaenim are extremely talented and deserve all the success they have in my humble opinion." tsuki says, having given up on her hair as she just lets the strands fall over her face with an exasperated look in her eyes, making the interviewer chuckle. "not only is this a rather interesting concept, being mentored by a senior boy group, but i also believe that their coaching will be extremely beneficial to us." she smiles when the interviewer asks who her mentor is. "my mentor is jun sunbaenim! we have met each other before when i was a new trainee in pledis, but because i didn't know any korean at the time and he only knew basic japanese, we had to rely on other methods of communication." just before she can clarify, however, someone pipes up from behind the camera. "interpretative dances." this makes everyone, including tsuki and the interviewer, burst out into laughter as the camera turns to the culprit, seunghwa, who is now covering while also laughing. the laughter lasts for a good while, tsuki's face red by the end of it. "*wheeze* ah, this was so good. is this going to be aired out? ah, it'll need to be edited out? okay, i'll just clarify then. because i didn't know any korean at the time and jun sunbaenim only knew basic japanese, we had to rely on other methods of communication, like translator apps."
 
YOU HAVE TWO THINGS TO WISH FOR, ONE FOR YOURSELF AND ONE FOR SIXTEEN. WHAT DO YOU WISH FOR?
♮ tsuki purses her lips as she begins thinking again. "hmm… i guess, i can say that i want to be successful doing what i love." she nods. "being an idol is my passion, it's what i love, and being successful is my main goal. as for sixteen, once again, i want to be successful with them."
 
THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY! ANYTHING ELSE YOU WOULD LIKE TO ADD?
"firstly, thank you very much for having me here." tsuki bows 90 degrees in her chair. "and up until now, this has been tsuki from sixteen! please look forward to our debut and take care of yourselves everyone! sixteen fighting!"
BIRTHNAME won yuheon, 원유헌
BACKUP matchmake!
 
BIRTHDATE october 15, 1999
OCCUPATION idol – member of sixteen
 
PERSONALITY
♮ you know her better than i do!
 
LOVE STORY
♮ here

   원유헌
STATUS close friends
ENDING #tsuyen
 
#TSUYEN TRIVIA
♮ their official ship name is "tsuyen", derived from their stage names "tsuki" and "quyen"
♮ #tsuyen is one of, if not the most popular ship among the fans of sixteen, due them being able to bring each other out of their shell, seeking each other out in every situation and all the fanservice that they do, both platonically and, at times, romantically.
♮ tsuki gave yuheon the japanese name "yawanori", a direct transliteration of the pinyin making up her chinese name into kanji, for s and giggles. she once off-handedly mentioned this in a vlive and the fans were losing it. yuheon doesn't answer to this name normally obviously, but will play along with tsuki when she does call her by that name.
♮ tsuki mainly uses the "they/them" pronouns to refer to yuheon off-camera and off-stage, but on-stage and on-camera, it's "she/her"
♮ after they start dating, tsuki is open to getting couple things, but keeping it simple and not too eye-catching. first, they probably start off with couple earrings that they wear together, and then couple rings that they probably wear as is or as necklaces.
♮ tsuki's contact name for yuheon is "phoenix won" and yuheon's contact name for tsuki is "tsum tsum"
♮ after the hybe merging, they start being compared to the famous bts ship, #taekook, as a ship, due to their similar dynamics and how tsuki was the one that managed to get yuheon out of her shell and vice versa. anime lovers also compare them to the ash/eiji ship in banana fish but lesbian and done right, aka in a universe where nobody dies.
♮ minju, jun and eijirou are the biggest #tsuyen shippers in the entirety of pledis entertainment. after the hybe merging, dino and yeonjun, as hybe's 99z and friends of both yuheon and tsuki, join the crew of the #tsuyen ship. yeonjun even makes dad jokes in private with minju about how he wants to "put tsuki and yuheon on a boat together"
♮ most of their dates are spent doing whatever they want, which is exactly how they like it. and while tsuki is the bigger cuddler between the two of them, they both kiss and cuddle in the privacy of their room, so they don't have to worry about anyone walking in.
 
#TSUYEN AESTHETICS
♮ genuine laughter, seeking each other out in every situation, heart eyes, height difference, tickle wars, talking late into the night, street food dates, dance studios, recovering from toxic relationships, finding solace in each other, movie marathons, falling asleep while cuddling, date nights
COMMENTS tsuki is a character i've been meaning to complete for a long time and when the opportunity arose, i was like "hmm 🤔 should i? 👀" but i digress, i really hope you like her!
 
SCENE REQUESTS
♮ none for now, will add when i think of some
 
SONG SUGGESTIONS
tsuki
sxt's lead dancer
-haruman
haru
6 out of 10

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