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     Chorong watched Bomi as they walked back to her house. Bomi seemed to be in thought, her eyes slightly vacant. The old Bomi was definitely starting come back, and Chorong knew that it was about time that she confronted the girl. The sun had almost completely set, and it illuminated everything with a comforting, orange glow. This would most likely be the last day that Bomi would be like this. Well, iff Chorong's confrontation worked. "Bbom-ah," Chorong called out.

     "Yeah Unnie?" Bomi said, turning her head to her.

     "You know I love you, right? No matter what." Chorong met eyes with Bomi who was looking at her with a smile.

     "Of course! I love you too, Unnie." Chorong broke eye contact with the younger girl. That sentence most likely would never leave Bomi's mouth so easily after tonight.

     "Good." When they finally got back to the house, Chorong felt her nerves building up. This was it.

     "Bbom-ah, come here for a bit?" Chorong asked as she made her way to the couch. Bomi nodded and followed her, sitting next to the older girl.

     "Yeah, Unnie?" Chorong took in a deep breath, then turned to face Bomi, looking into the younger girl's lighter eyes with her darker ones.

     "Bbom-ah, I need you to tell me the truth. You remember something, right? You're starting remember things, right?" Chorong saw Bomi visibly stiffen, and her eyes pulled away from her's.

     "I-I need to go do something, Unnie. I'll be back," Bomi stuttered, hastily getting up and moving to leave, but Chorong grabbed Bomi's wrist, forcing her to stay immobile.

     "Bomi-ah. It's time to stop. You have to stop running," Chorong said, a pleading tone in her soft voice. Chorong felt the muscles in Bomi's arm tighten.

     "I don't know what you're talking about. Let me go," Bomi said, her husky voice had turned quiet.

     "I know you remember things, Bomi-ah. I know you don't want to. But you can't stay like this forever. It'll only hurt you."

     "Stop."

     "I know how much pain you went through, but you can't hide from your past forever, Bbom-ah."

     "Stop." Bomi's voice had gotten louder, and Chorong could feel Bomi's hand clenching and unclenching in her grip.

     "I'll be here for you when it hurts. I'll be here for you whenever, so please Bomi-ah. Try to re-"

     "Shut up!" Bomi whirled around, and Chorong found herself looking into Bomi's angry and pained eyes before the younger girl suddenly grabbed Chorong by her shoulders, and slammed her into a cabinet. A resounding crash sounded through the house, and Chorong suddenly became aware of a dull throb in her upper right arm. She kept the pain in. She needed to finish what she had started.

     "No. I'm not going to shut up. I care about you too much, Bbom-ah. I-I love you too much. You keeping back your memories like this is only going to hurt you more. I don't want that. Please, Bomi-ah. I know you know the right thing to d-" Chorong was cut off when she suddenly felt Bomi lean against her, and something warm and wet soaked through her shirt.

     "It-It hurts, Chorong-ah. It really hurts..." Chorong felt Bomi suddenly become limp in her arms, and alarm flashed thorugh her. She reached up to try and shake the younger girl, but only gave a yelp as pain seared through her arm. Just then, the front door slammed open with a bang to let in a frantic Eunji and Naeun.

     "Chorong-unnie! Chorong-unnie! Are you okay?!" Eunji and Naeun both stopped in their tracks when they saw Chorong pinned between an unconscious Bomi and the cabinet, along with the shattered remains of a bowl beside them.

     "Guys, a little help here? I think Bomi passed out," Chorong said, her teeth gritted as she fought against the growing pain in her arm. Eunji and Naeun snapped out of their shock and ran over to help the older girl, Eunji pulling Bomi off of Chorong and Naeun helping Chorong up. Suddenly, Naeun gave a shriek.

     "Oh my god! Chorong unnie!

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ckaz99
#1
Chapter 16: ah, I'm in bliss. This is a beautiful story, I really enjoyed it, and I really felt for everything, Bomi's story, her friendship with Eunji and her growing relationship with Chorong. It's been a wonderful ride, angst of course but it's more than that. It's the beauty of being human and seeing a loved one in all their flaws, but it's what makes you want to care for them more. Chorong's determination and charisma here is gorgeous, Bomi's longing look "that look" in the moonlight was depicted beautifully.. I love them. 2eun's confession was perfectly short and sweet too. Thank you for writing such an amazing story that I had the honour of reading for the first time. <3
Panda0619
#2
Chapter 16: I really liked this story!! Love the plot and your style of writing.. real rollercoaster for the emotions! Great one!!
NotAFan95
#3
Chapter 16: So cute~~ even if it's tragic at sometimes... I loved it
onlywanbbom
#4
Chapter 16: This will always be one of my favorite Chomi stories. It's a pity author-nim doesn't write Chomi fics any more but thank you for this wonderful masterpiece.
NotYourOrdinaryBabe
#5
Chapter 16: Done reading in just 2 hours.::>_<::
Oh my god this story is very beautiful.
It gives me a lot of feels and mixed emotions.
Hope you will make another chomi Fanfic like this plot
xx8472T
#6
Wow, this is an amazing story. Chorong and Bomi's relationship was so beautiful :) The way you described Bomi, Eunji, and Chorong's pain was really eye-opening... you portrayed their emotions so realistically. You brought up a lot of serious topics and I praise you for the way you incorporated them into the story. My heart broke a little when I read the part about Bomi and Eunji's history together - how they found each other when they were hurting most, how Bomi tried to commit suicide twice, how Eunji got hurt while saving Bomi... I can see why Bomi thinks she's a monster. In fact, I feel like one of the reasons why this story was so good because everything made so much sense. I could easily relate to Bomi's unwillingness to make friends because of her fear of hurting them or being hurt (I have a slight case of this too), and your descriptions of Bomi's fears, nightmares, and symptoms were very realistic - they made me tear up a bit, and I felt so much for the Bomi in this story.

I love your way of writing angst :) But I also have to say, your fluff was pretty good too :) The fluff made me smile. I've read some of your more recent stories, and it looks like that your writing style changed a lot from this story to your current ones. But I still love this story's style! As always, you're stories never fail to amaze me :) I hope you write more apink stories in the future, but until then, good luck with your other stories!
Lubov17 #7
Chapter 16: I sincerely enjoyed this story greatly. It was an amazing roller-coaster of emotions and gladly, the end was a happy one for chomi and the girls. Eunji is a sweetheart.
TakuyaKen
#8
Chapter 16: Glad she opened up to chorong noona
crazygamelover
#9
Chapter 16: Wohoo.. this is awesome author nim.
crazygamelover
#10
Chapter 15: Thats right bomi dont over complicate thing she like u u like her just date already pabo! LOL