I woke up to a huge bruise on my forehead from the previous night’s incident. I covered my bruise with make up, and so that no one would notice I put on a hoodie that covered my forehead and walk out of my room to find the dorm empty. then I remembered that today was choreography practice and I was already an hour late. without eating breakfast, I quickly make my way to the studio to find everyone already practicing the routine. 

"Minzy your late and behind on the choreography..." I heard CL say, clearly annoyed, as I walked through the door.

I didnt bother replying partially because I kept spacing out. 

"MINZY! your getting the steps wrong, earth to Minzy! how many times do I have to tell you!" I came back to reality with CL yet again shouting at me. I was tired of everything and I could forget what happened last night. 

"MINZY! that’s it, we are not going to wait here for you to learn the routine! you have to continue practicing the choreography for 5 more hours no breaks!" CL them leaves the studio followed by Dara and Bom. 

I did as CL said and worked my of to learn this choreography, and after the five hours of non stop dancing I fell to the floor with my entire body aching. I decide to lay there for a few minutes and right as I get up I feel a sharp pain in my chest and start coughing up enormous amounts of blood. It was late at night now so knew that no one would in the YG building so I went to our dorm praying that the un