Bom Pov

Sitting alone and silently
I recall a special part of my life
That part came unexpectedly
And lasted only for a while.

My life has been quiet and peaceful
Until that unforgettable moment
You came like a silhouette of my soul
Then you walked right through my heart.

Every day was a picture of happiness
There's no hint of loneliness
Everything was wonderful
Because I spent it with you.

But then, as time goes by
Feelings begin to fade away
Tears fall down one by one
And it kills me to say goodbye.

Every time my mind says move on
my heart says hold on
So many questions inside my head
But the answers are all up to you.

Loving someone like you
Without boundaries
Makes me think deeply again,
Why, Why it has to be you?

-Hydz Trinidad

I read this poem everyday since I left Seoul, the first time I read it I cried my eyes out. I would feel all the pain in the world in that moment. I live in a small Villa in the Caribbean's, a quiet place for me to think and forget. I've cried my self out. even when I think about him, tears don’t fall. I feel the pain in my heart and soul, but the pain doesn’t reach my face. I think I have learned to keep my feelings hidden now, I just don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad one. 

I want to go back now, I want to face my fears. 

That very same day I found myself in front o