GD pov

I couldn’t believe my eyes. why would Minzy do this? I thought she was in love with me, I thought she forgave me for everything that happened. I guess not. 

I get up and watch their figures fade away in the distance. his arm around her shoulders, her arm around his waist. 

I start laughing with my head down, I couldn’t help it. even though tears were running down my eyes, I knew I deserved this. I knew why I deserved this. I was laughing because I’ve come to pity my life and hate my past. 

Everyday, every moment, every date, it was all a lie. did she really even love me or was that pretend too?

I walk through the streets of turkey aimlessly, getting drunk day and night.

im losing my mind.

I was walking down a dark alley way to go back to my hotel room, stumble at every step I take. as I was walking I bump shoulders with someone and fall to the ground. "hey ! watch where you're going!" the guy it bumped into yelled at me. 

" off" I replied while trying to get back up.

"what the did you just say to me?!!" he grabs me by the collar and punches me relentlessly. by the time he stopped my face was all bruised and my bottom lip and nose were bleeding. 

I just lay there, not having the energy to get back up, I look up at the sky as tears start to fall from my eyes once again.

slowly, everything starts to get darker and darker. 

Minzy Pov

I was staying at Sehun's apartment now but I was alone because he had some business to deal with at SM Entertainment. I was watching TV when I got a text from Tae