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Minzy Pov

It hit me like a ton of rocks, piercing through my heart.

I believed that they would regret everything, I thought they would miss me. I put my trust in someone that was not worthy yet again. I was walking aimlessly through the streets of Seoul when I found myself in front of the YG building. I see 2ne1 and Big Bang walking out arm in arm like the family I wished to be part of, laughing without worry and enjoying their time with each other. I leave before they get the chance to see me in my misery. 

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I find myself on a rooftop overlooking Seoul, the night sky shinning so brightly through the city lights. I walk with heavy steps to the edge of the building, I look down to see tiny little ants walking around. 

The tears begin to fall,

"WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME! WHAT DID I DO TO HAVE THIS HAPPEN TO ME? WAS IT BECAUSE I WANTED REVENGE AGAINST THEM?WHY ARE YOU MAKING MY LIFE SO MISERABLE? I BREAKING INTO LITTLE PIECES WITH EVERY BLOW, SO PLEASE JUST STOP! PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! PLEASE STOP THIS PAIN!" I scream my heart out as tears continue to run down my cheeks. I stare at he night sky above me, as if I was waiting for a response. 

"I...I cant do this any more...I cant take this anymore..."

"...I don’t have it in me..."

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As I was standing there crying, my phone starts to ring. I look at it and