SARA’S POV

I think I am in love with Onew…

After the party, I can’t stop thinking about his words ‘if you were mine’ , I can’t stop thinking about how he wanted to kiss me for a long time. What’s stopping him? Why is he acting like I’m off limits? Is he just looking for someone to have one-night stand with? I don’t understand him at all but his making my heart beat so fast that it is impossible to breath evenly when he is around.

There is something about the way he looks at me, about the way his eyes tell so many things that his mouth can’t. I wanted to ask what’s going on in his head because I am trying to figure if he really does like me

“Hey bestie,” Joy sat beside me and waved in front of me

“Hey,” I said with a smile

“What are you thinking?”

“Nothing in particular” should I tell her? Is it too soon to assume things?

“Well, I kind of gonna say something to you”

“you know you can say anything to me right?”

“Yeah, well it is about your brother”

“What did Minho do?”

“He invited me to your house tonight. He said we can watch a movie or eat dinner”

“OH MY GOSH! He is asking you out isn’t he?”

“he kind of did, he texted me the day after the party”

“That is why the idiot is such in a good mood”

“IS that too weird for you? You know cause if it is, I won’t go. I won’t entertain this”

“No, it is totally fine. I know you like him too and I am glad he chose you. Gosh, I am so happy for the both of you. I hope this will turn out well.”

I am so happy for my brother. I know it’s not like they are gonna get married or something, and I know they just have met for weeks but I hope they will really end up together. And speaking of the devil, Minho who had a very loose schedule now is eating lunch with us and heck he is with the most gorgeous man in this school. Just look at how dashing he is with a school uniform, the way he talks and smiles to people. Damn I know I’ve got it bad…I’ve got it so bad over Onew

“Hello Sara, earth to Sara…You’re drooling” Joy once again snapped me out of my trance

“What?”

“correct me if I am wrong but you’re looking at Onew right? Or it will look like you are fantasizing about your own brother and which is so gross”

“I am not!”

“So it’s Onew then?” I didn’t speak, did I just make that too obvious?

“Uhm…Yeah,”

“I knew it!” She shouted and stood up to point at me

“shhhhh!” I pulled her back

“What are you shouting about crazy girl?” Onew teased, he looked at me but I removed eye contact instantly

“Hi,” my brother said

“Hey,” She replied

“Hell you two gross me out. You can even make babies by just looking at each other” Onew choked

“Stop being so mushy mushy in front of us please” I said and noticed that Onew sat beside me

“Whatever forehead! So I assume you already know my plans with your friend so hang out somewhere else tonight” My brother is such a head when you

“Are you kicking me out of the house? Are you planning on something else cause I swear to hell Minho, I will kick your ”

“Shut your SPG thoughts forehead. We are just gonna eat and have a movie”

“Good”

“So hang out somewhere else”

“In one condition, treat me lunch”

“Fine”

“Oh you can come to my place tonight Forehead,”

I blushed. He is inviting me to his place

“Don’t tell me you rather hang out somewhere else than hang out with me. You know I am an awesome companion”

My heart is beating so fast. How should I respond to this?

“If you buy nachos then I will” act normal…act normal

“Deal!”

“And you,” Onew turned to Minho “Since your sister is coming to my house, you should buy me lunch too!” he smiled…that oh-i-get-what-i-want smile

“Fine. I’ll treat you all to lunch”

“You don’t have to,” Joy said wit