You who has always been waiting for me
You who embrace me with your arms
I won’t forget
I will make you happy
like the ‘we are one’ word I’ve told you.

Although time passes, there is a word I cannot express,
sinking down in my heart.
‘I’m sorry’ ‘I love you’
asking you to believe in me like this time
I will hug you and hold your hands
If I am able to express my heart,
I will devote myself to you.

As soon as his mind registers the identity of the face in front of him, he bolts up into a sitting position nearly knocking the tray of food on the table. The little sound startles his attention and he looks at the food and then back at the man at the door. For a second he thought he just imagined him there and he will be gone when he looks again. But he was still there, smiling softly at him and that small gesture made him tear up. He vaguely remembered that the clothes the other was wearing was the same he saw him in when they last met. There was an immediate feeling of warmth, calm and HOME when the man stepped in and made his way over to his side.

He didn’t sit on the chair like luhan thought but stepped closer to him; his face mere inches away from him that made his breath caught up in his throat. The feathery brush of his lips on his forehead caused the first tear to roll down.

The man slowly cups his face and brushes off the silent tears, giving a small encouraging smile once more. And luhan sags in the man’s embrace sobbing loudly and uttering intangible words along with whispers of his name repeatedly.

Kai,...........Kai,.............Kai,............Kai,.............. Kai................

Kai tightens his hold around the crying boy and nuzzles his face in luhan’s neck, breathing in the familiar scent he missed so much. After several moments kai loo