The Truth - The Author's Last Letter

His Majesty

Hello to all the readers of His Majesty,

 

As you might have noticed, I barely updated this fic (I think for more than a year already). I can't really say anything that won't sound like an excuse except that I am really, sad to say, losing interest in finishing this. I am so sorry. I know a lot (some) of you have patiently waited for any kind of update but it would really be unfair to all of you if I continue this half-assed.

Some of you would say that this fic is hugely based on the story of Mary, Queen of Scots and yes, I will agree. This is an AU for that and I still wanted to finish this to be honest. Unfortunately, even if I rewatch Reign (to which the inspiration to write this came from in the first place), I don't have the heart to put my everything in finishing this. I know this is unfair, but I don't really want to keep you guys waiting for an update that may never come.

The truth is, I already have planned the ending for this fic, and currently, it'll be around 2-3 chapters before the fic finally ends. Unfortunately, the drafts I wrote for those chapters left me unsatisfied and I felt like I didn't give the inspiration enough justice. I don't want to tarnish something historical with a half-assed attempt to 'somehow' retell her story through a different protagonist.

I know that this really is unfair for everyone but I hope you all understand that I really don't want to continue this anymore, especially when life had been bugging me for a while now.

Another thing I'd like to say is that, recently, the connection I have for KrisBaek is somehow weakening (and I agree that it is my fault -- I haven't been able to keep up with any EXO/Kris updates that much), and I don't want that weakened link to show in any of my writings. I still have this longing of contributing to the krisbaek community but I'm just not sure if continuing His Majesty is enough and would be enough. As I keep on saying, I really don't want to continue something, anything, in a half-assed manner. It will also be a disgrace to all the great writers in the fandom (krisbaek and the whole EXO fandom).

I know it is also a petty thing to say but only a few people have appreciated this fic. And while these people are dearly precious to me and their comments as well, I guess it is true that writers thrive on comments and criticisms. A few people are commenting on this story and I feel like I'm only wasting your time, the space on the Cloud and the space in AFF for this. I hope all of you can understand.

I'm sorry if you've all been disappointed about this news. But then again, I feel like you all had an inkling that I will be writing this closing letter one of these days. I'm sorry that you were all proven right. :(

If it makes you guys feel any better, I still have a lot of open plots/prompts in my head that I reserved solely for KrisBaek. I just don't really know when I will have the time to write them. I might throw them in one of my fics (I Give Little Bits of My Heart To You)

Again, I'm sorry. If you want to continue this story (I doubt though lol), you may message me here or on Twitter (@baekbansot). I might even give you the last two or three chapters (both ready to post and cluttered drafts) if you want to know how I planned to end this fic.

Again, I'm deeply sorry. :( Please don't let this hinder you from finding and writing great krisbaek fics in the future. I'm sorry again.

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Taegi_bts
#1
One of my favorite groups and a historical show I’ve watched and fallen in love with??? Sign me up!
ameliability #2
Chapter 10: Yay update! This side story was cute! But anticipating the plot!:)
thereason #3
Chapter 8: i'm happy that they're in bed together :D and lol have they made love there? XD

ah the situation...
yanbaek #4
Chapter 6: YAAASSSS OMG
zaikenhuo
#5
Chapter 6: I read this first thing in the morning i couldn't stop and get up from bed haha. I'm so happy with this update omg, i'm so happy krisbaek is back together I cried ;_; This was lovely Marga, keep it up :)
cminka
#6
Chapter 5: ugh the tug-o-war between the king and the queen got me frustrated ;;;;;;;;;;;;;
i hope yifan would do what jongdae suggested him with. bcs clearly, even when baekhyung acted like he didn't need yifan, but he did anyway <//3
and true, they both hurting indeed sobs
yanbaek #7
I love it it I love it I love it I love it I love it I love it I'm just bsjjcnoskhcusisnscnsjjsnx krisbaek my heart msjcnsak
thereason #8
Chapter 4: TRAITOR??? what?
oh.
so actually jaejoong's the one who made yifan and baekhyun grew distant? because he accused him of those silly things and because he had a miscarriage (omg baekhyun had a miscarriage?)
yifan, how could you be angry at baekhyun?? you should've treat him better, since you're not the only one that lost the child, actually, baekhyun must be the one one who hurt the most TT (y'know, since he's the one expecting and been with the baby and suddenly lost it ;;;;)
and goddamn your 'i need an heir' and 'seeing you just reminds me of the past' are just adjsofahaod so insensitive you never consider baekhyun's feeling so fck you (and you won't get an heir if you don't sleep with b hahaha)

jaejoong is really the typical annoying mother-in-law lol prying into things and makes his son's wife (husband?) suffer -__- (where does he live? does he live with them? and junsu?)
i can't imagine if jaejoong actualy live with them like, ugh the torture baekhyun had to endure... and with yifan defends his mother when he knows that jaejoong is bad...

and actually i don't understand kyungsoo thingy .__. like, baekhyun is an england prince? and who's kyungsoo? another prince from another kingdom (?) that wants to claim france? or baekhyun's step-brother otl .__.a

i'm sorry i had too many questions (i'm stupid) and please excuse my poor english and incoherent comment otl ;;;;

(lol and i see you answer my q about b slept in another chamber xD)

anyway, i'm glad baekhyun has ladies-in-waiting with him ;u;
fighting for next chapter (ehm the feast) ^o^/
shriya #9
Chapter 3: um if you go with the plot baek will be executed and have to marry 3more people and yifan will die soo kyunsoo will be the Elizabeth1 of england and sehun will take over and will marry luhan and die and yifan mother Catherine was omg i beg you don't make it like real story of queen mary of Scot .I don't want the house of Bourbon to come in power ...
thereason #10
thank you for this chapter/explanation ><
i can't wait for the secrets to be revealed then xD
oh and i suddenly remember the part when Baekhyun didn't allow anyone with him in the... bathroom (?) is that another mystery or...? xD