Dear diary,

Tomorrow is the day i will debut, i feel the anxiety in my soul like, i cant even think properly right now, i keep feeling nervous for the whole day

I think all of the hyungs probably feel the same thing but they are like trying to hide it from me because they feel its their responsibility to make me feel better and help me to go through a hard times

You know what i feel so blessed to be put in into this group because all of my hyungs is so caring, they love me as if i am their real brother, they always try to put me first in everything

Today i stick with all of the hyungs all day, hoseok hyung keep making jokes, i think its his way to make me feel less nervous about everything

Jimin hyung keep on supporting hoseok hyung's jokes as always, i cant say they fail at it because their lame jokes indeed put a little smile on my face

Yoongi hyung doesnt really talk much today, i mean as in he talk even lesser than he usually do, but he keeps me company, he is always by my side, i think thats just his way to show me that he cares about me

Namjoon hyung, that hyung keeps giving a wise words of advice even though i didnt really understand like most of his talk but i do understand that he is trying to make me feel better and less anxious, i appreciate him so much, just poor him for throwing such a golden wise words to me, a boy whose mind is not really working properly lately

Jin hyung, of course you guess it