Dear diary,

Today, i woke up to taehyung hyung back hugging me, and when i was about to get out from his arms he just pull me closer and tighten his hug while mumbling words thats sounds like

"Warm, dont go"

I swear, for a second i think i cought a fever because i feel my whole body getting hot, well i mean yes i am have always been hot, but this is like another kind of hot okay

To be honest, i dont know what to feel about this situation, on one side i feel happy that he isnt hugging hoseok hyung, wait dont think weird thing okay, its not like i will be jealous or anything if he is hugging hoseok hyung, its just he know me first, why would he hug someone that he just met a few days ago, right? I am right, right?

But on one side i feel annoyed, like i am not his personal plushies, and who the heck does he think he is hugging me whenever he feels like it, and not to say that this bed is a single bed so he taken up some space of my sleeping freedom last night without me realizing it

After having a debate with myself, i finally let my self enjoying his hugs while pretending to be asleep, just so that when he woke up it wont feel that awkward

When he woke up, he woke me up as well, i just play along and pretend that i just woke up, we both go wash up, no not in the same bathroom, please dont have a dirty mind, and then we go to the dinner table to have a breakfast

I swear it seems like the universe doesnt let me to