Dear diary,

So today taehyung hyung got better, he is no longer had his fever, but he is still coughing every now and then, the company actually told him to just rest in the dorm so he will recover faster (with me again because they said i am the golden maknae so i can skip off some practice pls bighit) but he insist that he is okay and that he wants to practice with the other hyung

I actually kind of worried when i see him panting only after one round of dancing practice, usually we can go to three round of dancing without being tired, but i think his not so well condition taking all of his energy

I dont know if its just me or if taehyung hyung really does ignoring me, well not ignoring actually. more like avoiding, like when we are having a break inbetween our dance practice he was with jimin hyung talking about something, and when i come to them to join the conversation taehyung hyung quickly excused himself and he go to the other hyung, i didnt thought of anything like he is avoiding me when that happens, but then when we are having dinner i sat beside him because i feel like i didnt talk too much with him today, but he change his seat with yoongi hyung and he said its nothing he just want to sit beside namjoon hyung for today, which is very weird, and everyone notice that weird behavior of his, and thats when i realize that he is avoiding me

To be honest, i felt a little bit upset when i realize that he is avoiding me, i was about to as