"So, tell me; what exactly do the guys do on a night like this?" Hara asked curiously and poured Lin and Yuri a glass of wine. She did not want to be affected by alcohol the day before her getting a tattoo, with her luck she would be having the sickest hangover in the morning and would not be able to get out of bed.

"Well," Lin started, taking a sip of the sour wine before continuing, "First of all, they go out of town. Baekhyun owns a house in the outskirts of Seoul where they crash for the night before hitting the clubs in the area. And from there on, it really depends on the relationship of the guy and the girl.

"Like with Baekhyun and Yuri, he didn’t do anything big, just had a few drinks with the lads before calling her and telling her, he missed her. Kriss on the other hand, absolutely hated me back then, and ended up having a and sending me pictures of it.." she muttered, her voice filled with sadness of the not-very-fond memory she still struggled to forget.

"That’s horrible!" Hara cried out loud. "How could he do that to you? No wait. How could you forgive that?" she knew that Lin was a totally different person than her, and she knew that there were things that Lin would ignore and accept which Hara would not. But being sent pictures of your soon-to-be fiancée shagging two other girls would be unforgiveable, even if she hated the man at the time.

"It’s not like he would care if I freaked out and yelled at him. I’m not you, okay? I can’t just stand my ground and take the punishment with a strong smile." Lin answered truthfully making Hara wince. Did everyone in the Wallflower community know about the things Luhan did to her behind doors when he judged she had been ‘a bad girl’? Because that was kind of creepy.

"No, sweetie. Not everyone knows, but our guys do know, and they talk, loudly. They are very fond of you, claiming you’re bringing new excitement to the table. And I think they miss someone who can take their crap." Yuri explained with a smile when Hara frowned.

"How did you.."

"You kinda looked like the wheels were turning in your brain. It wasn’t hard to figure that one out."

"Oh," Hara nodded. "But still. Did you really just let him walk all over you in the beginning?"

"I’m a tiny girl H. yeah, physically I’m bigger than you, but my confidence and ego are no way near yours. So I it up until he didn’t feel like hating me anymore." Lin shrugged like it wasn’t a big deal, but Hara saw the hurt in her eyes when she talked about it, so she did what she could to lighten the mood.

"Like literally or metaphorically?" she snickered, watching how Lin’s face changed from confusing to embarrassment to amusement.

"Hara! That’s totally not your business." She blushed, turning away from the giggling girls and downed her wine.

"Oh, please! Do you really not think that the guys don’t already know all the things you two did with your respective partner?"

"I sure hope not," Yuri quietly chuckled with a slight blush to her cheeks causing Hara to want to know what exactly she and Baehyun did behind closed doors.

"Are we gunna talk about Baekhyun and you? Because that time in Luhan’s mansion, it really didn’t seem like the two of you were that in love." Hara said slowly, trying to step lightly, knowing that it wasn’t her own relationship that would be ed up if she stepped out of line.

Yuri bit her lip and looked down. She knew this was coming, she had known since the incident, also her slip up the first time they had met Hara surely must have remembered. Lin did not have the balls to go against Baekhyun and her, but Hara did not give a and she surely did not like Baekhyun talking to her like that.

"After.. after the thing happened, he changed." She said quietly. "He used to be kind and loving, just like the guy I fell in love with. He was everything I wanted, cool, calm, handsome and fun. And he loved me so much; he used to tell me every day while looking me deeply in my eyes.
But then the thing happened, and he suddenly wasn’t my Baekhyun any more. He was rougher, got angry easier and tolerated less. And somewhere along the way, I started hating him."

The two other girls were silent, just listening intensely to the girl, who was on the verge of crying.

"It’s not that I don’t love him, I do. But I just don’t love all of him, it’s parts of him now. Like late at night when we’re talking about our future together or when he’s taking care of me when I’m sick. But like that time at Luhan’s place, the times where he just doesn’t care or doesn’t even think about me, that’s when I hate him. That’s when I think about leaving in the middle of the night and never looking back.

"And the worst thing is I think that if I were to leave him, it would bring me more positive things than bad ones."

"Yuri, you know what would happen if they found you again." Lin begged. "They would be forced to kill you, and I can’t risk losing you, I love you too much!" she cried, flinging herself at the curly haired girl and hugging her like there was no tomorrow.

"I know that Lin, and I’m not sure that I’m doing it either. But if I was to disappear, then they won’t find me again, I promise." Yuri laughed lightly, knowing it was a hard subject to talk about and the greatest method to deal with it was laughter.

But Hara was still confused. "What happened?" she asked, making the two crying girls frown.

"What?" they said in chorus.

"You said "after the thing happened" meaning there must be a "thing"?" Hara explained slowly, waiting for them to catch up. Yuri was about to answer, when Hara’s phone went off. "Wait a sec," she sighed and pulled out her phone with a frown. "Luhan?"

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"So, you gunna hook up with some pretty girl tonight?" Hara smirked, irritating Luhan out of his mind.

"Are you gunna care if I do?" he asked, not looking at her but instead at the two couples that whined about leaving each other for a single night. "Are you gunna sit at home and cry imagining me ing some asian that isn’t you?"

She laughed. Long and hard.

"Baby. Are you serious right now? Let’s look at it with realistic eyes, let’s say we both went out for the night and both came home with a asian, who of us would want to kill the asian the other slept with? Because my guess would be you. And from the laughing Kai and Lay are doing, I’m guessing they’re on my side."

Luhan turned around angry and stared the two lads down but with no luck. "That’s not true!" he hissed, which only let out more laughter.

"Oh, sweetie. It’s okay you’re a little jealous, we’re just gunna have to work on that so you’ll let me out without trying to kill everyone I talk with." She snickered, planting a chaste kiss on his cheek before doing the same with Lay and Kai and going back to her house.

"She so right it’s not even funny anymore," Lay sighed before sliding into the backseat of Kai’s car.

"Just because of that comment, I’m not gunna hook up with anybody tonight, just so she can see that I’m able to control myself." Luhan stated proudly just as Baekhyun and Kris slid into the car with them.

"I don’t think she cares, mate. all the girls you want, she would probably stand by and cheer you on." Kris laughed, causing Luhan to frown. Even though he wasn’t showing it and didn’t want to admit it, it was hurting him a little that Hara really cared that little. He wanted her to be possessive about him; he wanted her to want him to be at home with her, just like Kris and Lin. He didn’t want to be the one sulking about her when it should be the other way around.

"It’s whatever man, let’s just get drunk." He sighed and fell back in the seat.

The guys had packed out all of their things and then went to the nearest bar. Kris had found some friends he needed to catch up with; Kai and Lay looked for someone to sleep with for the night, while Baekhyun stayed back and took care of Luhan, who was convinced that he should be his drunkest this night of all nights.

"Don’t you think you should slow down a bit?" Baekhyun joked, when Luhan ordered his God-knows-what-number beer. "You are getting "engaged" tomorrow."

"Yeah, with a girl that doesn’t really want me. I need this. Maybe I can drink enough so I’ll still be drunk tomorrow and want need to listen to her hateful comments." He sighed, ignoring another hopeful girl who dropped her number in front of him.

"Hey, you guys will be in front of Wallflowers tomorrow, so she’ll have to act like she loves you, thatøs good right?"

"No that’s not good." Drunk Luhan muttered. "I want her to really want me. Not because her father sold her, but because she thinks I’m a great guy."

Baekhyun tried to hide his laughter but failed causing the drunken boy to scowl. "Luhan, you aren’t a great guy. The longest relationship you’ve ever had was when you and that blonde hid out in that cabin the entire weekend when we went to Miami. And that was three days, meaning Hara is the girl you’ve been with the longest. So you don’t know how to be a great guy, maybe you should let her teach you what she wants in a guy and then she’ll think you’re a great guy." Baekhyun explained, but none of this was coming through to the curly haired boy, who currently was being talked up by some girl.

"So, my name is Hyorin and I’m a dancer, what about you?" the brunette smiled, twirling her hair and not-so-subtly pushing her s together.

"Well, I’m Luhan and I’m currently really smashed," he replied, raising his left hand and proudly showing her the hand. But Hyorin didn’t care about the hand; she only had eyes for the lad in front of her with a little-too-tight shirt on.

"Well, Luhan. Do you wanna have some fun tonight?" Hyorin flirted, stepping closer and taking a risky sip of his beer which made both Luhan and Baekhyun frown, a bit forward perhaps?

"Can’t you see my hand?" Luhan questioned with a wondering look, did she really not see it?

"Of course I do, it’s a mighty fine hand." She purred, covering his much bigger one with her two small hands, gently kissing each of his tips.

"Just go away, you obviously can’t take a ing hint." He hissed, pulling his hand away from her and giving her a small but forceful push away from him. "Unbelievable," he muttered to Baekhyun, who shared the girl’s wondering eyes.

"What exactly was she supposed to see on your hand?"

"What? Are you serious?" Luhan spat, downing his beer and turning to look at his best friend. "Are you seriously telling me that you can’t see the engagement ring on my left hand? I haven’t ing moved it since Saturday!" he stuck the hand in question in Baekhyun’s face and waved it around.

"Luhan, you do know that it’s Hara who wears the ring right? The man in the relationship only gets a ring after the wedding." Baekhyun told him slowly, making him soaked up all the information. "Was that why you always stuck out your hand when girls came around to talk with you? You thought they could tell just by looking at your hand?"

"Well.."

"I can’t believe you forget that you don’t wear a ring. That’s ing hilarious!" Baekhyun laughed loudly making Luhan stand up and walk away.

The clock e before Luhan came stumbling back to Baekhyun, this time not alone.

"Call Hara," he hissed, throwing his phone in Baekhyun’s hands, keeping his arms around the two girls. Well, girls were an overstatement. The creatures on Luhan arms were probably the ugliest ones in the entire bar which surprised Baekhyun greatly. All night long girls had come on to Luhan, and all of them were almost as pretty as Hara, but slowly as the night progressed, the quality of the girls decreased and now he was apparently down to the hags.

"Don’t you think she’s sleeping? It’s a big day for her tomorrow, you too." Baekhyun tried, leaning back against the bar. "He’s getting engaged, you know." He told the girls, who obviously didn’t care. And who would when they looked like that, and Luhan looked like that? They were obviously over scoring.

"Hara, now." Luhan hissed, not noticing when the black haired girl began on his neck while the other one rubbed herself up against him. Baekhyun found the correct number with a loud sigh and handed over the phone. "Thank you."

"Luhan?" she said, not sounding tried but rather surprised.

"Hey baby. I just wanted you to know that I was on my way to having a , right here and right now." He informed her, slurring like the drunken man he really was.

"Oh, are you now? What a lucky boy you are, Han. Are they pretty?" she smirked, obviously knowing that a girl with substance wouldn’t go for Luhan when he was this gone.

"Well, no. But they are girls and my girl won’t exactly put out, so I had to go elsewhere for ." He complained, ignoring the huffs the girls let out when the phone’s volume apparently was loud enough for the people around him to hear.

"Well then, are you gunna go through with it?"

"Why shouldn’t I?" Luhan asked, not hearing the teasing tone in her voice.

"Well, image you taking them home. You would probably go to one of their ty flats, because Baekhyun wouldn’t have them within his home. But then they would take off your clothes, maybe kiss down your torso, tease you a bit, before you finally took control and make them strip for you, both of them at the same time.

"Then you would start with the prettiest one, even though both of them are bad to look at, but then you would her, bend over her dresser, while you looked at the other one. You would be fast and uncaring, and she wouldn’t be allowed to come, because your presence itself is more than enough reward for her.

"Then you would move on to the other girl. She would lie down on the bed like a good girl, just like you told her to be, and she wouldn’t touch you, because she isn’t me, and you wouldn’t have that. And then you would take her, hard, and maybe, just maybe, she would be allowed a single . But after that, the two of them would fall asleep because they aren’t used to you and wouldn’t be able to handle you. So you would lie awake and then your thoughts would run to me. Would I be better in bed? Would I be ready for round two right now? Would I had taken control and made you give me an even before touching you?

"And then you realise that you probably wouldn’t have the chance, because the two girls had convinced you that a wasn’t needed and therefore end up getting pregnant with your off spring while you got a nice little present called chlamydia. Is that really what you want, baby?" ‘

A loud "HARA!" could be heard in the background making the girl in question laugh. "Is there anything else you need or did I make everything clear for you, love?" she cooed into the phone causing Luhan to groan.

"Come get me."

"What?"

"Just get in the ing car and drive down here; I need you, even if it’s just to tug me in bed." Luhan pleaded, handing over the phone to Baekhyun telling him to give her the address while he got rid of the girls.

So Hara spent one and a half hour on driving, in the middle of the night, because her soon to be fiancé wouldn’t stop wailing in the bar. Baekhyun had tried to hang up the phone after Luhan’s absurd demand, but ever since the call he wouldn’t stop talking about her, so he had texted the address, told her to take his car and hurry down there.

A quarter to three Hara parked Baekhyun’s car in front of a bar called Joe’s. She was tired and kinda grumpy caused by the long drive. So with heavy steps, she walked through the doors and was greeted by a round of whistle, telling her that it wasn’t often pretty girls came to this bar.

"Hara! What are you doing here?" a loud, drunk, voice yelled, engulfing her in a hug and pulling her away from the hungry looks the strangers sent her.

"Well, Luhan called and cried until I got into the car, so I guess I’m staying the night with you guys." She shrugged, giving him a light kiss on the cheek and walking to the bar, where a sulking Luhan lay on the desk next to a tired Baekhyun. "Won’t you look at that? Two sad gang members, wonder what the Matsuba would think if they saw you now?"

"Bunny!" Luhan cried and jumped into her arms, burying his head in the crook of her neck and inhaling her scent.

She leaned back when the smell of alcohol hit her and made her cough a bit. "Yeah, well. Let’s get you home, you obviously need it if you’re gonna function tomorrow." She chuckled, helping Baekhyun up from the bar stool and retrieving the lads from the dance floor.

"If you take Kai, I’ll take blond and drunker, okay?" Baekhyun bargained, helping Kris and Lay into the car Hara arrived in causing her to frown, trust her to get the hardest tasks. "And then just follow my car to the house."

She nodded solemnly and made Luhan lean against the car, so she could turn her attention to Kai. "K, sweetie. Can you remember where your keys are? I need them if you want to go home." She cooed to the tanned lad, who swayed back and front with a goofy smile.

"I think they’re in my pockets," he replied, not moving a bit causing her to growl lowly.

"Could you check them please?"

Kai frowned irritated, but began ping his jacket pockets and went through them. "Ta-da!" he cooed and pulled out a set of keys that matched the brand of his car.

"That’s a good boy, Kaie." She mocked and unlocked the car. "Can you be an even better boy and get in the car for me?"

"I can be the best boy!" Luhan piped in and hurried into the back seat of the car.

"No way!" Kai argued and rushed into the car to sit in the front seat, locking the door behind him with a lazy smile that made Hara scowl.

"Not funny, Kai. You do know I can unlock the car with the key, right?" she said patiently and demonstrated her words, which was only followed by Kai locking the car manually.

"Luhan love, if you get Kai to back off, we can cuddle tonight. You would like that right?" Hara cooed, knowing exactly which methods to use to get to Luhan, who immediately pulled Kai out of the seat and into the back seat with him. "Thank you, baby." She smiled, slowly unlocking the door and slid into the driver seat to drive them home.

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"Are you finished with your shower, Han?" Hara asked from outside the bathroom, where Luhan currently was showering his drunkness away. When she didn’t get an answer, she pulled the door opened and found Luhan sitting on the floor under the water and enjoying the "warm rain" as he called it.

"Come on Luhan, let’s get you dried up and brush your teeth, yeah?"

He looked up at her and frowned. "You don’t wanna join me? It’s warm and fuzzy under here," he argued, reaching his arms out for her, but instead of joining him she pulled him up.

"No time for playing in the rain. We have to go to bed and get tattoos tomorrow, remember that? And then there’ll be another big party with your entire family and then we’ll live together. So you have to be a good boy for me and let me dry you now, okay?"

he nodded silently and spread his arms out so she could clean him with the towel. "Open wide." She cooed, when it came to the teeth brushing, and like the good boy he currently was being, he did.

She gently took his hand and led him to the room he was given by Baekhyun. He stumbled down on the bed while she found a pair of boxers he could wear before changing into the dress shirt he had worn; she hadn’t exactly thought about sleeping wear when he had begged her to drive to him.

"Lie down for me, okay?" she cooed, guiding him to the bed and turning off the lights before joining him, gently wrapping her arms around him so he could rest his head on her chest.

"For some reason, I don’t want to shag any other girl anymore," he confessed, burying his head in her soft skin, enjoying the way her nails scraped his scalp.

"It’s just a crush thing, Han. Don’t worry, it’ll go away and before you know it, you’ll be shagging random girls again," she promised half-heartily. On one side, she didn’t want him to fall in love with her, because she didn’t think she would ever be able to love a man like him. But on the other side, she wasn’t overly fond of the thought of other girls being with her Luhan.

After all, she was getting his name permanently inked on her skin tomorrow.6