Jean was working in her office , she had heard about Jongin cardiac arrest’s news. She was going to left a meeting she had but Kris stopped her as he grabbed her wrist to sit down. Jean was furious but she knew that the meeting was important too so she hold it.

“How is he ?” she asked Sehun as they walked out from Wu Entreprise’s building , Sehun picked her up and they had promised to visit Jongin again. “He’s okay now , though he’s still in comatose status” he said and she sighed. “I shouldn’t have told him to comeback to Korea , he could have spend his lifetime in LA with me and Youngji , he—“ Sehun cutted her off with his finger pressed to her lips. “No , no , he’ll be fine. Okay ? Trust me , baby. Please” Sehun whispered against her ear and she shivered.

His whisper is like a spell on her , it can make her calmer than before.

“Now , let’s go. Youngji might be starving waiting for us” Sehun joked and they both laughed as he drove to the hospital.

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Suho was in his room all alone , he’s been thinking for a day. Since Youngji told him about everything that happened with Jongin. He couldn’t make up his mind , he kept messing around because half of him wants to blame Kris but the other wants to blame Jongin. Both of them have their own mistakes , of course. And Suho never thought that Jongin will got hurt badly , like now.

A knock heard on the door and he straightened up , “Sir , they’re here” a nurse said and he said to let them came in. A couple seconds after that , the other eight EXO members entered his room. Except Kris.

“So , what’s up hyung ? Why did you call us ?” Baekhyun asked him as they had gathered around. “I need to tll you guys something , but please , don’t tell Kris” Suho pleaded and they confused , “What is it ?” Xiumin asked him. Suho sighed and told them everything , from the first one until Jongin’s current condition.

“WHAT ??” Chanyeol shocked , “He’s currently in comatose status since he couldn’t repond to any impulse from the outside. He had awaken this morning but around a couple minutes afater that he has cardiac arrest and he fell into the comatose status again” Suho said and they all sighed hard. They didn’t know that their friend got hurt badly , physically and mentally.

“Is he going to kill himself with those medicines ?” D.O asked and Suho nodded , “Dr.Ahn said yes , wihtout he realize , his subconscious start to ‘writing’ a scenario about he kill himself with those medicine. It’s not schizophrenia but it’s just he himself that already gave up for his life” Suho said again.

“Can we ... visit him ?” Luhan asked carefully , afraid they couldn’t go. “Of course , follow me guys” Suho rose from his seat and they all followed him to Jongin’s building.

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“Hello miss” a nure said to Youngji and she looked at her , “Ah , yes , what’s wrong ?” she asked her. “Do you mind to clean his face ? Since his guardian is here , the guardian can do it alone” the nurse asked her softly and she nodded. Youngji took the small towel and wiped Jongin’s face , he’s seen so fragile and weak. Laying down all day like that is not Jongin’s thing.

“Thank you miss , see you later” the nurse left them room and Youngji stared at Jongin again , “Wake up” she said but just like before , there’s no respond.

A knock heard on the door and she opened it while wondering who’ll visit them except Jean and Sehun , because the two never knock the door. “Y-youngji ?” Lay shocked and she shocked to see the other nine EXO members were present there. “Hey , do you mind if we come in ?” Suho asked and she nodded as she let them in.

As they entered the room , they couldn’t help but broken. Broken for seeing their best friend laying unconsciously on the bed like that , almost lifeless. Youngji smiled faintly as she saw the boys looked at Jongin’s current condition. “H-how ... H-he ....” Tao couldn’t help but cracked up , they sighed and couldn’t understand the situation.

“Suho-oppa already told you , right ? That’s it. It’s real” Youngji said to them , Suho nodded. “How long have you been here ?” Chen asked her , “Two days ago , since he was admitted to the hospital” she said. “Thank you Youngji-ah , really ...” Xiumin said and she nodded , “It’s okay , he’s my best friend after all ....” she smiled to them.

“What is this ?” Jean shocked seeing the other nine EXO members in Jongin’s room , “Hyungs ?” Sehun also confused. “It’s okay , they knew already about what happened” Youngji calmed Jean down and the latter nodded in understanding manner.

“This is why you’re angry at gege ?” Lay asked and Jean nodded , “Of course” she answered. “I-I didn’t know that his condition is this worse” Baekhyun said and the other members nodded in agreement.

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It has been a couple days since the other EXO members found out about Jongin and since then , they began to visiting him regularly and let Youngji went home to refreshing up. Youngji didn’t want to left him but they insisted to , so she couldn’t deny it.

“Morning” Tao and Sehun entered Jongin’s room with some breakfast and the others gathered around to eat it , “Hey guys , guys .... Look” Chanyeol said as he raised the TV’s volume.

“Korean national flower boy , model Kim Jongin or known as Kai has belatedly reported to admitted to Seoul National University Hospital around a week ago. He was reported to had fell unconscious and quickly taken by the ambulance to the hospital. It’s still unknown about what happened with him as our source can’t tell us more about that. Kai’s label and rep didn’t repond to our call and decided not to talk openly to the media about his condition. This news are more convincing as the other friends of him visited the hospital for a couple times already. Designer Janice Kang or also known as Kang Youngji who is his best friend has seen roamed around the hospital a couple times. Until this news come out , we still didn’t know Kai’s condition but come insiders said that he’ still in comatose condition. We deeply hope that Kai-ssi will recover soon and come back to his everyday activity....”

They listened to the news carefully , “Woah , they’re really great at doing this” Luhan shooked his head. “And I bet Kris-hyung and Jaehee already know this , without we telling them” Chanyeol said and they all sighed.

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Jaehee listened carefully to the news that was spoken by the news anchor , “Jongin ?!” she shocked and quickly dialed Kris’ number. “Baby , what happened ?” Kris asked her , “Have you heard aboout it ?” she asked him still worried. “Jongin ? Yeah , a couple minutes ago through the TV. Why ?” he asked her back , “Don’t you think we should visit him ? It looks like the guys has knew about this all along this time and hide it from us” Jaehee said and Kris agree.

After a couple minutes of talking , they agreed to visit Jongin int he afternoon after Kris finished his works.

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“I’m going to get some fresh air ....” Baekhyun said and Chanyeol tagged him along. They were only Lay , Luhan , D.O , and Youngji in the room. Jean and Sehun was buying something for their dinner. Suddenly a knock heard and they all changed their gaze towards the door , Youngji went to the door and opened it. She gasped loudly.

“What ? Why ? Who—“ D.O stopped as he saw Kris and Jaehee standing infront of the door , “K-kris ?” Youngji gasped and without their notice , Jean has came back.“YOU!” she blocked their way so that they couldn’t enter Jongin’s room. “Jean , Jean !!” the others try to stopped her. “NO! Don’t you dare to come in !!” she yelled at the two , Baekhyun and Chanyeol who just left the room had heard her voice and ran back to Jongin’s room only to find Luhan , D.O and Lay holding Jean to stopped her. Sehun who just arrived saw the scene and quickly hold Jean , “Wu Meilin !” he said to her but she struggled  in his arms. “Baek –hyung , Chan-hyung , help me!” Sehun said and the older males quickly help him.

“Take her away fro a while” Lay said and the three nodded , “Let me go ! Let me go !” Jena screamed but they keep dragging her to exited the building. Kris and Jaehee shocked at the scene that just happened in front of them earlier , “Come in” Youngji said to them.

Soon as they stepped in the room , they gasped to saw Jongin laying unconsciously and lifeless on the bed. “Jo-jongin ?” Kris shocked and Youngji nodded , then she asked Lay , Luhan , and D.O to gave the three some time alone. They understood and left the room.

“I shoudl tell you something ...” Youngji said and they three sat together , “Don’t worry , he might won’t hear it ....” Yougnji said again to them. And she began to tell them his story.

“I don’t want to balme you guys , because I know love can’t lie. Don’t balme yourself because it’s he himself who choose to do this. I’m sorry to say , but can you give him a support just like when you guys were younger. Not mocking and hissing at each other , understand him. I’d love to see the original EXO , twelve boys who always having fun together and helping each other. Not this one. And , Jaehee-ssi , could you say something to him ? He might has been waiting for you to say something to him” Youngji smiled and let Jaehee to stand close with Jongin.

Jaehee trembled but she try to speak , loud and clear. “Jongin-ah .... It’s me , Jaehee. I’m sorry for all of my mistakes ... Please , wake up soon. I beg you , we beg you” Jaehee said and Kris rubbed her back to calmed her down. “Thank you , this is mean a lot to him. Though he couldn’t hear it but I’m sure he knew” Youngji smiled to the couple. After a few minutes , they both left and promised to visit him again next time.

As Youngji closed the door , she could hear a voice called her name.

“Youngji-ah .....”

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Jongin’s POV

I swear I could hear the TV loud and clear since someone raise the volume , I know it’s about me. But I couldn’t open my eyes and can’t do anything. It’s like being locked up to the bed. I was awaken all the time since I heard the TV until Youngji talked with Kris-hyung and Jaehee.

I heard Jaehee and I’ve felt what Youngji has done for me. She’s so nice as she kept stay by my side and wipe by face everyday. After a couple tim try to open my eyes , I finally can do it! And the first person who I searching for is .....Youngji.

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Youngji swear she could have fainted as she saw Jongin smiled at her behind the oxygen mask. “J-jongin ?? Jongin ? You’ve awaken now ?” she happily asked him and he nodded faintly. She pressed the alarm and Dr.Jung and a nurse came in. “Kim Jongin-ssi , it’s glad to know that you’ve awaken. We’ll keep watching on your progress , he’s alright miss. Don’t worry” Dr.Jung said after checked Jongin’s condition and then he left the room.

“Oh my gosh , you don’t know how happy am I now! You fraked me out !” Youngji said and a friendly laughing voice heard from Jongin as he requested to Dr.Jung so that they could removed the oxygen mask from his face and they did. “I miss you !” she said again , “I miss you more hahaha ....” Jongin said. “Thank you , Youngji-ah .... For keep staying by my side” Jongin said and she hug him. “Don’t worry , you’re my best friend” she said.

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