A/N Semi-ual content

"Kyungsoo!" 

Kyungsoo turns around and can see Jongdae heading his way.  "Hey, what's up?"

"You look really handsome right now" Jongdae started glaring at him, looking at every little details. He made sure Chanyeol was paying attention.

"Keep your eyes off of him, Chen"  Chanyeol wrap his arms around Kyungsoo.

"Calm down Yeollie, he's not my type. I'm just looking at him" he rolls his eyes at him "And even if he was my type, I wouldn't try to take him away from you, cause he would already be mine by now" He gave a little winked at Kyungsoo and left the couple alone. 

"That damn troll" Chanyeol watch Jongdae disappear within the crowd. Kyungsoo couldn't help but laugh at his comment. Troll! That's exactly what he is!  "Hey do you wanna dance with me?" His attention was  back to Kyungsoo.

"I can't really dance" More like I don't want to. Kyungsoo was good at dancing, not the best, but pretty good. He just doesn't want to bond with Chanyeol through dancing. He knows the effects when it comes to dancing with another person and he's afraid in making that type of connection with an other person ever again.  I can't, not with him...

"I can teach you. I'm an 'Okay' dancer. I'm just very clumsy" He smiles at him, "I used to be in dance competitions with Lay, Jongin, and.....Um" He paused for a good fives seconds "Um but yeah, we used to dance and I was okay compare to those um two, yeah those two" Giving an akward smile to his boyfriend.

What? Kyungsoo couldn't comprehend some of the imformation he just got. Lay and Jongin can Dance! And who's the ther name he was going to say? Wait why was Chanyeol lying to me?! He needed infromation and he's going to get them one way for an other. "Chanyeol do you want to drink" 

"I thought we were going to dance right now?" Looking at the teenagers dancing and having fun.

"Later, I kinda want to loosen up right now" Giving him the most innocent smile ever.

How can I say no to that. "Okay" He gave in.

~~~

"Hey Tao! Have you seen Luhan" Minseok came up to him. Minseok has always seen Tao as his big brother. In fact everyone of his friends thought of him as the "Big Brother".He has always protected them and he even learn wusho in case he had to get in a fight with someone just to his defend his friends. 

Tao was talking one of the Jung sister. Krystal Jung to be precise. They are the most well known and wealthest girls in the school, they also have a horrible reputation. They can get with any guy and get away with many things with their elegant face. Minseok always thought Jongin was bad but once he met the Jung sister, they down right put Jongin to shame."No, but I can help you find him if you want me to" He looks at his friend. 

"Yes, please. It will mean a lot to me"

"Have you forgotten all about me, my cute little panda" she puts her hand up at Tao's chest sliding it down to his stomach seductively.

He quickly moves her hand away from him "I'm not yours so don't talk to me like I'm part of your property" 

"But I thought-"

"Bro's before hoes. Get that straight" He turns to face Minseok with his regular caring face "Lets go"

 Minseok took a small glance at her face and her eyes were wide open and so was  her jaw. Holy crap!  Tao turn to see her too and a small smirk formed on his face."I guess she has never been rejected before" Guess not.

"I'm sorry. That was probably your one and only chance to get with her and I ruined it for you"

"Hey its okay. She was the one who wanted to get with me, and I was going to turn her down alwayways so you actually did me a favor" 

"Oh, then forget about my apology" 

It didn't take them long to find Luhan. He's outside at the Kris' backyard sitting behind a cherry blossom tree sleeping. The cold fall wind made the pink petals fall freely near Luhan's delicate face. The breeze softly push Luhan's hair away from his face exposing his beautiful face. Why is he so lovely.

"Hey Luhan!" Minseok yelled at the boy waking him from his sleep. 

Luhan quickly stood up from his spot and faced him. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to talk to you" He turns to face Tao and smile at him "Can you give us some time alone, Tao"

"Yeah of course" 

Luhan and Tao made eye contact and Luhan mouthed him What's going on, Tao just shrugged his shoulders and mouth back at him I think he knows and left his two friends alone.

"Xiumin before you start yelling at me, I can explain" Luhan began panicking.

"What?" Minseok was confuse at his apology.

"I know I should have told you earlier but I couldn't see you get hurt because I broke our promise" Luhan suddenly became even more hysterical.

 Our Promise? "Wait you broke our Promise, and you weren't going to tell me anytime soon!" Minseok started raising his voice.

"I swear I was going to tell you. I seriously was but I couldn't" He lower his voice at the last few words he said. He felt ashamed at breaking their promise they made a while back. It wasn't like him to keep anything from him, he is his bestfriend.

"And here I was, going to ask you out, but there's no point if you can't keep a small stupid promise" Minseok turn around and started walking away. He can feel tears threatening to escape and his throat begain to harden. Stupid kid. 

"He likes me?" Luhan said under his breath. His heart began to race knowing that his his prayers have been anwers, that every wish he had made was coming true. "Xiumin wait!" He calls out to him. But he didn't wait, he just kept walking further away from him. "Minseok!" 

Minseok stop walking. Luhan never calls him by his real name. It surprise him to hear Luhan calling him that. 

Luhan hugged him from behind and he can smell Minseok's scent. It wasn't strong but sweet, and he liked it. He has always like the way he smells. It was something he always cherish. "Minseok it wasn't a stupid promise, and I'm really sorry I didn't tell you I was afraid I was going to lose you. I thought I was going to lose my bestfriend" He turn the boy's body towards him "I like you. I really, really like you Xiumin, and I have been for a long time now"

Minseok felt his stomach fill with butterflies and his heart soften. Minseok couldn't hold back his tears anymore "I like you too Luhan"

~~~

"K-Kyungsoo lets have " Chanyeol mumble to him. "I-I-I feel soooo right now" He began slipping his hand down his pants.

"Chanyeol don't!" Kyungsoo pulled his hand back. He drank way too much soju. "Chanyeol where do you live?"

"Why? Do you want to me at my house?" He gave Kyungsoo a y smile, or atleast he tired to.

Kyungsoo tried getting his boyfriend drunk enough to tell him about himself, but now he's useless. He's just a hot drunk teenager. He has no use for him right now.

"No! I'm taking you home, you're way too drunk to be here right now" he scan around the living room to look for his cousin but was unable to. "Damn it where's Joonmyun"

"Joonmyun is such a ing retard" What did he just say about my cousin! "Like seriously, he should have known better then to go out with that damn troll"

"What do you mean?" He's my last hope in finding out between my cousin and Jongdae.

"Suho is way to over protective about everything and Chen is the complete opposite. Suho should have known that Chen was going to cheat on him one day. Suho is just too clingy.  Honestly I felt happy when they started dating cause I thought we were all going to be friends again, but things just got worse once they broke up" he let a heavy sigh and tears started dripping down his face"I miss Joonmyun, Sehun, and mostly Baekhyun. I miss them hanging out with us, I just wish things were back the way it was"

I guess even Chanyeol is effect by this. "Lets take you home, okay?" he let out his hand so Chanyeol can grab on to it and he accepted it.

10:43 pm It was freezing cold outside and he has to half carry his boyfriend home. What a drag.

He felt Chanyeol getting heavier by the minute and his shoulders are killing him. "Chanyeol, are we almost near your house?"

"Its just down this street K-Kyungsoo." He sounded very exhausted like he was close to passing out. "God, its so cold" He whisper to himself. He began shivering and it was making  him heavier than he is.

Kyungsoo felt a small vibration coming from his pocket. He wanted to see who was calling him but his half- pass-out boyfriend is pulling him down. Joonmyun is probably worry. He manage to carry him all the way to his house which was thirty minutes away from Kris' house, but to him it felt longer due to the cold and the weight on his shoulders.

"I guess we're here" He lowers Chanyeol, who's already pass out, but doesn't put him down, and knocked at his house door. Is house is pretty big its long with a bay window showing the large living room. Are all Kris' friends rich? A girl came out, she obviously just got out of bed, and was not suprise to see Chanyeol in the state he's in. "Um he's-" 

"I Know" She inturrupted. She seems a little younger than Kyungsoo, probably by an years, and if he remembers correctly, shouldn't she be polite to him instead of rude. "I'm Chanyeol's older sister, Park Yoora" Older!

Kyungsoo has to admit to himself that his sister looks really cute and young. She has short black hair, beautiful big eyes, her face some what resemble Chanyeol's, she has long beautiful legs to show, and an S line. She's definitally related to Chanyeol.

"Its nice to meet you. Um where can I put Chanyeol down, he's kinda heavy" Kyungsoo is strong but carrying a six foot giraffe, forget about it.

"Oh! You can take him to his room" She lets him. Their house smell like cinnamon cookies and he likes it. He was unable to see much due to the lack of lights around the house. "His room is upstairs, to the left and the second door you'll see. Okay?"

"Okay" He replies back to her. Heading towards the stairs he can feel the girl following right behind him. 

"Are you his new friends or something? I don't remember ever seening you here before" He can hear her from behind.

"I'm not his friends, I'm his boyfriend" The stairs didn't show Kyungsoo any mercy.  Dammit Chanyeol what have you been eating! His arms where about to give up on him until he felt some weight lifted of his shoulders. He look to the side and sees Chanyeol's sister helping him out.

"Don't you dare break my baby brother's heart" She shot a glare at him. She got Chanyeol off of Kyungsoo and started heading towards his room. "I'll take care of him from here. You can go"

What was that all about? Kyungsoo headed down stair and left the house. Did I say something that offended her? The cold air hit his face and snap him back to the real world. The walk back to Kris' house was long and keen. He just met his sister and she already hates him. I don't think I want to meet his parents. He let out a heavy sigh and continue walking.

Once he enter the house again he can see the same thing he saw when he first enter the house, but this time Jongin wasn't there. He wasn't sitting on the couch, he wasn't anywhere in living room. He's sleeping with her. That made his heart stop.  Just thinking about him sleeping with "that" girl upset him. 

Why do I feel this way? 
Why should I care for someone like HIm?
I have Chanyeol so why do I have mix emotions for Jongin?  

Kyungsoo found himself in the kitchen drinking volka. Drowning himself in alcohol trying to numb his emotion. He felt like he was walking on air and body felt relax and calm. So this is how it feels. 

Kyungsoo has been to parties back in America but he never really drank much. His friends never allow him to get drunk. They had too much respect for Kyungsoo's father and Kyungsoo's reputaion to allow him do something stupid as getting drunk. 

He stumble across the kitchen all the way to the living room where he bump into his cousin. He can tell that is cousin had a few too much to drink. He was dancing with tall slim boy with copper red hair and not just normal dancing. They we practically glue together from the waist down.

Kyungsoo tap Joonmyun on his shoulder trying to grab his attention. His cousin slowly turn his head toward Kyungsoo and smile at him.

"Kyungsoo good timing my cousin" he grab his arm and pull him forward towards the guy. "Th-This is H-Hyunseung and he's a Beast at dancing" emphasizing on the word beast.

Kyungsoo is stun how sharp his facial feature and his looks are. He has a perfect fine jaw line, his nose is straight edge, his style is amazing, his clothes was not too flashy but also not to blend, and his eyes, his eyes looks fierce and ready to conquer anything in his life. 
Wow Joonmyun, how do you do it? 

"Hey what's up I'm Kyungsoo Do" He burst out his English at him without noticing. Joonmyun elbow him on the ribs and eyed him to apologize to Hyun-seung. "I'm sorry" He said in Korean and he bow at him. He doesn't really know why spoke in English but it just felt right to him.

"It's okay I know a little English, and it's nice to met you too" He told him. His voice is gentle and calming even with the amount of alcohol in his system.

"So what do you what?" Joonmyun attention wa back at Kyungsoo.

"Oh yeah, sorry for not picking u-up the fff-phone. Chanyeol was too drunk to function so just I took him home" He mumbles his words to his cousin. All that booze was making him unfunctionable. Its taking so much of his strenth to just listen to someone talk and to reply back.

Joonmyun tilted his head a bit, feeling a dash of confusion. "I didn't call you. As you can see I was enjoying myself" He turn his head and smile at Hyun-seung who smiled back at him.

Kyungsoo pull out his phone to check who call him. His cousin and Hyun-seung snuck behind him feeling curious in who made that call.

"Who's Hot y Guy From Hell?" Hyunseung asked Kyungsoo.

"More like, who the calls a person like that! Seriously Kyungsoo change it" He grab Hyunseung and went back to dancing.

Jongin called me. But why?  What's his purpose? 

Kyungsoo thought about calling him but he didn't. He was too wasted to even have a proper conversation with anyone right now. All he wants to do is sleep but going home is not an option. He doesn't know if his father is home or not, and his house is a fourty minute walk. He's pretty sure he'll pass out before he makes it to his bed.

He walks upstairs holding on to the stair rails trying his best not to fall. His plan is to look for an empty room and sleep. Every step he took he felt like he was getting close to the second floor but only dissappoint himself when he realize that he walk ten out of the thirty steps. ! Its a never ending staircase.

He thought about giving up and sleep on the stairs but then he felt someone picking him up. He turn his head to only wish he didn't.

"W-What are you doing?"

"I'm takiing you to Kris' room, now calm down before I drop you" He pull Kyungsoo up to a bridal carry postion. 

"Jongin, this is not necessary" Jongin didn't listen to him and kept carrying him up. He notice that Jongin wasn't drunk like Joonmyun has said. He probably drank a bottle of suju but that's it.

Kyungsoo couldn't help but gaze at him. Jongin face is flawless. No scars of any kind, perfect red lips, tender eyes, and has a soft calm expresstion. His neck. His neck is silky wanting attention. Waiting for someone to leave their mark, to mark what's rightfully theirs. 

Jongin quietly open the door and carefully laid Kyungsoo on Kris' bed. His bed is huge for just one person. A giant Chesterfield upholstered sleigh bed with too many blankets on top of each other and three useless pillows Kyungsoo's pretty sure Kris doesn't use. Kyungsoo didn't notice how nice Kris' room looked until now and he's pretty sure he won't remember it the next morning.

"You can sleep here until Joonmyun goes home or something" He told Kyungsoo. He went to the front of the bed and got the bed bench and drag it next to side Kyungsoo is laying at. "I'm going to stay here just in case something happens"

Kyungsoo didn't know how to feel about that. He feels happy that Jongin cares about him, but he feels confuse that just about five hours ago he was being an to him. And he doesn't like the idea in someone watching him sleep.

"Wouldn't Kris get mad?" This is Kris room and Kris is someone he does not want to mess with especially in the state he's in.

"He doesn't sleep here after or during parties" He grab a book under the pillow Kyungsoo was laying on and Jongin began reading.

How can I sleep when he's here. There's not way he can sleep, not when the Kim Jongin was right next to him. He just stare at Jongin for three minutes examining his face and posture. "Kyungsoo if you don't sleep I'll put this book down and you right here and now" He lowers the book exposing his face.

"What!" Kyungsoo can not believe what he just heard. Did I hear right or am I hearing things. 

"Oh come on Kyungsoo! You think I didn't notice that you were looking at me while I was taking you to this room"He finally puts the book down "It gets harder and harder for me to control his urge I have, and You" he poke Kyungsoo at his chest "are making it harder for me"

Kyungsoo couldn't really proccess anything right now. His drunken mind wouldn't let him think properly.

"Look at you Kyungsoo, you're drunk and a hot mess" He removed a strand of hair away from his face and gently cup his right cheek lean to his left ear"And I'm pretty sure you're right now. Am I right?" He whispers to to him.

Kyungsoo had to admit to himself that, that, was the most iest voice he has ever heard. It send shivers down his spine making him flinsh and made his length grow.

"Is that a yes" He smirks down at him.  

"N-No! Don't say such a thing" He pulls away from him. He does not want to admit to Jongin that he can basically turn him on without him trying.

Jongin bit his bottom lip while looking deep into Kyungsoo's eyes trying to lure Kyungsoo in. He laid his hand on Kyungsoo's left leg and slide it up slowly to his hip just missing Kyungsoo's growing part.

Kyungsoo can feel his blood get hotter and hotter by each second, wanting to cotrol him. "W-What do you want from me?" Longing for an aswer.

Jongin gave him a soft smile "The only thing I want is your love"

Jongin pull himself up from his seat and got on top of Kyungsoo, sitting on his thighs. They both look at each other in the eyes and focusing at each others  presence.

Kyungsoo can feel his heart racing and his body tensing up. He knows whats going to happen and he can't stop it, or more like he doesn't want to stop it. Not when Jongin came to him with a mocking hand action. Kyungsoo's instinct only desire Jongin more and more. I'm sorry Chanyeol.

Jongin lift Kyungsoo up to reap his blazer and throwing it on the ground then taking off Kyungsoo's camouflage shirt tossing to the side of the bed. Jongin carefully laid him back and started viewing Kyungsoo's body. He's so perfect. "I'll take good care of you, Kyungsoo" He got both of his hands to unbotton his pant and ped it then using his left hand to slide down Kyungsoo's  boxer breif.

"Jongin-ah" Kyungsoo let out a small moan .

"Don't worry" He lean over to to Kyungsoo delicate neck. He hard enough to pleasure Kyungsoo but not hard enough to leave him a mark. "I won't hurt you"

Jongin continue down his neck to his chest stopping near his to nibble and harder only to leave his terriory on Kyungsoo's chest.

"Aw, that kinda hurts" He looks down.

Jongin smiled at him causing Kyungsoo to blush back at him. "I'm sorry. I'll be more gentle" 

He went down his chest smoothly down to his stomach. He got up and place his right hand on to Kyungsoo's chest feeling his heart beat faster and faster. He shift his down his hand to Kyungsoo's stomach feeling his muscle tense up.

"God Kyungsoo, your body is perfect" He looks at Kyungsoo with steady eyes.

Dammit Jongin "Jongin quit teasing me"

"Oh! So you do want me to you. Well okay then. I'll make sure to put you straight to sleep"

Jongin not-so-gently took off Kyungsoo pant and threw it to the ground. "Oh my god" This amazed Kyungsoo in so many ways.

"We can't turn back now" He simper at Kyungsoo.

Jongin took off his shirt exposing his god-like body but to only get off of Kyungsoo and the bed.

"What are you doing?" He watches Jongin walking around Kris' room.

"Looking for a lub. I don't want to hurt you while doing this" He checks at every drawer and was unable to find it there. "Of course!" He walk towards Kyungsoo and smile at him. He bends down to check under the bed and finds the lubricant bottle. He passed to Kyungsoo and put out happy expression on his face.

"Strawberry flavor. Seriously?" Kyungsoo raised his eyebrow as he barely read the bottle and let out a small laugh.

"Hey don't look at me like that. It's Kris' not mine , but its better then nothing I must say" Jongin climb onto the bed grabbing the Lubricant and rubbing some on his fingers. "Lay back and try to relax. Okay?"

Kyungsoo did what he was told. It wasn't his first time doing this so he knows whats coming. 

Jongin carefully pull Kyungsoo towards him and pull down the only piece of clothing he's wearing. Kyungsoo felt his breathing increasing and his heart racing. 

"Ah" Kyungsoo let out a soft moan. This only fuel Jongin to keep going and going. "J-Jongin" He cried out at him.

Jongin knew it was time. He quickly unbuckle his pants and pull out his length. He put some lub on his hard wanting to be inside Kyungsoo already. This is what I always wanted...He looks at Kyungsoo who was in desperately in need of someone...But not like this. 

Jongin got up, quickly put his away and raise himself from the bed to stand next to Kyungsoo who was still laying on the bed "I'm sorry Kyungsoo, but I can't"

"Jongin please don't do this to me" He can't not right now.

"I'm sorry, I really am but I can't sleep with you not when you don't belong to me" He looks down at Kyungsoo feeling pathetic in what he's done. 

Kyungsoo quickly sat up despict his state "You're telling me that you can't sleep with me because 'I' don't belong to you. Then why the did you sleep with that damn Jongin! Tell me!" 

Kyungsoo throat began to throb, tears started to form, and his body began to shake. He was not only angry but embarrass. How can I let myself get use like this.

"What are you talking about?" Jongin doesn't have any clue he was talking saying. "Please calm down Kyungsoo"

"Don't tell me to calm and don't act stupid Jongin or Kai, whatever you like to be call" He felt his face turing red out of fustration. 

Jongin stare at him for a moment thinking in what he has done the past few hours, and then he remembers. He did have some hard make out action with some girl but he was ually fustrated. "Kyungsoo I did not sleep with any girl, I promise"

"Bull" He got a near by pillow and threw at him. He's just like him. Nothing but  a liar.

"Kyungsoo you're drunk and your hormones are every where, please be rational right n-"

"Leave" 

"What?"

"Leave!" He threw another pillow at him "I want to be alone Jongin"

Jongin tried to approach him and calm him down "But Kyungsoo-"

"Please leave" 

Jongin tried to find any shear light coming for Kyungsoo eyes but couldn't find any. It was full of sadness and anger. There's nothing I can do right now. "Okay"

Once Jongin left Kyungsoo got up and put his clothes back on and laid back on the bed. If you can see me right now, I bet you'll make fun of me, just like you used to. Kyungsoo slowly close his eyes. I miss you....He can feel himself going to sleep. He doesn't have the energy to or the will to message his cousin that he's at Kris' room about to sleep.

....But do you miss me....

A/N

Sorry if I haven't updated for a month. I've been typing little by little and I get easily distracted, also I had to make up some work for school. I will try my best to update as soon as possible. I promise Ill start working on it ASAP c:

I hope you liked this chapter c: These chapters are getting a little too long ,this chapter is half way close to 5k, but I think its better then short chapters. Idk thats just me c:

Sorry for the mistakes in there. 
 

I hope you guys had a Good Thanksgiving a Good Halloween and people who doesn't celebrate these holidays then I hope you guys had a good month with your friends and family c:
Oh and I hope Chanyeol had a great Birthday :D

Anyways, Thanks for reading I'll see on the next chapter c:       

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