The night really came fast I guess. It’s finally the closing ceremony of my school’s Open Day. The opening was done by the acrobatic perfromers from the Empire High School. They really did a great job as the performance got a huge reaction from the crowd. And now, it’s time for my club’s performance. Oh gosh, I really can’t stop trembling. I’m freaking nervous right now, gosh I almost tripped at the backstage. My eyes wandered, hoping that I could find Kyungsoo around the backstage before I’m going up to the stage. Like seriously, I hadn’t saw him since the daylight. Where did he go?

         “Hey,” Jongin made his steps twords me, probably getting ready in his current position before we’re going up to the stage. He raised his brows as he realized that my eyes kept wandering around the backstage.

         “Perhaps, are you finding Kyungsoo-hyung?” Jongin marked, which earned my light nod. I couldn’t help but felt fluttered when I saw his appereance — black outfits, tempting brown locks and a face of a true dancer. A smile crept on his lips, well I felt better after seeing that. “Damn, Do Kyungsoo. Where are you?” I mentally cursed in my  mind because I really couldn’t find Kyungsoo anywhere. Like seriously, it feels really frustrating.

         I heaved a sigh as I turned in front. Gosh, we’re going up to the stage in just few minutes. I tried to calming myself up and cleared my mind with all of the thoughts that can cause me to lose my focus. “Breathe in, breathe out.” I kept muttering that to myself. Jongin chuckled lightly as he saw my action. I just rolled my eyes, like seriously I felt quite pissed off. Jongin won’t face any serious problems since he’s already used with spotlights. But not me.

         It’s such a fortunate that we’re placed on the last line of the queue. We’re going to be the last pair to go up to the stage. Just then I felt a pair of arms were wrapped around my waist. Now, I finally could breathe. Jongin seems quite shocked to see this kind of situation. Gosh, what to do? We’re already be this close.

         “Kyungsoo.” I muttered, probably sounded happy and relieved. I could smell his scent — he smelt like honey and roses tonight. I spun my body as I faced him. A smile crept on my lips as I saw Kyungsoo in his neat attire, black tuxedo and a cute bowtie around his neck. Aw, he looks so handsome tonight.

         “Like seriously, where have you been? I couldn’t even find you.” I said to Kyungsoo in a sulked tone. Kyungsoo just smile, “I’m sorry.” But then I don’t really mind it. As long as he met me before I walked up to the stage, I’m really okay with it.

         “Come, I want a hug from my fairy-godmother,” I said as I spread my arms to him. Kyungsoo chuckled lightly while ruffling my hair softly. He couldn’t ruin it as much as he can because I would probably face a problem on the stage if my hair was in a mess. Kyungsoo leaned in as he pulled me in his arms. Gosh, it feels nice — My worried just gone in a whooosh.

         “Ehem.”

         Jongin’s fake cough just brought me into reality. Gosh, I almost forgot his existance. Well, blame Kyungsoo for that. Kyungsoo broke the hug, gosh I could see that his cheeks were currently burning. My bestfriend is so cute.

         “Sorry that you had to watch our childish act, Jongin.” Kyungsoo apologized. I didn’t even mutter any words as I felt quite embarrassed. Like seriously, I just can’t help it. Being with Kyungsoo really makes me felt comfortable, so it’s kinda hard for me to control myself.

         “Wow, you guys are totally adorable.” Jongin complimented, which makes me felt more embarrassed. Damn, why must this happened to me?

         “Bear with us Jongin. Please take care of my princess on the stage, okay?” Kyungsoo said, pinching my cheeks softly like he always did. I threw him a glare, I knew that he’s teasing me. I cheeks were burned up, gosh blame the freaking Do Kyungsoo.

         “I will, hyung. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure that she came back safe and sound.” Jongin gave him a ‘okay’ sign with his fingers. Wow, two of them really got along well. It’s rare to find any ‘senior-junior’ relationship like this.

         “Alright then, I’ll see you later.” Kyungsoo said, bidding his goodbye before he went to the other side of the backstage. Probably, rehearsing for his performance. What a busy guy, he’s getting through alot today.

         “Here we go,” I mumbled as I looked up to Jongin. It’s finally our turn to go up on the stage; Thumps, thumps, thumps. My heart couldn’t stop beating, my hand reached for the star pendant of the locket that was wrapped around my neck. The locket that Kyungsoo gave to me. It’s weird. It feels like I just gained some energy from it. It feels magical.

         “One, two, three.” I counted, both of us stepped on the stage. Both of us started to dance, like both of us already practiced. The loud applause from the crowd could be heard and some fangirling squeals really makes my heart jumped. The stage felt amazing when both of us joined the others. Jongin really led me well, we’re the best partners to be truth. I could feel that all of the eyes were on us. It made me felt nervous but then it didn’t take long for me to be immersed in the dance steps. The other members cooperated well, and the performance went really smooth as planned. Magnificent.

         “Thank you!” All of the Dancing Club members gathered in the middle as the perfromance ended. The loud applause came again as we bowed together in sync. Of course, all of us were happy since the audience enjoyed our performance very much. And yes, Jongin’s fangirls would be quite pissed off.

         “Well done, partner!” Jongin approached me as we came down to the stage. I couldn’t help but smile. For the first time, I felt really amazing. Even though it might be the most nerve-wrecking moment for me, but then I really enjoyed it.

         “I could never do it well without you,” I said to him, praising his dance as well. After that, we went to join our club’s members for a group hug, summing that everyone did well. The happiest one would be, Taemin who was the club president. Afterall, he said that he really satisfied with the performance and he felt really proud of us. And after that, we’re dismissed since we need to exit the backstage and finally sit at the audience’s seats which exclusively prepared. It was a huge advantage to be one of the performers tonight. At least, I could still watched Kyungsoo’s performance in a very great view.

         “Come, let’s go together. Hyung told me to take a good care of you well.” Jongin said. I literally rolled my eyes, but then I just tagged along with him. I hope that his fangirls won’t be mad.

         We took the seat which was in the second row and middle one. Wow, it’s really nice since both of us could see the stage well. It almost felt like attending the musical recital. Jongin and I sat beside each other, which surely made me felt super happy. Oh god, did I even deserve this?

         “Hey,” Jongin nudged at me. I turned to him while raising up my brows. “What is it?”

         “It’s going to be Kyungsoo-hyung’s stage later.” Jongin said, probably reminding me that. I smiled as I felt thankful to him. Now my eyes were plastered on the stage. The stage went dark at once before some shimmering white light shone above it. And then, my eyes quickly spotted Kyungsoo who was sitting in front of a piano. To be truth, I didn’t even know what kind of performance that he will perform tonight. He didn’t even to tell me though. He kept saying that it should be secret since it’s a surprise.

         “And now, for the last performance of the night we present you.. The Music Club of Imperial High which is lead by Do Kyungsoo!” The MC announced. I couldn’t help to control the happiness in myself as Kyungsoo’s name was chanted.

         And just in time, the stage was full of the Music Club members with various kind of instruments. I could see the proud expression on Kyungsoo’s face. For a moment, I just wanted too look at him. My eyes didn’t left his figure for even once. He stood up from his place with a microphone in his hand and walked to the middle of the stage.

         “Hello everyone, I’m Do Kyungsoo.” His greeting were replied with a loud applause from the crowd. Geez, he’s so popular. His heart-shaped smile never leave his lips as he glanced towards the crowd. Kyungsoo looked so happy, which also made me happy.

         “Today, would be the most meaningful day for me. And as you guys knew, I would leave the school as soon by the end of the month. It’s such an honour for me since I still have a chance to even pull up a farewell stage.”

         The audiences gave him a loud applause. The moment when he presented his speech I almost couldn’t breathe well. My heart clenched like hell. It felt so hurts. I wanted to cry so bad but then I endured it. No, I won’t cry. Not during his farewell stage. I want to look happy as him.

         “Just bear with it.” I said to myself. Suddenly I could feel a hand reaching mine. It feels so warm for a while and I felt quite better. I glanced to my left to find a worried Kim Jongin. “Are you okay?” I clasped my lips, not knowing what kind of answer that should I gave. Deep inside, I felt so terrible. It feels like killing me. The word ‘leaving’ keep appearing in my mind.

         “No, Son Naeun. Control yourself, for Kyungsoo’s sake.” I mentally made a note to myself. It might be his last stage in this school, but not to me.

         “Yeah, I’m okay.” I said, reassuring him with a smile. I turned to the stage again. Kyungsoo was still there, making his farewell speech. Jongin’s hand left mine as he was sure that I’m okay. I felt really grateful since Jongin understood my current situation.

         “It might be our farewell tonight, but then the other days will come. I hope that we still can meet in the other time. Thank you, Imperial High really meant alot to me. Thank you for all of the great memories.” He said as he bowed in 90 degree. He earned another loud applause before he walked back to his place, in front of the piano. With that, the performance started. It really feels nice, the instruments blended well together. Kyungsoo played the piano with all of his heart, his face really focused. Being immersed in the music which sounds quite melancholic, probably suited the farewell theme. I couldn’t help but smile eventhough I’m sad. Kyungsoo did a great job. I let out a light chuckle when I remembered how messy his mind was when he arranged all of the notes during last few weeks. He’s really in a mess. But then it really turned out great. Kyungsoo is amazing, he really knows how to work his magic well. “Damn. He’s the best fairy-godmother, ever.”

         The music came into a stop as the performance ended. The audience were really in awe by the great performance. Loud applauses could be heard everywhere. The other members left the stage one by one in a very neat way, leaving only Kyungsoo on the stage. After for a while, Kyungsoo stood up from his place, taking the mic again. It seems like he’s going to have another round of speech. During the whole performance, I just smiled and smiled. But my innerself was crying so badly. Gosh, I really want to cry so bad.

         The crowd’s attention was on Kyungsoo who was having a mic in his hand. He walked to the middle again, confidently. Well, that’s my Kyungsoo. He cleared his throat before speaking, “Everyone must be surprised right? All of you must thought that the peformance already ended, right?”

         The crowd finally answered him with a loud ‘yes!’ and he lightly chuckled, showing off his heart-shaped smile. Gosh, he looks so cute on the stage. I could never imagine Kyungsoo being like this on the stage, in front of everyone. I could hear some of girls squealing at the back.

         “Well... As I said, tonight would be a really special night so I’ve prepared a special performance. Thank you for all of the teachers for improving this,” He bowed quickly. I watched him with a very surprised expression my face. Jongin nudged at me, “Did he even tell you this?” I literally shook my head off.

         “This special performance was dedicated to someone who is really special to me. And, it’s such an honour to have a chance to perform in front of everyone.” The moment he said that, I barely could breathe. It’s because his eyes were on me, when he said ‘someone who is really special to me’. I swore on that, his eyes were on me. I felt quite touched as he still could find me even though I’m crowded by the other people. Then it hits me — Wait, does that means the ‘special someone’ is me?

         “Ah, and yes. As I said that this song is dedicated to someone special. Indeed, yes. She’s really special. I really hope that everyone can realize it too. And I also want to use this chance to thank her for lighting up my days. I hope that she could be stronger and happier when I left. Because... When she’s happy, I’m happy.”

         I stared Kyungsoo with an unbelievable expression on my face. His eyes straightly stared mine. God, is this even real? My eyes started to water. I almost can’t believe that Kyungsoo actually planned this. Damn, how can’t I resist it?

         “I hope that she’ll enjoy the performance as well. Thank you again for giving me this great chance.” He said, bowing again for the last time before the stage went up dark again. The crowd did their job well, giving him loud applauses and some ‘fighting’ words.

         The stage was dark yet I can hear it clear and well; “It’s for you, my Princess.” Damn. Why must Kyungsoo tortured me like this. Like seriously, my tears finally slipped from my eyes when the white light started to shine above him. The music started to play and he’s getting ready to sing.

         Don’t hesitate another minute,

         Please take away my heart,

         Yes, the sharper the better,

         The night that even moon has closed her eyes.

         If it were any other man,

         If it were a single verse taken from a comedy,

         Burn all the scars you’ve exchanged for that love.

         Baby don’t cry tonight, after the darkness passes,

         Baby don’t cry tonight, it’ll become as if it never happened,

         You’re not the one to disappear into foam,

         Something you never shoul’ve known,

         So baby don’t cry, my love will protect you.

         (Baby Don’t Cry — EXO)

         Damn, I was drenched in tears. I really can’t help it. I really can’t. Oh god, why must this happened to me? I couldn’t stop sniffing. My sweater was already drenched with tears as it kept dripping. During thid moment, I couldn’t bear myself to even look at him. “Kyungsoo...” I wanted to scream his name as much as I can but I really couldn’t. In the end, I screamed his name in my mind.

         Jongin in the other hand tried to calm me by patting my shoulder. No, it really didn’t help though. I kept crying and crying like as if there’s no tomorrow. Damn, please blame Kyungsoo for this. The performance finally ended. And Kyungsoo received some respect from the crowd as there’s few of them were clapping their hands while standing. Kyungsoo finally the stage, which also meant that the ceremony already ended. It’s time to go home. But I just can’t.

         “I want to find Kyungsoo.” I said as I stood up from my place. Jongin looked at me while rising up his brows. He hesitately stood up from his place too, he’s looking quite unsure. “Er.. Are you going to meet him with those wet eyes?” He pointed at my eyes. Yeah, I almost forgot about that. Gosh, I just couldn’t stop crying. It’s driving me crazy. I quickly wiped my eyes with my sleeve.

         “Did I look okay?” I asked for his opinion. Yeah, I shouldn’t meet Kyungsoo in my fragile state. He might felt sad then. Jongin nodded lightly. “Come. Let’s go. I need to bring you to him safely.” I chuckled lightly upon Jongin’s remarks. He really took care of me well, he really did like Kyungsoo said, “Take care of my princess well,”

         It’s quite difficult to find a way to the backstage since the crowd just dismissed. After for a while, we finally managed to enter the backstage. My eyes wandered, finding Kyungsoo’s figure. But to no avail, I couldn’t find him.

         “Hey, he’s there!” Jongin said, pointing at a figure who’s sitting on a chair in a waiting room. Thank goodness that Jongin found him. “Thank god that you found him!” I said. Jongin stared at me with a smile, softly patting my shoulder. “Go, both of you need to catch up. I guess that I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?” I slightly nodded and left Jongin. But before that, I didn’t forget to utter my thanks to him for taking care of me for the whole day. I really enjoyed his company and being his partner was the best thing that happened to me.

         “Kyungsoo!” I shouted his name as I stepped into the waiting room. Thank goodness that the others already dismissed and there’s only both of us inside the room. Yeah, Kyungsoo would go home really late tonight I guess. He needs to make sure all of the stuffs were cleared and arranged neatly.

         “Hey,” He greeted me with a smile but then it really didn’t last long as he spotted my swollen eyes. A worried expression was plastered on his face as he approached me, shoving m in a hug. “You didn’t cry, don’t you?” He asked, he’s sounding quite tense. A thin smile crept on my lips. Gosh, really. I felt so tired because of crying tonight.

         “I’m so sorry. I did.” He hugged me even tighter when he heard my answer. Of course, he would feel sorry because of this. But thanks to him, I felt happy and sad at the same time. “Sorry,” He whispered through my ear.

         “Don’t be.” I said as I broke the hug. I know that Kyungsoo felt sorry for making me cried. Oh come on, his real intention was just to make me felt happy. It’s just me who felt sad. But still, I’m happy though.

         “Thank you.” I said to him. He stared at me with a glad expression on his face. I could tell that he’s feeling happy. “It’s a great stage. And a great song too,” I continued to praise him. He really worked hard to perform it charmingly.

         “I’m glad that you like it. But then why are you crying?”

         “Stupid. How can’t I? Don’t you know how beautiful it sounds? How sad it was?” I said while punching his chest lightly.An urge to break into tears came again yet I tried hard to endure it. I clenched my fist, hard.

         “Don’t be like this.” He said, lifting my chin up. He stared into my eyes. His eyes looked sad, he looked like as if he’s in pain. And it hurts my heart alot. Why Kyungsoo? Why? Gosh, I really can’t endure it anymore. Damn.

         “Sorry.” I muttered before slamming my face on his chest. Oh crap. I broke into tears. Blame Kyungsoo, like seriously. God, what should I do right now? I really can’t let him go. No, I really can’t. My heart won’t let me to.

         “Soo...” I cried. I could feel that his hand softly patted my hair and my back. We stayed like that for a while. It’s such a relief that there’s no one except us there. “Cry as much as you want. Cry right now,” He whispered, and I did. I cried out loud while clenching to the hem of his tux.

         I don’t care if I would be late home. Jihae might be mad at me but that’s not the real matter right now. I don’t care if she wanted to ground me for a month, I don’t care. All I care was my last time with Kyungsoo. What I cared the most right now was him; The one who I will miss the most.

         “Naeun?”

         “Hmm?”

         “Promise me something, will you?”

         “What is it Soo?”

         “Promise me that you’ll not going to cry after I left. Don’t you ever.”

         “Alright. I promise.”

         Like always, our pinkies were entwined. Gosh, how I wish the time could stop for a while. I want to stay like this for the rest of my life. For God’s sake, I really need Kyungsoo in my life.

         “Don’t worry. Your life won’t be that miserable after I left. I promise that,” He suddenly said. I couldn’t understand his words yet I nodded lightly.

         “Don’t worry Kyungsoo. I promise that I won’t disappoint you,” I said. Kyungsoo felt relieved as he flashed his heart-shaped smile. “That’s my girl.” He pinched my nose playfully. I stopped crying for a while. Gosh, I almost suffered from headache as I cried alot for today. Yet, I’m okay. As long as I still had a shoulder to cry on, I’ll cry.