Yuna went to the living room and sat down on the couch beside Luhan. He looked at her and sighed. It was awkward. No one was blunting a topic. And so Luhan initiated,

"How are you?"

Yuna was startled. She didn't expect Luhan to speak to her like that, she has been used to his cold and rude attitude for this whole week.

"I'm okay..." She answered.

"Isn't it hard for you?" Luhan asked and so she shifted her gaze to him.

"What hard? Nothing's hard. Oh, yes, there is. The vomiting in the morning, the times when the food has acrid smell and--"

She was cut off when Luhan suddenly spoke,

"Seeing me with Seohyun.."

That shut her up. She could feel the tears weighing on her eyelids and so she closed her eyes, "Do you really love her?" She asked.

"I do."

"What about me?" She asked, sadly.

"You know that we're just friends."

A slap in the face. That was the most distinct term for it. Luhan's words were belittling her. It was painful. But she has to accept it.

"Does she love you too?" She blurted query.

"No. But--"

"You're dying for someone who doesn't love you. While someone is already dead, trying to please you."

And this time, it was Luhan who was lost of words.

She couldn't bear the pain anymore. She slowly stood up and went back againinside her room. It was hurting her. She felt a slight pain inside her stomach.

As she entered, she thought again to play some music in the radio to ease the pain and the problems she was having. She scrunched her nose and furrowed her eyebrows as she gently placed her hand on her tummy, rubbing it gently.

"Baby, mommy's in pain. Don't add more to it, okay? I love you.. My angel.."

I can't, it hurts, please don't do this

If you get to know me, I'm a small and soft girl

You're bad, I hate you, can't you really see me?

Look at me, I want to be inlove with you

She closed her eyes as she slowly sat down on the bed. She crumpled the bedsheet slightly, she was in so much pain.

I'm smiling but why am I crying?

I'm here but where are you looking?

Look at me, calling you from behind

Yuna couldn't help but p