“How is his condition now, doctor?” Their manager asked after the doctor come out of the room. He came along after received the phone call from Leeteuk.

“He’s ok now but he need to rest more” the doctor replied.

“But he even fainted.  What’s wrong with him?” Kangin asked.

“He is too tired. Maybe he has a lot of stress recently and can’t sleep well. He is so weak right now so don’t make him too tired and make him rest more. Oh, don’t do or say something that make him sad or angry because his mental condition is not good right now and you guys can visit him but don’t bother him too much. I’ll excuse myself then” the doctor explained and they all thanked and bow to him.

“Now, can someone tell me what’s happen?” the manager asked

“He’s just too tired, hyung” “Don’t try to hide it from me. I can see all of you are hiding something from me. Now tell me when I’m being good, now”

“Hyung,  I will tell you and other members when we back at the dorm but not here. I promise” Leeteuk said.

“What else we don’t know hyung?” Yesung asked “You will know soon and hyung you take them back to the dorm first, I don’t think it is a good idea that we all gather here. The reporter will notice this for sure”

“OK, I will wait for you there then” “Ne, and Siwon you stay here, I have something to tell you”

Siwon just nod and other members go back with their manager.

“You know you hurt him so much, right?” Leeteuk spoke up after a long silence

“I know…” “No you don’t know at all” he said and turn to face Siwon that is still staring at the sleeping diva on the bed since they enter the room till now.

“What do you mean hyung?” he turned to face the leader too.

“Why didn’t you confess your feeling towards him before the condition become this bad?” Leeteuk asked looking straight into his eyes “…and don’t be so surprise because it’s not the surprise yet”

“…” Siwon silence made him continues.

“Do you know how much he loves you?” Siwon widen his eyes. Is he just heard thing wrong? Or is he dreaming now?

 “Surprise right? Maybe he loves you longer and more than you did but he just do nothing and acts normal because he is confused about his heart and your heart. Besides, he saw you went on blind date too so he thought it was impossible that you would love him back so he just let that feeling go”

“Is …is he tell you that?” “Who am I? Of course he didn’t tell me. Who do you think he is to tell everyone what he feels? I just use my eyes that you guys don’t have”

 “Leeteuk… stop” said Heechul with a weak voice.

“Oh you’re awake?” “What have you tells him?” Heechul asked with a worried (you can also use anxious) voice.

“Everything that I know” “Seriously what are you doing?” he raised his voice but it’s seems he doesn’t have much strength now

“Because I think you should talk about this with him and I’m going to buy something for you so you two can talk comfortably” “No, hyung…” but there is no sign of Leeteuk already.

“aish, really” “Heechul”

“I’m your hyung” he corrected Siwon

“Ok hyung, can we talk now?” “Are you singing right now?”

“Hyung, don’t be like this, we both know that we need to talk” Heechul didn’t say anything and he understands that he can continue now

“Why didn’t you tell me?” “Tell what?” he asked but still turning his face away from Siwon

“Tell that you love me?” “Is it important?” “OF COURSE, because if only I knew it earlier, I don’t need to hurt you this much”

“How can I tell you Siwon? When I saw you dated with those girls, it’s hell already. So how can I handle it if I open my mouth and you hate me or disappear forever?” Heechul didn’t realize that the warm tears had falling to his cheek already. When he thought about those moments, it’s hurt him so much.

“But now you know that I love you right? So, we can love each other from now on and I promise that I will not leave you and hurt you anymore”

“How much can you keep your promise? How can I believe you? You don’t have a family? You don’t afraid that it’s will risk your life? Don’t tell me that you didn’t think about those things because I don’t believe you” he still didn’t look at Siwon

“You’re right, but no need to believe me now. I’ll show you myself if it can make you accept me, Heechul please…” finally he turns his face towards Siwon just to see how warm his eyes are

Heechul didn’t say anything else because of the tears that start to fall nonstop now

“Shush, hyung please accept me and I will take care of you forever, I promise” Siwon shushed his love and hugs him so tightly

“Let’s me think about this, give me some times Siwon” he said after calming himself down

“OK OK, it’s ok hyung, you don’t need to tell me now. I will wait for your decision till the end”

TOK TOK TOK they both separated when they heard the knock on the door

“Eat first Heechul. You are so weak now and after that we can go back to the dorm” he said with a genius smile and Heechul knows so well the meaning of those smile

“How much have you heard?” “You said” hummm he heard everything, heechul thought

“Hyung, you ok?” Donghae is the first one that greets him when he arrived

“I’m better now Hae” said Heechul with a smile

“Umm Heechul you go to your room and rest but you two stay here, we need to talk”

“No hyung, I should stay because it’s my problem too” Heechul told his manager and he’s allowed to stay.

“Have a sit then” they all sat down as ordered

“They have told me what they know about your arguments but Leeteuk seem to know more than them so I want to know more”

“It’s…” “Hyung, let’s me explain by myself” Siwon come up with a courage voice

“Don’t…” Heechul look at him with hesitate eyes but Siwon just smile and took his hand with him and kiss them earning a surprise looks from the others and Heechul try to take back his hand but it’s seem he is still weak so he gave up

“I love him” “We know that and…” “And I’m an idiot that don’t know he was in love with me longer and more than I do” They all gasped with widen eyes

“Hyu… Hyung it’s true?” Kyuhyun asked

“…” his silence answered them

“So you two…” “No” “Huh?”

“Now I’m tired and don’t want to discuss about this issue and want to rest too” Heechul changed the subject

“Oh yeah… yes hyung you should rest, your face is so pale. Let me help you” said Donghae and then he help His hyung walk to his room

“What had he said, Siwon?” “He said he wanted to think more, he said give him time as he is not ready and he also tell me to think again about my future but doesn’t he love me too?”

“He’s right Siwon” Manager said “Think about your future and your family, if they know about this, can they accept it?”

“EunHae can be real couple and if I’m not wrong fans also want them to get married but why can’t I?”

“Siwon ah my parents also joint EunHae fanclub but how about your parents and beside you are their prince so how can they let you to have a relationship with a boy?” Eunhyuk reasoned

Yes how can they accept it? He thought then stand up and about to leave the dorm

 “Where do you want to go now?” Donghae ask

“I need to do something for my love” and then he gone

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Sorry for not update last week i was busy but i decide to write kyumin one-shot fanfic "If you really happy... I can"

here the link http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/833813

hope you guys enjoy