“Siwon-ah come and eat breakfast, you don’t eat anything last night right?”

“Yes, hyung ” he went to sat down and when he about to eat ..

“What we have this morning?” Siwon can’t breathe when he hear those delicate voice behind him so he stud up “where are you going? You don’t even eat yet”

“Oh, sorry hyung, I just remember that I have schedule” “but from I remember you don’t have schedule till tomorrow evening, Siwon. Am I right?” Leeteuk curious eyes made him cool “oh, you right hyung but it’s about my personal schedule with some client and I don’t want to be late ,so see you at evening hyung and guys also” after he bit them goodbye he left the dorm immediately and for god know where he should go till evening.

“Its ‘odd” “what odd, hyung, my breakfast have problem??”

“No, Wookie. It’s nothing I just imagine thing” and he smile so small

***

“Only one week till the super show come, so boys prepare and practice hard, ok??”

“Ne” everyone complies

“Ne, oemma” *Pak* Eunhyuk's answer earning the smack from Leeteuk

“Ughh its hurt, hyung” he wench while massaging his head “who tell you to call him like that, it’s serve you” Kangin insult made everyone laugh

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“Ahh… it’s kill me , my leg worn out now” Heechul cry out

“It’s because you don’t work out much hyung”

“Yes hyuk it’s right , you should work out with us sometime” Leeteuk suggest his oldest dongsaeng

“Humm, maybe I should go sometime” other member faced each other “hyung, are you sure?” donghae ask curiously “why? Don’t you guys suggest me?” “Since when that you listen to other suggestion, especially when it’s come to work out issue, you always reject to join and what now? ” Kangin reminded “what a big deal? Your idea not beds either” “you change hyung” “I’m not, Donghae-ah” but when he looks around all member eyes are focus on him “what with you guys? So u all think like that too?” all of them just nod… silence ... “aishhhh, it’s not like I’m change to the monster, ok???” “Yes, whatever , at least you agree to come with us next time” everyone smile even they almost out of breath; the result from the practice for who know how many time

“Hey! Siwon? You came? Manager hyung asked for you since you don’t have much time practice much these day” Sungmin reason out to his dongsaeng “oh, sorry hyung, I was busy but it’s done now and I can practice by myself, don’t worry” yes he can't practic with member more then a week now since that day and he don't come to dorm often also

“what are you talking about? We are here so why you practice by yourself? Come and join us, so we can get along well with dance step” hyuk pule his arm friend to join them “but...” “no but, come and practice” Heechul said with annoyed voice “oh . o.. ok ” he hesitate but still joint them

“Cut!! Let’s break…boys let’s break for a minute” Leeteuk shout out after they practice for many time but don’t get it right and the reason is … Siwon

“siwon-ah, what with you today? Why you forget lots of dance step” came a worry voice of his friend; Hyuk “sorry, guys… I … I don’t know why but I can’t focus today” “Not only today if I’m not remember wrong, few day ago when practice with us you always panic too but just today it’s even worse” Heechul insult with impatient sound and annoying face

“Sorry” a hopeless voice comes from Siwon mouth

“Focus more if you feel sorry” Heechul insult again

“Ok! Ok! Standup and practice again” Leeteuk suggest before the atmosphere getting worse

“You guys go on, I have the schedule this evening, I’m so tired and want to get some rest before schedule” Heechul reason out and head to the exit door. Everyone it’s too tired to think of anything so they just go on practice

‘Sorry hyung, I need to build the distance from you until I can delete you from my heart and I’ll be comfortable around you again, but when and how? I already miss you now’ Siwon sight for the nothing time while a bottle of water in his hand after practice

“What are you thinking about?” Eunhyuk interrupted his thought

“Nothing” “don’t lie to me, everyone can see that you are not fine, tell me what is the problem?”

“Where is everyone else?” “Some back dorm and some have schedule tonight, and don’t change the topic, Siwon” “I don’t want to discuss about this” he answer with dried sound

“It’s by any chance related to Heechul hyung?”

“Why u think that?” Siwon open his eyes a bit but don’t show any farther

“It’s because u and Heechul hyung’s agued last time, but don’t it’s solved that day already?” yes it's show clearly that Siwon try to don't bump to Heechul since that little accident start

“It’s relate but it’s not about that day …”

“So what is it Siwon that you ignoring me these day???” Heechul voice interrupted their conversation

Siwon panic when heard his voice and face him with shocked eyes

“Oh hyung , I think you have a schedule?”

“yes Hyuk, I have but I come here to get my  stuff that I forget and  now I think I have one more reason to come here” he said while stare at Siwon direction

He drop his face when his eyes met with the diva eyes

“But maybe after I back from schedule” he said and when he about to leave the practice place look back again and said “and I hope I see you in dorm this evening” then he leave there

 “Siwon, you should speak with him clearly and find the solution soon, super show comes next week and if you two still like this we cannot perform well and hyung and you have some fan service part too. Hummm just think how you two can get along again and if you need any help tell me” Siwon just nod and Hyuk patchd his shoulder few times and leave there too

Siwon sigh even louder now, how can he tell him that he love him and this love can destroy everything??