“Good job heechul-ah” some of the staff said to heechul

“What you expect else, I’m Kim Heechul after all” he smirk to the staff and they all laugh at this diva-like person. Of course, what they expect? Heechul always did the great job and increase rating of viewer every time he joins the progress.

“Where you want to go now? Should we have the small party?” his manager suggest

“No need hyung, I’m tired and want to get some rest” Heechul comply with not very pleased when he thought about dorm. Dorm? To rest? How can he rest when he know he have something to solve otherwise he can’t sleep again.

‘’Hummm’’ he sighed out loud earning the glance from his manager but he decide to don’t ask because he know it will earn no answer from the diva

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“Should I tell him? Or should I keep this feel? UGHHH HUMMM” He sighed for the nothing time, fortunately that he is alone in the dorm now since other member have their individual schedule.

“Can I make some excuse and go out too?”

“Why? Don’t want to meet me?” the voice come behind him and he know clearly who is the owner

“Oh, no hyung, what u mean by that?”

“So, why u want to make an excuse for go out?” Heechul dried voice scared him

“It’s just… ” You can’t siwon, you can’t say it, just keep it in a little more, maybe next time but not now

“Just what?” “Hyung, can we not speaking about this and act normal as before?”

“Siwon look, you are the one that act weird not me so it’s should be me to said this sentence not you”

“So, can we?” Heechul look at siwon’s eyes, they’re full of secret, regret pleading and … what is it call? Love?

“Siwon, you also know that our concert are coming soon and we have lots of part to perform together and what about you? When practice with me you always have the mistake and…”

“I’ll try my best and …”

“Try your best doesn’t mean is always come out good, siwon” he raised his voice and continues

“You think I don’t know that you are avoiding me all the time since those day? You think I don’t know when you said you have the personal schedule but you always end up sitting in the coffee shop or library just to drink coffee or read the old book?”

“Why…?”

“Why I know that? It’s not important now and you need to tell me why you always do that? Am I really not comfortable for you like this?”

“It’s not like that hyung…”

“So why???” he raised his voice more “Why you don’t descript it then? You want me to get far from you or whatever you want just open your prince mouth, siwon.”

“Heechul hyung, I really don’t have mood to discuss now so…”

“So when you have your ing time for this huh?” he can’t stand anymore, it’s piss him off

“Do you want to know the reason this much?”

“YES, and don’t make any excuse again and”

“YES YES YES , I’m not comfortable with you, don’t you know that you are so annoying all the time and whenever you are around me it’s really uncomfortable and I can’t breaths well too, SATISFY?” He shout to Heechul and for god know how much he regret after he did it

“…”

Silence ……

So it’s his reason? I’m so annoying? He can’t breaths just because I’m near him?  That’s why...

“Thank you for saying the truth and from now on no need to worry and try to get away from me because I’ll do it myself” he said and turning his back to him just to see all the member standing silently for god know when they arrived and how much they heard

“Hyung” Siwon regret after he said those things to heechul and try to solve it but he don't have any excuse so just let it go

When he about to leave the living room not even face to siwon again he said “and I don’t want to become the reason why you can’t practice so don’t worry, I’ll try to don’t show up in front of you until super show come” then he left to his own room

“Siwon, even I’m your friend but I need to say you are too much” Donghae said and follow Heechul to his room

“I don’t say anything since I don’t know what you two said before we come but at least he is your hyung after all” Leeteuk said while trying to not blamed his donsaeng

“I’m sorry” Siwon drop his head

“The one you should sorry not us. Siwon.” Sungmin just said to his dongsaeng normally but it’s feel like a big blaming for Siwon

Siwon just nod and said “But not now” and then he leaves the dorm again

All member look at each other and try to think of solution because they can’t be like this in concert, fans will see it for sure

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“Hyung” just when he gets in to his room Donghae voice follow him

“I want to be alone, Donghae ah”

“But hyung, you know you can speak with me”

“I’m ok Hae ah” he said and smiles so small

“Humm OK hyung, I’ll make some ramyun for you then” he smiled to his cute little dongsaeng

“No need Hae, I don’t hungry and beside your ramyun last time it’s not very good also”

“Hyung…” “Hahaha, just kidding, thank you donghae ah, you make me laugh now so go and get some rest my bro, you look worse than me”

“Ok hyung but you rest too, you look like zombie now” he said and smile cutely to his hyung then he left the room

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Tok Tok Tok

“Hae I said I want to be alone”

“It’s me” Leeteuk voice make him jump of the bad and open the door

“Hyung?” “Yes, it’s me” and walk in without hearing the permission

“It’s hurt?” the leader ask after a short silence

“Hurt what?” “Don’t try to hide it, Heechul.”

“What do you mean?” he really don't know what it was mean

“You love him, don’t you?”