It’s been 6 days since the last time he hang out with Heechul, he missed him so much but he has no choice only to engaging to his super busy schedule as so Heechul did.

“Ok, everyone on set, it’s time now” The director said and cut his thought of missing his lover to focus on the firm, however just tomorrow he will back to see his lover again, thinking of that he smile and preparing himself for shooting .

In the other hand Heechul was busy to memorize the MC script in his hand that given by the writer of the show gave him when he arrived 1hour ago. After make-up and make his hair done he when on set and prepare for the show that have his appearance as special MC tonight and as expect he did the great job that earned the attentions and surprise from the co-MC , the guest and the audients when he have an beautiful opinion about love story that one of the viewer sent to the show for solution and all surprised when Heechul that known as the cold-hearted and not serious in the relationship have the warm and meaningful advise to the audients and they all feel his sincerely and love in his every words but no one recognize the sorrow in his eyes while he said those word that all meaning to himself more than everyone, no one see it beside the one who standing silently watching him with the pity and heartbroken expression.

“Yeah, you are right Heechul-shi. It’s seem this program more interesting when we change the MC, oh should we replace you with the one who up sent tonight?” the main MC stated

“Yeah you should have me since the beginning” Heechul reply with non-challenge tone and earned the laugh for the gusts and audients

“Ok now Heechul-shi, let’s have the final word the viewer and say goodbye”

“Yeah, Life is complicated, it’s not everything in this world could judge write or wrong or thinking what is right or wrong to do, one upon a time you should let your heart ruled over your head, sometime we need to satisfy our heart so just follow it and be happy with your decision.” As he said that the clap from everyone on the set was heard as the word deep down in to their heart.

“Tonight show now time to end and will meet you next week” Heechul finished his word and turn to face the other MC to end the final word together “Everyone, goodbye…”

The recoding have finished , Heechul like other time bow the older and Director as he usually did and went down the set just to meet a pair of eyes that stare at him with the mix feeling that Heechul can’t guessed what that expression mean but suddenly a pair of arm wrapped around him in and don’t know why he stay in silent for almost five minute and everyone even the manager not even dare to interrupted them and just passed by as they saw the blank in Heechul eyes and the sorrow in the other so guessed maybe they have the serious problem or something.

“You did the great job today”

“Hyung … I …” he formed to spell his word but they not came out of his mouth as he tried to swallow back the lump in the throat

Finally they release from each other empress and Heechul start to calculate the mixer of other eyes  but seem it’s too difficult to found out what other thought this time, he didn’t even saw this kind of expression on his leader’s face before.

“Why you come?” he change the topic, maybe he can get the answer this way

“Because you need me” Leeteuk said and patted Heechul shoulder for comforting

“It’s because you have MC sick doesn’t mean you can teach me how to do the MC” Heechul teased but he know that not the other meaning

“You know I’m not talking about your work” Leeteuk said firmly just to make Heechul shut his mouth and avoiding the leader sharp eyes

“What do you mean then?” he act dump but still avoiding looking at his hyung

“Don’t act, and follow me” he turned and walking just only two steps and the stop when he heard Heechul asked

“Why should I?” he frowned and asked challengingly not wanting to discuss anything now but he step back when he see the leader glance back to him with the heaven aura

“Follow me… Now” He stated with an ordering tone and Heechul just cannot deny or said anything else but to followed him and he also wonder where his manger go but now he too stress to think where everyone doing or going but his bag at the fitting room or maybe with his manager now

“Wait waits… I need to go in and bring my bag first”

“Your stuff all in my car, don’t worry” ehh?? Heechul more curious when he heard that but  just strung it off because now he busy thinking about what the leader need to discuss again about what he want to forget , he really have a mother attitude sometime

“So? Where we are going?”

“Our next schedule” short replied and Heechul just nod so it’s will a long trip since the next place is at the Pusan and suddenly he remember something

“Oh how about my Passport?” Leeteuk just take his eyes of the road and turn to face Heechul

“So how you concern how is only your bag, your phone and your passport?”

“Hyung, listen... so … what you want me to spell when the one who want to speak is you?”

“Sorry, I know you too stress up and need some discussion but all along these few weeks it’s didn’t seem to want to spill your problem with anyone else and want to handle it yourself”

“But I can, hyung” he said silently and smile weakly

“You don’t call me hyung if you can do it, but you called me hyung since I hugged you till now, so can want me to buy it that you are okey?”

“…I don’t know… I … it’s just… don’t know … I really don’t know” he shut his eyes tight when he mumbled

“Don’t you said follow your heart?”

“Huh?” he stared at his hyung confused with his word

“Just moments ago when you said those word in the recoding” now he know what the leader heading to

“It’s just the script”

“And I know what the script look like, don’t lie Heechul”

“Yeah, I said it so what? It’s still just the statement anyway”

“So what you thinking while you said those words? Don’t you think of you condition?”

“I just hope I could follow my heart and that’s why I said” his voice lower in the end almost whispered and the silent fill the car, after a moment Leeteuk decide to break the silent

“Siwon also agree?”

“No, he don’t know what I’m going to do yet”

“So when you will tell him?”

“I don’t know but maybe the end of this story… now seeing his smile I cannot break his heart, later yes no long just give me time” he said more to himself than to his hyung

“Why don’t you follow your heart once?” his question surprise Heechul cause Leeteuk is the most look after the group image the most and now heard this made him hard to believe he is his leader

“It’s so not you, hyung. So what you want to do if you meet the situation like me? I don’t think you follow your heart and leave us behind” he stated and yes he was right

“What if just do it secretly? You know we all can hide it from Siwon family or public”

“I can’t hyung, you also know how much his parent love me, I cannot risked my family with m decision either, you know how powerful his family have. I know they not do anything to my family but still I can’t let down my family hope”

“Can I ask you something?”

“What is it?”

“Your parents… were they know you… I mean…”

“They knew” he interrupted Leeteuk question as he know well what he want to ask

“Even they not ask anything but I know they knew it since Hangeng here”

“So your parents love you too much and also trusted what your decision, why is not like this to Siwon?”

“It’s because my family just normal family but Siwon not, you knew how famous the Choi were” for this Leeteuk just nod, yes he agree with all Heechul said but..

“But what if Siwon still want to be with you in the end?”

“I have no choice then”

“What do you mean? Heechul what you want to do?” the fear grew up in leader voice as he know his dongsaeng well that he will risk himself just to save someone he love

“If that time really come… you will see” again it was the unsecure in leader heart toward this brother’s decision and he know it’s not the small but big one, the big decision

 “It’s Choi family deserve this much from you while what they did only hurting your feeling?”

“They just protect their son and beside I’m not doing this for them but Siwon, he still has lots of good things that will come to him soon in the future but if he insist staying with me… I don’t know what I can give him beside my heart so…” he can’t imagine Siwon in miserable life just because of him

“But will he have his own choice? What if he still insists for being with you?”

“He can’t …” and again there was silence filling the atmosphere all along the way to airport and to Seoul headed to Pusan as well, Leeteuk can’t guess anymore what this Diva will do

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“Hyung, hyung, Heechul hyung” he heard the familiar voice calling him from outside and his heart racing fast again, after cool himself down his flashed the fake smile on his face and when to open the door

“Ya!! I’m not deaf” he playfully remarked Siwon and smile

“I miss you” as soon as he saw the person that he missed along the past whole week, he hugged his lover tight and kiss his neck once and released after Heechul pushed him back

“Don’t be so clingy Siwon, someone will see us” oh yeah he right it’s not good if someone see them and told his father

“Sorry hyung, I’m too excited to see you again because I miss you so much”

“And I earning no miscall or even message from someone that just said he miss me” he teased

“Oh hyung , you knew that I’m busy and…”

“I know” he smile “I’m just kidding” he giggled when he saw Siwon pouted

“oh wait a minute” he said and went back to his bedroom and return after 2 minutes

“Here, take a look” he said and handed Siwon an envelop

“What is this?” he open and for his surprise he saw the air ticket

“Don’t tell me you don’t know what it is?” he remarked his lover again and smirk

“I know it’s air ticket but I… I mean… us…”

“We are going together… for short vocation only one week after you and me too busy schedule these few months” but something come up with Siwon head

“And… how about our plan? It’s involve to this time vocation or not?”

Heechul’s throat dry but he manages to answer anyway

“it’s up to us, I don’t wanna think about it yet but if it will the best opportunity… we should decide after that” the sparkled formed in Siwon eyes as he heard what he wait for long times and now a chance , a big chance come so why he don’t take this opportunity ? he smiled and showed his charming dimple on his cheek and hugged his hyung also as his lover again and for who know how long they stay like that until Siwon released his hand and take a look again to the air ticket in his hand

“So we are going to Paris? Great”

“What do you mean?”

“I have a small company there and only me know, even I parents didn’t know it yet”

No surprise he remembered Siwon use to told him that he has his own business but he don’t said much those time and now he know, it’s in Paris

“What kind of business you have there?”

“I will show you when we arrive there, you will surprise” surprise? What will he surprise? Maybe the next step he will reveal will surprise Siwon than what he himself would do

“Need to confirm your family?”

“Why should i? they will not notice I’m not in the country because I’m not usually home as well and you know it, if they know I go with you , don’t you think they will thinking it’s odd?”

“Humm do as you want then and now go and prepare for tomorrow trip, I will get my stuff ready too” he smile and without other answer he tuning his heal and walk back in to the bedroom but to stop in the middle ways when a hand grabbed his hand and pull him to a short sweet kiss on his lips, Siwon winked at him before he turned his heal to his room too leaving Heechul blinking his eyes a few time before a smile flashing on his lips

“What should I do to not put him down?...” he mumbled to himself and resumed what he was going to do