Baekhyun is now sleeping after what had happened a hour ago.

(Flashback)

"I need to tell you this." Kris and Baekhyun dropped in silence when the doctor continued, "you... have brain cancer."

Baekhyun's mouth slightly opened as his mind couldn't catch that man's next words when he heard 'brain cancer'. "W-what?!" Kris surprisingly spoke.

The doctor nodded. "Yes, brain cancer. Stage 2. Headache, weakness, difficulty walking, vision problem, changes in behaviour or personality. Those are brain cancer symptoms and you have all of them. Right?"

Baekhyun was still speechless, hard to believe as he just shook his head repeatedly with a fear look. "Doctor, can u recheck it? There must be some mistakes at anywhere." Kris begged before that man in front of him sighed.

"We did but the result is remain unchanged. I'm sorry."

Baekhyun covered his ears before he suddenly burst into tears. "No!! I'm not!! Don't fool me! I'm fine!! I'm fine...." he gripped his hand on the bed sheet tightly while biting his lips and it was too hard that made his lips bleeding. Kris hugged him to comfort that small guy but of course Baekhyun couldn't feel comfort with that news. "Leave me alone!" Baekhyun shouted while cried and he pushed Kris hardly.

"Be patient, si--"

The doctor tried to persuade the petite boy but he being snapped, "I said leave me alone!!! Just leave me alone!!" Baekhyun couldn't stop shouting and crying as he scolded everyone. Yes, he felt like God being unfair and life was just too cruel on him. So, at the end, the doctor and his assistants decided to hold Baekhyun's left and right hands to make him stay in a place before they inject him with sleeping medicine.

(End flashback)

Kris is sitting outside the room when Jongdae arrived there. "Kris, how's baekhyun?" That blonded-hair guy asks, worry.

"He is still sleeping. Doctor told us that.. he is suffering from brain cancer." Kris answers as Jongdae's jaw drops in shocked. This feels like just a dream and that is what they wish. Just a dream.

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Baekhyun's family will not know about the cancer if not Mr Byun who went to the hospital to pay the bills and to be informed by the doctor about his son's disease. Mrs Byun asked Baekhyun to stay with them in Busan but that boy refused to.

"Baekhyun, I think u should just cancel the performance." One day, Jongdae gives an advice when he and Baekhyun are spending their Saturday watching movie in the living room.

"No, I can't." Baekhyun speaks with a really low tone. His throat feels hurt as he cried too much in these few days.

"Baek-" Jongdae tries to persuade the boy but his word being snapped,

"The performance is on Tuesday next week. I've prepared everything so I can't cancel it just bcoz of this stupid disease in my body. No way." Baekhyun closes his eyes, tired. Jongdae sighs as he knows that that brunet is a strong and determined person. Hard to give up and once he started something, he'll ended it with success.

"Baekhyun." Jongdae calls the petite boy.

"Hm?" Baekhyun briefly responds with his eyes still close.

Jongdae hesitates to ask but then he do, "Chanyeol knows about this? Have u tell him?"

Baekhyun slowly opens his eyes as he suddenly remember to that dashing giant. "N-No. Not yet. Should I?"

Jongdae shrugs and briefly replies, "He should know, I think."

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Today, Baekhyun decided to find Chanyeol to inform about his disease. As what they had promised before, 'no secret between best friend.' But when he arrives at the male's house, Chanyeol is not there. "Hi, Baekhyun! I miss u a lot! How're you?" Mrs Park nicely greets him when they meet in fornt of the gate.

"I-I...yes, I'm fine." Baekhyun hesitantly replies with a smile. Fine? Am I fine enough with this cancer?  He continues, "Where is Chanyeol?"

"Chanyeol? He went to practice for his football match." Mrs Park says while watering his plants. Baekhyun knows the place where Chanyeol used to practice along with their teammates.

"Thanks alot, Mrs Park." Baekhyun bows before he walks away. He takes a bus, heading to Jegeogul Stadium. I have to tell Chanyeol about this! I have to tell Chanyeol about this! I have to!

**

"Kyungsoo, what's wrong? Are u crying?" Chanyeol looks surprise when he sees that little boy's big eyes are wet. Chanyeol just finished his football practice a few minutes ago before Kyungsoo comes to him. "What's wrong?" Chanyeol lowers his body in front of Kyungsoo. But then, the doe-eyed boy steps forward and hugs him.

"I don't know what should I do to make Jongin forgive me!" He cries loudly. "He hates me.... so much. Chanyeol.....now I hate myself. I feel so bad!"

Chanyeol replies the hug as he tries to calm the smaller. "There must be something wrong that make him feels mad at u. Have u ask him?" Chanyeol asks as Kyungsoo shakes his head, which is a big lie. Of course he knows why jongin mads at him. The guy who's hugging him right now is the reason.

Unfortunately, in a same time, Baekhyun arrives there and yes, he's watching everything. He stands still, hopeless while looking at the two.

Baekhyun feels something stabs his heart bcoz it is too hurt right in there. He almost fall down as his legs feel so weak. Slowly, he turns around and starts to walk away with tears form in his eyes. Baekhyun takes another bus while trying to hold his tears and anger until he arrives at his personal place, his very calm place to be alone. Music room.

**

"Urgh! Stop crying, Baekhyun! You're strong." Baekhyun who is sitting alone on the couch near the piano says to himself and wiping the water that rolling down his pale-white cheeks. "Seriously, what's wrong with me? They are just hugging. So, what?! Don't cry like a baby, Baekhyun!" Once again he wipes the tears that keep rol