Ps: Hey I know nothing about pills lol, I don’t even know if it can actually poison a human’s body but well let’s just go with the flow J arrasso? It’s a fanfic so~~, making up such things like was all made by me. Enjoy reading J

Author’s Pov

Eunji looks at the unconscious girl whose sleeping at the hospital bed. Many thoughts are running through her mind. How could bomi tried to cut her life out? Is it really the only solution for her problem? But she promised her that she won’t do it again. But why? Is the pain she is feeling was too much to bare? Maybe it is. Coz she wouldn’t do it if it wasn’t. Bomi could be possibly drown in a deep depression. Eunji feels disappointed to herself for not being there the moment she was needed the most.

She let out a sigh of relief once she remember the doctor told her

Flash back

Eunji rushed bomi to the hospital.

Bomi was still sleeping peacefully as eunji watch her in concerned. What if she couldn’t made it? What if she won’t woke up anymore? What if?—

Eunji’s mind was shuffling around while gripping bomi’s hand with hers.

*Knock!* *Knock*

Eunji look at the door only to be greeted by a doctor. She immediately stood up and rush to the doctor to ask if everything was alright

“Excuse me Doc, I’m her best friend. Can you please tell me if she is fine?” eunji ask as calmly as possible but the concerned on her voice was shown

The doctor looks at her and adjust his glasses

“Call me Dr.Lee.” he insist, glancing at the unconscious girl to the bed before looking back at eunji “Don’t worry. She’s just probably exhausted that she thought of drinking her pills for four times. It can actually harm her body, Worst is. It can probably poison her that can cause her to death. But luckily you’ve rushed her here earlier before it can flow through her whole body. We do our best to pull out all the dry blood that was about to block her heart. Taking a lot of pills can dry a blood and can block all the way that a blood could flow on. She’s lucky that it was all taken out. And thanks to you for rushing her here earlier that it could even take” The doctor stated

‘Thank God” eunji muttered and let out a sigh of relief

“Let her rest. Don’t let her stress, try to cheer her up and let her eat healthy foods. It was the only way to take her depression away and it can help her gain her energy back” Mr. Lee reminded which eunji nodded in response as she take a note through her mind

“Thank you so much Mr. Lee” Eunji sincerely says as she take a bow as a respect

End of Flashback

“Urgh! Should I tell her? But it will only worsen the situation.*sigh* I guess I should keep my mouth shut for now’ eunji thought to herself and nodded. Thinking it wasn’t the right moment to tell her and there’s still some time for her to let her know the truth. The truth that could leave bomi to a deep thoughts and another overflowing emotions.

• -

Chorong was in tears. She don’t even know why but all she could feel is pain. Her heart is in pain and she couldn’t figure out why?

‘Wait why am I feeling this way? And why is Bomi standing in front of me? Wait! Is she crying!? What the hell is happening....’-Chorong

 Bomi is standing in front of her. Eyes were glittering with tears as she grab chorong’s cheek softly, she look directly to her eyes and muttered, “Set me free? Please?” Bomi begged with her pleading look

‘Set her free? What is she saying?’ Chorong thought

“W-what? Why?” Chorong ask, touching bomi’s hand which is placed on her cheeks. She looked at her in pain as her tears unconsciously continued to flow

Bomi shot her a sad smile, wiping Chorong’s tears away and looks at her lovingly

 “I want you to set me free so that I can let you go”

Chorong looks at her in confusion and pain, her heart is breaking into many pieces and her legs are starting to shake

‘What is this feeling?’-Chorong

“Let’s stop all of this Chorong ah” Bomi nodded as if she wants chorong to agree with her

“Bomi ah~” A soft and alluring voice rang on chorong’s ears. Bomi looked behind her and chorong followed where is she looking at, her eyes widened as she saw Bomi’s ex-girlfriend standing not far away from them. Signaling bomi to come close to her. “Come back to me bomi ah~”

Bomi turned back to her and looks at chorong in hesitation

‘Isn’t her ex-girlfriend dead? Why the heck is she standing there?! Why is Bomi taking a step back from me?!’Chorong thought, her heart is beating so fast as if it will burst out any time soon

“Chorong ah~”

And then it hit her. Bomi wanted them to stop everything. Bomi wants to end this stupid affair with her. The fact that Bomi wanted to leave her is the fear that she doesn’t want to face. Why is her heart against it? Why is she in pain? Why is she crying? Why the heck it hurts her? IT HURT’S HER.

“NO!” She shouted in defeat

“Chorong ah!!!” Chorong turned behind her and saw her boyfriend calling her not far away from them.

“Chorong ah!!!!” He shouted. Chorong immediately look to the front only to see the hurtful look of Bomi. Bomi is taking a step back away from her.

“It hurts” Bomi whispered and clench her chest. She balled her fist and punch her chest multiple times.

“Here, Chorong ah. It’s in pain. My heart is in pain. It hurts”

“B-bomi ah” chorong looks at her with tears still rolling down on her cheeks.

“Let me go?” Bomi begged as she keeps on taking a step back

“No! Bomi!” Chorong shook her head trying to tell her to stop backing away. She tried to move forward but she can’t. As if her feet is glued on the floor. She can’t move. She can’t ing move.

‘What the?!’ Chorong looks at her feet and it is perfectly fine. But why can’t she move?

She looks at bomi again and saw her getting further and further

“No! Don’t leave me!!!”

“I love you~” Bomi’s voice rang

“Bomi!!!!!!!!”

She watch how bomi is being back hug by her ex-girlfriend as bomi looks at her in tears.

“I love you” Bomi mouthed for the last time and that’s when the surrounding starts on getting brighter and brighter that it blinded her

“NOOOOOO! YOON BOMI COME BACK HERE!!!!”

“NO!!!”

“Chorong ah!!!” *Man’s voice*

“NO!!!!!!!”

“BOMI!!!!”

--

“Chorong ah!!!”

Chorong shot her eyes open and sat up abruptly, she looks at the man in front of her just to realize It’s her boyfriend, Looking worried.

“What happened baby?” Suho ask in worrisome while grabbing both of her shoulders. Shaking her.

Chorong touch her cheeks only to feel the wetness from it.

‘Wait? I’m crying? But why am I here? I thought--’ chorong thought and looks at the surroundings

“I-I thought it’s real” she muttered and looks at the man in front of her

“It’s not baby. It’s just a night mare” Suho sigh in relief and landed a kiss on his girlfriend’s forehead

“B-but it feels so real” Chorong whispered, still in the verge of crying, with that suho engulf her with a hug

“It’s about Bomi right?” Suho ask, Tapping Chorong’s back

Chorong nodded in response, closing her eyes tightly while clenching suho’s shirt. The pain in her dreams is still there.in her heart.

“You love her that much that you dream of her? You should at least dream about me—“

Chorong open her eyes and immediately pulled away from him

“Oh my gosh! I need to check on her”

Suho stood up and let chorong stands up as well

“Err~ you’re babe” Suho grin maniacally and chorong immediately looks at her body only to realize that she’s completely . Oh right. They made love last night. Or is it?

“Stop staring ert. Where’s my phone?” She ask while putting some clothes on hurriedly

“I placed it on the night stand babe, Wait. Where are you going?” Suho ask in confusion

“Somewhere. I’ll text you later. Bye” Chorong kiss him on the cheeks before hurriedly running away

“B-but you should eat first” Suho says to no one once chorong disappear on his sight, He pouted and mutter “I love you” before proceeding to the kitchen and jutted his lips again once he saw the table he decorated himself.

“Tssk. I even made this supposed-to-be-morning-date for you” he sigh before shrugging it away and eat by himself

• -

Chorong grab a taxi and decided to dial bomi’s phone.

‘Why am I even feeling nervous?’ she thought while biting her thumb nail in concern

*Riingggggggg~~~* *Riiiiiiiiingggggg~~*

“Pick up the phone Bom ah” she muttered

*Riiiiingggggggg~* *Riiinnggggggg~*

“Oh come on!!” she whispered harshly

“Yeoboseyo?” Says the voice on the other line

‘Wait?! This isn’t Bomi’s voice!!!’ Chorong thought to herself before answering

“Who’s this!?”

“I should be the one asking you that? Who are you?”

‘What the hell!!! This ! Calm the heck down Park Chorong~ Just ask as calmly as possible~ Breathe in, Breathe out~ yes that’s right’-Chorong

“I-I’m Park Chorong, Bomi’s close friend” Chorong gritted her teeth, Gripping her phone tightly whishing it was the girl on the other line

“Ahh~ The Park to the—I mean Park Chorong ssi? Bomi’s close friend? As in really close right?” The girl asked on the other line

“Err~yeah—“

‘Wait? That voice sounds familiar?’ Chorong Frown. She’s pretty sure that she heard it somewhere but couldn’t remember it.

“And oh~ my name is Jung Eunji. Bomi’s childhood friend.”

‘Jung Eunji? Jung Eunji? Jung? Childhood Friend? Eun--*GASP*’

Chorong’s mind seems to remember something and with that it hit her again

Flashback

* Back when Bomi is nowhere to be found or should I say doing something with someone somewhere, whut?*

Chorong’s Pov

Why is she not answering!!!! Gosh darn it!!! I glared at my phone as if it was Bomi. Just where the actual is she? She just suddenly leave me alone and here I am worried as . I checked the time and it was already 3:00 am in the morning. 3:00 ing ‘am’ in the morning. I groan as I decided to send another message for her saying

‘YAH! IT’S ALREADY 3:00 AM! WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?’

Sent

I read it again and waited for like 5 minutes. But heck it’s already 10minutes left but I received nothing!

Urghhhh!!! This stupid ! Seriously

I check my contact list and my eyes stop the moment I read the named ‘Jung Eunji’.Oh Yeah, I secretly get it from bomi’s contact when she’s doing her morning business at the moment. Bomi have mention a lot about how she miss her best friend so much. Well of course I’m jealous to death but I manage to hold it away since it was clearly her ‘best friend’, like seriously. I shouldn’t have feeling that way coz I have to respect her. So I have stop jellying over her.

I took a deep breathe. This is for Bomi. I have to know if she is with her. This, ‘Eunji’ girl was the only one she could ran off by now. I meant they are best of friends’ right? They should be there for each other’s yeah? Yeah! I should really call her as in right now. N.O.W

I press the call button and it starts ringing

*Riiiiiiiiinnnnnnggggggggggg~*

I take a deep breathe

“Hello?”

I widen my eyes and cleared my throat

“H-hello?”

“Yes? Who’s this?” ask the girl named eunji, My Bomi’s Best friend

Did I just say ‘MY’ Bomi? Err… Never mind

I wonder if Bomi is with her

“Is Bomi with you?” I asked

“Err~ well~ who are you?” she ask again

My mind seems to be thinking of Yoon Bomi that I am eager to know if she’s with her already

“Look My name is Pak Chorong. I call you because I wanted to know if bomi is with you. Could you please just answer me?” I stated irritatingly. Why can’t she just answer me right away like Duh!

I hear nothing but a pause.

Maybe she’s shocked at my sudden burst out

I sigh

“And you’re her?” She ask again. Urgh! Seriously

“Close friend. Very close. As in really close.” I said between my gritted teeth. Seriously she’s so annoying

“Ah. Oh. Ha-ha, s-she’s not here with me.” She answered

I bit my lips in annoyance. Just where the heck is she?! Or this girl is lying at me? Ugh

“Are you sure?” I ask strictly, my eyes were narrowing as I say so. How can I believe her?

“Of course. It was almost half of month since we’ve met. Aiishh miss that Pabo. Err~ is there something wrong?” I can sense the sincerity in her voice

I guess she’s stating the truth then

“Is that so? I was just asking though. Thanks” I say shortly

“Oh~ you seems so worried over her—i--“

I hang up since I don’t really have anything to say. I may sound rude but I don’t care. All I care is Bomi, Bomi and Bomi. Damn it! Where is she again?! Urgh!

I decided to send another message saying

‘EUNJI SAYS YOURE NOT IN HER PLACE? WHERE THE ACTUAL ARE YOU?”

Sent

End of Flashback

“Jung Eunji? As in—“

“Yeah~ the one you called not long ago*Giggles*” She says, Chorong blushed since she remember how she acted like a rude to her on that day. Like, she’s embarrassed ok?

“Err~”

“You want to know if bomi is with me. Right?” Eunji asked

Chorong’s heart starts beating again the moment Bomi’s name is mentioned. Chorong her lips and gulp

“I—“

“Yes she’s with me”

Chorong couldn’t help but to feel jealous. Wait. She promised to herself not to be jealous over her. They are just friends alright? That’s all. Nothing more. She breathe again and balled her fist.

“W-where—“

‘Okay—this girl is being rude. Cutting me off like this’-Chorong

“She’s in the hospital”

Once chorong heard the word ‘Hospital’. She couldn’t help but to feel worried. Yoon Bomi is.in.the.hospital. HOSPITAL!!

“WHAT??!!!” Chorong scream as she grip her phone tightly. Just what did just happened to bomi? Her Bomi. Err… she meant Bomi…yeah… what? Nevahmind

• -

Eunji on the other hand was grinning like a mad.Like. Seriously. This Park Chorong is so funny. Getting all worried about Yoon Bomi. Her stupid best friend. Who’s madly in love with her? Remembering how they encounter in a few past day. It was epic as eunji thought so.

“Yes…She collapsed the doctor says maybe it is because of exhaustion and depression. She needed a time to rest. The doctor says she’s doing fine but—“

“What hospital?!!!”

“In XXXX Seoul hospital. Room 201”

“I’ll be there in a minute”

*TOOOOT* TOOOT* TOOOT*

Eunji’s mouth were open wide. How could that chorong girl cutted her so many times. She pouted and look at the unconscious girl.

Eunji decided not to tell the truth behind bomi’s stupid condition for now. Thinking that it will only lead bomi for another stress situation explaining herself. She decided to hide the truth by saying Bomi is just depressed. Blah blah blah. And it was for chorong’s sake of conscience too.Pffft.Such a pity for the both of them

The door creak open and eunji look at the person who just entered the room

“Hey!!” Eunji stood up, Showing her nice eye smile as she greet the visitor

“Hey!!! Eunji ah! Long-time no see!!”

• -

Chorong’s Pov

After half of an hour, I finally arrived at the hospital where bomi is in. I hurriedly open the door of the taxi not forgetting to pay the driver off before I run away to see bomi.

As I’ve arrived In front of the room. I breathe nervously and wipe my wet palms into my pants. Damn! Why am I feeling nervous anyway? I take a deep breathe but I heard the voice inside the room looks like they were talking. I decided to eavesdrop since I can’t just barge in. I wanted to know if I knew whose inside the room and waited for a right timing to knock

“Really? This girl is so stupid really. I can’t believe she can do that”

“I know right. You know Bomi can be so stupid sometimes.hahahhahah!!!!”

What did Bomi do? And that voice?! Isn’t it belong to…?

“HAHAHA! More like every time”

And I heard a faint laugh. I frown. Don’t tell me it’s from…

I decided to knock a multiple times getting rid of my stupid nervousness. Crap that. I want to check if Bomi is fine

*KNOCK!* *KNOCK!* *KNOCK!*

• -

AUTHOR’S POV

Eunji excuse herself to her friend as she stood up and hurriedly skip her way until she reach the door. She twist the knob and pull it open. She saw the girl who she predict as the ‘Park Chorong’ girl.

She bowed as Chorong bow back at her.

“Annyeong~”

“Ah~ Annyeong~”

“You must be Park Chorong’

“Yes” Chorong bowed again and eunji smiles

“Come in” Eunji grin and open the door wide. Signaling her to come in.

Chorong fake a smile back. As she made her way inside. She look at the girl on the hospital bed and her heart sank. What happened? Is it because of her? Is she--?

“Bomi ah” she mutter silently as her eyes suddenly hit up

She was about to ran over bomi’s side but her eyes darted to the other presents of a girl who is holding bomi’s left hand. She slowly looks at the girl’s face and her mood suddenly darken.

‘What the heck is she doing here?!’-Chorong

“Oh~ yeah. Park Chorong meet Bomi’s another childhood best friend. Cindy” Eunji smiles widely

“I know her pretty well eunji ah” Cindy says. She stood up and raised her eye brow at chorong. Giving her a questioning look

Just how could this girl have a guts to visit bomi when she treated her like a piece of a crap. Cindy thought so as she looks at chorong with fire on her eyes

Eunji looks at Chorong then Cindy and fake a cough. The two are having a glare battle as chorong mutter

“I know her too well too.” Chorong says loud enough for eunji to hear. Eunji’s eyes widen as she smell the world war 3.5 is about to happen. She gulp as she looks between the two.

“Flirt” Chorong whispered but only eunji could hear it as she shot Cindy a glare which Cindy glare back intensely as a response

*Gulp*

‘Err~ Awkward~’ Eunji thought. Wishing Bomi’s spirit could go back to where her physical body is in so that it can break the awkward moment between them.

• -

So yeah~ sorry for not updating often. IT’S just that. I’m busy. Ok?  Busy stalking taeyeon’s Instagram. XD And busy watching Apink’s weekly idol in Saipan. LOL! Kidding. I just need to handle some stuff and need to finish it in time.

Ps: I was working for my multishot fanfic called ‘last wish’ .heheheh. Enjoy reading my lovely readers. I’ll update soon. J