Today, I learn about something. That I must know, not all we want, we can get that easily.

Must fight over it. And maybe, we even can’t get it.

That’s what God’s want. So what we should do?

Quiet? Scream? Protest? Crying? No. we didn’t need to keep quiet and pretending look fine.

We can smile accept it all and think,

If we can’t get it now, we can get it later.

Smiling…

“how’s the result? You become Dr. Kim right now?” asked Changmin. Jaejoong keep silent.

“Hyung? You passed the test right?” asked Changmin again. Jaejoong sighed and turn to look Changmin, and smile.

“No, Changmin. I am not become Dr. Kim. I am failed” said Jaejoong. Changmin hugged Jaejoong tightly.  His hand Jaejoong’s back.

“Is alright hyung. Everything is all right. Your parents must be understand….” Changmin whispered. Jaejoong shocked and remember something. He released himself from Changmin embrace.

“Oh, my parents! I should tell them” with that, Jaejoong stand up. But Changmin hold his wrist.

“should I coming with you?” asked Changmin worried.

“No,Min. you said they’re will understand. So, I’ll tell them by myself” with that, Jaejoong walk away.

“WHY YOU NOT TELL ME HYUNG? WHY YOU NOT TELL ME THAT YOUR PARENTS BEAT YOU?” Changmin scream out loud, can’t hide his anger.

“chill out,Changmin-ah. He is already hurt. No need scream at him…” said Yoochun.

Changmin bark in Yoochun’s house right after he received Yoochun’s call tell him that Jaejoong  hurt. Jaejoong just keep silent when Changmin let out his anger. Changmin can’t think how can Jaejoong’s parents beat their only son just because he not passed the test for becoming doctor.

“Is okay Min.. I am fine,really” cut Jaejoong.

“don’t say you’re fine with swollen eyes and bruises on all of your body! Hyung… this is not right. You’re like this and still work to Yoochun?” Changmin really piss off. Changmin nearly crying see his best friend’s condition.

“I won’t let him work Changmin. He will stay here to rest. So don’t worry” Yoochun answered.

“But, Yoochun-ah… I need mon-“

“I won’t cut your salary Jae. Just rest okay” cut Yoochun.

“thank you,hyung…” said Changmin sincerely. Yoochun nodded and let them alone in his living room. Changmin sit beside Jaejoong and help him heal his wound.

“you’ll stay?”asked Jaejoong half hoping.

“I dunno hyung. I need to meet with Kyuhyun…. We have a date” answered Changmin not notice Jaejoong’s hurt expression.

“how about Kibum?”

“we are over”