“Changmin-ah!!”

“yes, Dr. Choi?” . Siwon frown when the way Changmin mention his name.

“I don’t like the way you call me, Dr. Shim. It’s weird. Anyway, can you follow me? I want to tell you something….” said Siwon serious. Changmin just want to say something when Siwon cut him off

“you can’t ignore him forever. It’s been 5 days okay…” with that, Changmin can only sighed.

“Annyeonghaseyo Kim Jaejoong-sshi… I am Dr. Shim. Shim Changmin…” said Changmin with smile. Jaejoong just stare at him for few seconds then nodded. It’s hurt know Jaejoong just make blank responds toward him. No smile, confuse look or else. Just blank.

“you remember him, Jae?”ask Yunho quietly. Somehow that question make Changmin look at Jaejoong with hopeful eyes.  Jaejoong just stare at Changmin, seems like… try to remember.

“you was… with us when…ehm… I woke up…” said Jaejoong carefully. Changmin can’t hold his awkward-bitter chuckle escape from his lips.

“it’s nice to meet you again… Jaejoong-sshi” said Changmin finally.

Maybe this is my punishment for… hurt him so badly…

It’s Retrograde Amnesia. He can’t remember anything at all. He even barely walk, forget how to write, talk, anything Changmin. I already check all about him. After that I found that he fast learner. But, He… won’t remember his past. You can’t ask him more… you are the one who should take care of him. Because you are the one who always took care of him.

“So, what do you remember now, Jaejoong-sshi?”ask Changmin.

“euhm… My name, My Age… Noonas, Yunho, Yoochun and… Junsu” answer Jaejoong. Changmin can’t deny hurt in his chest when nobody told Jaejoong anything about him.

“So.. how far you learn until today?” ask Changmin again.

“ehm.. I can talk more… fast than before.. write my name…”

“you can walk properly hyung?” ask Changmin suddenly.

“ye-yeah.. eh? I am older?” ask Jaejoong surprise. Changmin grin and nod.

“yep. So, just talk casually with me. Okay?” say Changmin. Jaejoong just answer with his smile.

“ehm… so Changmin-ah… what happen… with me?” ask Jaejoong after few minutes passed.

“you lost your memory. I don’t know it will come back or not. But, we will try to find out. So, don’t think too much about it, nee?” say Changmin slowly. But jaejoong just keep quiet and make Changmin in confuse feeling.

“can… can I just not rem