When Jeongmin dropped me off I told him thank you and that was it, I wanted to invite him in but Jaesuns car was in the driveway.

I walked into the house and I felt disgusted with myself, should I tell Jaesun?

"Hey kiddo, how was rehearsal?" He asked as he sat down on the couch 

I shrugged, "it was okay," I said putting my shoes into the closet 

"Hey oppa? If I tell you something so you have to promise you won't get mad" I said, he just looked at me

"Well you kind of have to tell me what that is?" He said with a hint of nervousness in his voice

"Well it's kind of two things" I said I just have to mention Jeongmin.

"You're starting to scare me JaeSeul." He said looking at me in the eyes, he crossed his hands and rested his arms on his knees. He always did this when he was nervous 

"Please tell me you're not pregnant" he said, I shook my head, he let out a giant sigh of relief

"Arraso, tell me there can't be anything worse than that" I gave a small laugh 

"Uhm well first, I don't know if I should continue with the drama"

"Wait bu" he started but I shhd him

"And two, I have been friends with Jeongmin for almost two months now" I said quicker he wiped his hands into his face in frustration.

"What did I tell you about that boy" he said I could hear the anger in his voice

"I know but he's not bad." 

"He's a bad kid and I told you to stay away from him!" Jaesun yelled at me

"He's not a bad person! You don't know him like I do! You can't let his appearance determine who he is!" 

"I could care less about that! You went behind my back JaeSeul. He's changed you, you have a career and you're gonna give it up for him?!" He continued I was on the verge of crying

"You know nothing." I said in the harshest voice I could I went outside the front door

"JaeSeul get back in this house right" I didn't let him finish I slammed the door and dialed Jeongmins number. 

I could feel a lump in my throat forming, I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream,

I could hear him calling me still he wasn't inside anymore, I ran outside of the driveway and into the curb, where Jeongmin usually picked me up 

"Where should I pick you up?" Was the only thing he said and I told him that id be down the street from my house and he said he would be there as quickly as possible. 

When he got there I just took the helmet from him and got on the back like I normally did, I wrapped my arms around his stomach and rested my head on his back. 

I already knew I was crying at this point.

First I was ually harassed and my brother technically just yelled at me for it.

We were at his apartment and he took off his helmet 

"Mianhae i forgot to ask you where you wanted to go" he said 

"Here is fine" I said softly and took off my helmet to give to him 
I quickly wiped underneath my eyes.

My phone had a ton of missed calls and a lot of texts 

All from Jaesun.

I didn't reply and we walked into the building

"Ahh JaeSeul!" The two boys greeted me with hugs I g