D-DAY

Jayeon’s POV

5:42 pm

D-day is come, I don’t know why my tummy feels so sick (I’m in not in a good condition but the ‘sick’ is different). I feel so excited about Jiyeon’s engagement, but the other side something bothering my mind and my heart. Am I ready for this?

Jiyeon gave me this last night, a beautiful elegant black dress, she designed by her own, she haven’t get designing license yet (because her graduation day is three months from now) but she design so well, I hope top designers will catch her talent. I’m not comfortable with dress since it’s been a long time I wearing jeans and any kind of pants, but I can’t deny her dress is so beautiful.

I hope Myungsoo can accompany me tonight but unfortunately Soo Jung is more important to him. Myungsoo is on the top of stubborn level, he won’t listen to anybody words until something happen then he admits. Maybe it’ll a victory for me if someday Soo Jung have a boyfriend and it’s not Myungsoo.

And trust me, he is so talented but he won’t join any agency, JYP and Cube once offer him to join without audition but he declined it, that’s the silliest thing I’ve ever heard. He’s just like me, his mother knew that Myungsoo so talented in music but won’t let him join music’s school. He and his group just famous by accident, at first they’re pretty popular on youtube and of course netizen noticed it, tadaa! Almost a whole of Korean know them.

“Jayeon, can you drive for tonight? My heart skip a beat”, Jiyeon came in to my room.

“Sure I can, but I’m afraid since I’m not feeling well…”.

“Oh right, you’re in ill now”, she’s sitting on my bed and rubs her own forehead.

“Don’t worry it’s not far from here, where’s the key?”.

“No you can’t. I’m worry about my safety”, she poked my belly. “Be ready, we’ll leave this place in twenty minutes”, she stand up and walk out from my room.

I already put on that black dress, but I still don’t know how I should put on my make up. Like always with bold eyeliner? Or with bold red lipstick? How I use this mascara and blush-on? Ugh.

6:04 pm

“Whoa you look so gorgeous Jiyeon”, I’m in big gaps see my sister in front of me. She will be the center of attention tonight. Everything is perfect with her. Her ‘S’ line body, her white beauty long sleeveless dress that show off how flawless she is, her hair ties, her face with y red lipstick, it just wows.

“Thank you. You look better than usual for tonight”.

“What’s the different”, I rolled my eyes. “Let’s go, the party will be start soon”, I hold her hand as we walk, I can feel her nervousness by her hand, so chill.

“I feels something will going on, Jayeon”, she said as she lock the door.

“Yes you will be Im Siwan fiancée tonight. You win Jiyeon”, I smiles at her as we walk to parking place.

“What do you mean win? I know we both like him but we’re not competing okay”, she nudged me and I chuckles.

“Anyway congratulation. Don’t forget treat me and Myungsoo for next dinner, oh with Hoya too!”.

“Geez don’t mention that guy I hate him”.

“Who?”.

“Your friend of course. He stole attention in our family”.

“So I can’t bring him into our apartment anymore? That’s not fair!”, I pouts to her.

“He is not a good guy okay, you told me that too. And Hoya is a good guy you also get along with him right. There is no ‘not fair’”, she snapped her fingers.

“Whatever. I’ll bring him whenever I want”, I replied as we stand up in front of our lovely white Hyundai Elantra.

“With one condition, just don’t let me see his er face”, she frown at me. Yeay I win!

She unlock the car’s door and we come in. Fyi, the last time she drove with me, we got a mini accident. She hit the road divider. Fortunately we both alright, only ticketed by cop and the car was arrested. I hope we’ll be alright tonight. She turn on ‘Waze’ app on her phone (an application that helping you with directions, paths, and places, like Google maps) since she not memorized the path that we use to go.

She’s playing our favorite old song, 7 Things by Miley Cyrus. Old song always the best no matter what. I put my phone in the dashboard, so anyone can’t bothering me on one of my sister’s important days.

We sing together of the reff part

“The 7 things I hate about you!

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You’re vain, your games, your insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

 I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends, they’re jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7^th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you”.

Jiyeon’s POV

6:27 pm

Finally we reach here, in front of a big hall that mom’s booked about a week ago. I parked my car near from the gates, and I gave my key to a valet. Thank God I’m not late, the party start on 7 pm. I was worried because Jayeon and I trapped with traffic jam for 5 kilometers.

Mom keep calling me about ten times, she’s worrying if I late tonight. As her wish, I’m not. Jayeon hold my hand as we walk-half-run. Although the guests not coming yet, our big family already waiting for us in the hall (and Siwan oppa’s big family too).

I fix my hair and dress as we get in front of the door. Breathe. Hold Jayeon’s hand tighter. Put smile. Open the door and walk beautifully. Everyone looking at me and Jayeon now, I’m a kind of confident person, this is the first time I’m being so nervous in front of lot people.

“Finally my girls here!”, mom run to us and hug me, she pinch my beautiful arm as well. “You make me so worried”, she whispered to me.

“Oh my my you look so beautiful”, Siwan oppa’s mother approach me and smooch my cheeks, I smiles awkwardly. “And wow Jayeon is look like a lady now”, she turn to Jayeon and hug her.

“Where is Siwan oppa?”, I asked his mother.

“Oh, he is in the fitting room, you can accompany him there, Jiyeon”, I bowed to her and say hello to our family for awhile then searching that fitting room. There is a door that written ‘EXIT’ on it, I thought the room must be somewhere around there. So much room here; three resting rooms, two storerooms, two multipurpose rooms, one freezer room, one wines storage area, and four fitting rooms. I bet he must be in the 1^st fitting room.

“Oppa!”, I call him as I open the door.

“Hey! I thought you wouldn’t come”, he looks surprise.

“What are you talking about”.

“It’s about the last…”.

“Forget it, I just realized I’m so childish”, I hug him, no matter what I miss him.

“I should tell you long time ago, I know the reason you’re so mad, and sorry for bring up your ex in our last conversation”, he hug me back and rubs my hair gently. “Now I made up my mind that…”.

“Jiyeon!”, someone come in to this room, it’s Hoya. I release the hug between me and Siwan oppa.

“Oh my Neptunus can you knock the door!”, I smack his shoulder.

“Sorry, did I interrupt something?”.

“No, dude. Please keep Jiyeon for me, I need to pee now seems my bladder is nervous too”, Siwan oppa get out from this room.

“This is for you”, Hoya gave me a bunch of white roses. “It’s match enough with your dress”, he smiled nicely at me.

“Thank you Hoya, I love you!”, I accept it and pat his left cheek.

“I need to tell you something”, he hold my hands.

“W-what is that?”.

“I know you just looking at me as your best friend, and I don’t want to screw it. I want to ask you a favor, please stop saying ‘I love you’ to me, our love is different. I mean- I mean my ‘love’ level is higher than you. It’s happy to see you will be someone officially fiancée tonight, but it’s breaking my heart too. I love you”, I got a goosebump when he said it.

“What do you mean?”, I’m trying to release his hands of my hands.

“Nothing. At least I told you about this make me feel better. You will live happily with Siwan hyung so treat him well too okay. If you need something don’t forget I’m on your back”, he kissed my forehead and left me that frozen because of him.

7:04 pm

This place is much more crowded than before. My nervousness level gain double, or triple maybe. I stood beside Siwan oppa. His father and my dad were speech together about our relationship to the guests, how long we know each other, how close we are, how we treating each other, it’s a shame to be really honest.

When they’re done with the speech, everyone gave round applauses including me and Siwan oppa. Now Siwan oppa’s speech turn. He went up to a small stage, his face looks little bit pale.

“Good evening Ladies and Gentleman, thank you for your anticipation on our engagement, this is such an honor. But, I think I need to makes everything clear tonight. Many days ago I argued with someone, she mad at me because I hid something from her, is it a small problem? I think it’s not. I dated her twin without anyone notice, when I told her the truth she said I need to think which one I love. Oh come on, I don’t like past tense but present tense. But then I realized I’m not love her, I’m just obsessing with her. She is a hard worker, confident person, trustworthy, smart, beautiful as an angel, almost perfect in my eyes. But I keep thinking about her twin no matter what, then I know now which one I love”, I have no words with his speech for hell sake. I just standing and watching him like a fool person.

Everyone looks so surprise, then looking at me and Siwan oppa with confuse face, especially to Siwan oppa. Our parents have no idea about this, sorry mom I don’t want to say this but you efforts seems in vain because person named Siwan.

“Park Jayeon, can you standing next to me and getting a way back with me?”, I can’t hold this anger anymore. I lift up my dress and ran to the main door.

“Jiyeon!”, I heard someone shouting at me with the footsteps.

“No one chase me! I need time! Please let me be alone!”, I open the door roughly and run as I can to my car.

A valet unlock the car’s door for me as he saw me, I grab the key from his hand before he take out my car from the parking lot. I stepped on the treadle with high speed and driving without knowing where to go. No I can’t cry, my mascara is too expensive for it. I can’t be so weak and fragile. But damn you Im Siwan, what kind of game are you playing? Are you an antagonist? My heart isn’t a chess board, you can’t move to anywhere and anytime you like.

Do you know how hard my mom attempted so far for our party and you blow it with a bull speech?! What’s the hard thing from tell the truth before everything happen huh?! I swear I hate you and if you regret with your decision even you crave to me, I’ll slap your face really hard and don’t want to see your face anymore. And sorry for Jayeon I should be there for her, but you know how I feels, right?

I stop my car on a quiet street. Don’t know where but I think I can shouting here without anyone knows.

“DEAR IM SIWAN! KARMA IS WAITING OR YOU DRAG OUT THE KARMA?! DON’T HURTS MY SISTER OR YOU WILL BE A CROCODILE’S FOOD! YOU LOST SOMEONE WHO LOVE YOU THE MOST TONIGHT! BASTARD!”.

Okay that’s enough Jiyeon, I will be alright no matter what. I can’t stuck on a person who didn’t deserve me, I will get a better person than him. Should I come to a club tonight? Ji Eun said ‘The A’ is one of greatest clubs in Korea. But, I don’t know the way. And I lost on a creepy street. So smart, I left my phone on Jayeon’s hand and my smart map is in my phone. Wait, Jayeon left her phone in the dashboard! Oh my God this is really helping. But hey she doesn’t have Waze application, ugh Jayeon why are you so odd. At least I can contact someone and I hope she has Hoya’s number, let’s scroll the contact book. H --- Ha Na – Ha Ni – Hee Na – Hoo Jun – I --- Il Hwa. Crap, she doesn’t have it. I hope I recognize at least one person in her contact book. J --- I don’t know anyone. K --- I don’t know anyone. L --- I don’t know anyone. M --- Mi Rae – Mong Ji – Mr. Kang – Mrs. Cha – Mun Joon – Myungs – N --- wait, I think I know a person here. Okay it’s Myungs, why Lady fortune not on my side today geez.

Should I call?

But my pride will destroy

Am I remember way back home?

Oh please not at all

I need a place to escape

Just for tonight I’ll loose my pride

“Hello?”.

“JAYEON! I TOLD YOU TO DON’T CALL ME TONIGHT!”, he shouted but his voice isn’t clear. I can hear a very loud music from there.

“This is not Jayeon, but Jiyeon”.

“WHAT? I CAN’T HEAR YOU!”.

“IT’S ME, JIYEON!”, at least I need to shouting too.

“OH REALLY? ARE YOU PRANK ON ME RIGHT NOW YOUNG LADY?”.

“PLEASE LISTEN TO ME, THERE IS NO TIME TO TEASING EACH OTHER. C-CAN YOU COME HERE AND HELP ME?”.

“DON’T YOU HATE ME? OH WAIT- JAYEON TOLD ME TONIGHT IS YOUR ENGAGEMENT PARTY, WHY ARE…”.

“THAT’S WHY!”, I interrupted his words, please don’t talk about it right now. “PLEASE I DON’T KNOW WHERE I AM, CAN YOU TRACK WHERE IS MY POSITION RIGHT NOW? I KNOW NOWHERE FOR GOD SAKE, I LEFT MY PHONE SOMEWHERE…”.

“I’LL BE THERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. DON’T GO ANYWHERE, SPOILED LADY”, he hung up the phone. Don’t panic, a late hero will be here soon.

To ease the tenseness I turn on the radio. At least there is a DJ with her/his songs list.

“Dear listeners, you’re not changed the frequency right? Before the commercials break I promised you guys will playing a song that has been requested the most. Tonight theme is ‘The Earlier Year’s Song that Still Spinning in Your Mind’, so this is Infinite with Nothing’s Over”.

You are drifting away

You’re becoming a point, far away

My feet won’t move

Only my heart is chasing and following you

I still can’t explain it

You’re taking a step back, goodbye

For just a moment, I goodbye, goodbye

Nothing’s over, nothing’s over

Nothing’s over, nothing’s over

Nothing’s over, you’re reciting a spell to me

You can’t see another guy

You can’t be already like this

It’s not the end yet, it’s not the end

I didn’t send you away

I think about you all day long

Even if I’m in the dark for a moment

I’m wandering around, searching for you

I’ve closed my feelings

When you came to find me and held me

Inside your warm melody

I hear that, never forget you

I’ll be fine, my baby

Nothing’s over, nothing’s over

Nothing’s over, nothing’s over

Nothing’s over, you’re reciting a spell to me

You can’t see another guy

You can’t be already like this

It’s not the end yet, it’s not the end

I didn’t send you away

When we met each other for the first time

I was just shaking so much

The words you said to me

I was a fool to believe them

I couldn’t sleep because of thoughts of you
I was trying to push them all back

Hold me even though you’re drifting away

Hold me

We can separate, yeah we can

But not like this, not like this

I can’t end it, you can’t see another guy

You can’t be already for this

It’s not the end yet, it’s not the end

You’re the only one for me

As the song end, someone knock my car’s mirror, it’s Myungsoo. So I unlock the door, he come in.

“Whassup?”, he asked me straight.

“What do you mean ‘Whassup?’, I trap here”, I replied, flat.

“Why did I have to be contacted? Your sister must be has your fiancé number”.

“Who is my fiancé?”.

“What?”, he looking at me with confuse look.

“He is an , don’t ask me why I said so”.

“Looks like I’ve got a conclusion. Now then what do you want? Want me to take you home?”.

“Feels like I don’t want to go home tonight”, I sighs as lean my head with the seat. Myungs looks different with the ever before. Not only his appearance, but his personality seems different too. “I didn’t thought you approached me as soon as this”.

“You stopped not far away from my party”, he answered. “Mind if I accompany you?”.

“Am I wrecked your party?”.

“Yeah, tonight is the person I love so much held a party, but it’s okay”.

“No, just take me home and go back to the party”.

“Nah, but I already left the party because of you. You need to take a responsibility”.

“Geez”.

“Want to go to a club?”.

“At first yes. But I want to trying something new, can you lead me?”.

“Like what?”.

“Uhm, do you have a cigarette?”, he’s not surprise with my question.

“Yes I have, want to try?”, he took out something out from behind his coat, it’s Marlboro. I nodded and he gave me a stick of cigarette.

“I always want to try this, but I concern will be addict or my lungs will sick”.

“I believe you will not even be able to spend one. A person like you will not be addicted of cigarette”, he light on his lighter to my cigarette.

I put it in my mouth carefully, trying to it. But he right, I can’t.

“See?”, he grabbed a cigarette from my hand when I starts coughing hard.

“Damn the smolder came in to my nose and throat”.

“I told you”, he use my former cigarette into his mouth, and smoke it.

There is a long silent after it. He enjoys the cigarette and I keep shut up my mouth. I don’t know why he’s not as as before. People said, male’s hearts will melt when he knows a woman in broken heart. Is that happen to him too?

“Want to trying another something new?”, finally he opened his mouth first.

“Let’s switch seat, I’ll driving, you will know soon”.

8:21 pm

“Stupid! I told you about the position, focus and mind the bridge, shutter the ball!”, here we are, in a Pub. He teach me how to playing billiard but I still don’t get it.

“Geez don’t shouting like that you’re so annoying!”, his good attitude lasted less than an hour.

“I regret teach you about this!”, he took a stick from my hand and pulls my forehead with his finger.

“Move away your dirty finger from me!”, I slap his hand.

“You’re unthankful or what, young lady?”, here we start.

“What do you mean unthankful? You start it first, er”.

“Excuse me, if me, the person with kind hearted not came to you I’m sure you are whining like a baby because you don’t know where the hell you are”.

“Pardon me, if you guys about arguing can you kindly get out of here?”, a waiter scold us. I apologize to the waiter.

“Can we just drink soju or beer or vodka or whatever for now? I need an impingement”, I talk to him.

“I don’t want to carry a drunk woman. I was quite traumatized”.

“I promise you I won’t drunk, please let me drink”, he’s not answer me and clicked his tongue.

“Just a bottle”.

“Okay!”, I run to bartender table. “Give me Tequila and Soju please”.

-TO BE CONTINUED-

Hello guys! >< this is the 7^th chapter hope you like it.

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