UNREQUITED LOVE

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Seungri asks Jiyong the meaning of unrequited love.

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“Hyung?”

“Hmm.”

“What is unrequited love?”

Jiyong was speechless. He knows what it is and exactly how it feels like. But he didn’t know who is his maknae’s unrequited love, or does he even have one. It left a crack in his heart.

“Why do you ask, Seungri-ah?”

“There is someone I like. And I don’t know if I should tell it to that person.”

“That’s definitely unrequited love. The love that is not returned back. The love that is one sided. The kind of love that you’re always giving everything but you get nothing in return.”

Like the love I have for you.

Yet Jiyong doesn’t say that loudly, he just whispered it into his heart.

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Jiyong likes girls. He dates them, be friends with them and somehow love them. Why can he do that? It is because he is perfect in their eyes though he himself does know that he isn’t.

“You know hyung, whenever that person is with the opposite . I feel so jealous.  Wanted to pull that person out of their arms. I wanted to cradle that person in my own. I wanted that person to know but it isn’t easy.”

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Jiyong loves music. He stays in the recording room for days, sometimes without some sleep. He makes music, he adores music, he loves music. There are times