AM I LATE?

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Seungri’s lifeless body lays in the coffin yet Jiyong talks to him like he’s still alive.

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Seungri-ah.

Are you coming back?

I miss you.

When will you return?

Why are you not answering my calls?

Why are you not responding to my texts?

Are you busy?

Are you sleeping well Seungri-ah?

Did you eat already?

Are they taking care of you there?

Did you find someone who’s hugging you like I do?

Do you miss me?

Do you love me?

If you do, you should come back and visit me, us, sometime Seungri-ah. I know your hyungs’ miss you a lot too. But I miss you the most.

And I love you the most. I do, I really do.

They say I’m crazy already, Seungri-ah.

But I’m not, I know that. I’m only crazily in love with you.

They say that I need a doctor, but I know I only need you.

Why does your phone keep on vibrating, Seungri-ah. Come back and answer it. Stand up from there. Faster. It’s vibrating again.

Am I talking to a rock, Seungri-ah? Speak to me, answer me.

Seungri